Jonni S wrote:

It's amazing how this show will prosper at the cost of someone's health like this! Now, isn't that the paradox of 'WORK OUT'?!

Peeler...it's ok man. I don't watch much TV, but I have seen a couple of episodes this season. My favorite parts have been when Doug tries to comfort you or when you consult him about the actions a REAL MAN takes to work through your issues. And you are definitely that...you are a MAN by opening your mind to learning how to be a better one with poise and tact. I'll fly to LA and be your new boyfriend if you'd like...better yet, I'll fly you to NYC and you can do your own thing here.

The label of 'gay' is a bit tacky...we'll think of something else to call it ;-)

posted on April 13, 2007 at 2:39 PM

Traci Squires wrote:

Hey Brian, I am so sorry for your loss. I loved Doug too. I didn't even know him except for the show and I could tell he was so genuine. I have noticed that you still write to Doug on his myspace page. I think that is very cool. While his page is still there, it's like he's there in a way. I lost my bestfriend two years ago and it still hurts. Time does help, but those memories linger. It's both good and bad. You want to forget because if hurts,but you don't want to forget about Doug. Hang in there sweetheart, I'm thinking about you.

posted on April 13, 2007 at 2:48 PM

lisakaz wrote:

Wow, I didn't know he said that because he knew. I thought it was just uncannily prophetic. That's so sad! At least he did outlast his parents (didn't he?). Amazing that he was in such great physical shape and it didn't really "buy" him extra time. Maybe it seems gholish, but I'd like to understand why the doctors couldn't do more for him. I thought it so ironic he was helping his ex-partner through a traumatic health problem but no one could truly help Doug.

I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm sure he valued your friendship as you did his. All you can do is carry on and make him proud.

posted on April 13, 2007 at 3:39 PM

kendra wrote:

i was so shocked to read about doug's death. even more so to see that very little has been said by other castmates and even jackie herself. i wondered when he said criptically that this was his last birthday, what was up. why so hush hush? it's really VERY frustrating because i really saw how true and beautiful he really was.. inside. he truly loved and cared for people no matter what they looked like or challenges or issues they faced. people like that are a rare, rare find. i was sooo saddened to learn of his passing. what was really wrong with him? i understand the need to respect his privacy but as someone who adored him from afar, i'd like to hear something a little more or at least some more of a reaction from the rest of the trainers.

posted on April 13, 2007 at 4:30 PM

jennifer wrote:

THIS IS A POEM I JUST WROTE TO YOU, FOR YOUR FRIEND I MADE IT JUST RIGHT NOW ESPEICALLY FOR YOU BOTH.

now that you are gone i still think about you everyday, i still look at photos of us and remember thoes day where we stayed up all night laughing about any and everything, you where the one who helped me get though lifes stromy days, i dont know anyone else like you, though in time i will still meet new people who will come in and out of my life, but your the one who still remaines close to my heart there is no other brother like you no one can even be on the same level as you. so unitl then i will see you at the crossroads so you wont be lonely and when you look down on me i hope you are proud of me for being strong and going on but never forgetting about you.

posted on April 13, 2007 at 4:30 PM

cristina wrote:

my heart goes out to all the trainers and his family..... my eyes fill up with tears evrytime i see the episodes and read these blogs.......

posted on April 13, 2007 at 5:31 PM

Candy wrote:

Hi Brian, I was so sad knowing that Doug was very ill. I was shocked when Jackie delivered news to the staff. I was also pretified knowing that no one in his family can live past 43. Being a fan of the show from the first season, I really like him and his personality. I think he's a good guy and had a good heart. I feel like no one seems to care about him (and his illness), but you. I guess, that's what friends are for. Doug will be in our hearts forever.

posted on April 13, 2007 at 5:42 PM

Lance wrote:

Brian, You have my deepest sympathies for the loss of your good friend. I found out about Doug only about 10 days ago when I read a spoiler on another web site. I am so shocked and saddened--I have been thinking so much about him ever since. The more I watch the show, and the more I read on this web site, the more questions I have about how he died. I want to thank you because your post today has answered a few of them. You and all the others on "Work Out" are in my thoughts.
-lance

posted on April 13, 2007 at 5:44 PM

Robyn wrote:

May his spirit live through you....

Chow,
Robyn

posted on April 13, 2007 at 6:13 PM

viv wrote:

Bran, I am sorry for your loss. I believe Doug was a very special person and you are blessed to have known eachother. He was put in your life for a reason and in knowing him I know your life has been inpacted in a way know one will ever know, that is way your paths crossed. Just know that you were a blessing to Doug as well. He was and always will be your big brother Doug and I'm sure he smiles at the thought of you. Thank you for your heart and hang in there....... and be at peace because Doug is.

posted on April 13, 2007 at 7:03 PM

shopsatcostco wrote:

Dear Brian,
We met Doug one day at the Gay Rodeo at the Equestrian Center last summer. He was just walking around and we recognized him from the show. We went up to him and started talking and he couldn't have been sweeter, and even more beautiful in person. We were talking about the show and we asked him about the hot-head Brian. Doug said that you had become his best friend and he really liked you. We thought you should know.

Jim and Gerry

posted on April 13, 2007 at 7:27 PM

carol wrote:

Brian, I am so sorry to heard about your loss, I really liked to watch Doug and you are really a true friend by carrying out Doug's wishes by not telling anyone about him being sick, that is a real true friend.

Carol

posted on April 13, 2007 at 7:40 PM

Winn wrote:

I can't imagine having to deal with this loss while going through the demands of a filmed show. When I saw the first show & saw the dedication, I knew what was coming & it was hard to watch the shows. But, he had a presence and spirit that I loved to see on the show. I've lost enough people close to me to have some understanding of what it's like--but every one experiences loss differently. Time doesn't really heal, but sometimes, if we're lucky, the good memories stay strong.

Keep the faith

posted on April 13, 2007 at 7:41 PM

Fern Foster wrote:

Wow, as a relatively new viewer of the show I had no idea of the seriousness of Doug's health. I am truly saddened by our loss. Doug quickly found a place in my heart and I was certain that if I had ever had the opportunity, he would be my trainer. Doug was a passionate trainer, a true gentleman and more so, a gracious human being. He will be missed.

posted on April 13, 2007 at 8:11 PM

Chukkal wrote:

As crazy as this show gets sometimes, I was always impressed with the way Doug handled himself and his clients. He was a gentleman that shared his strength and his compassion for fitness in helping his friends and clients become fit. We'll miss him.

posted on April 13, 2007 at 8:19 PM

Jon Toledo,OH wrote:

Brian,I've been watching since the beginning and was pretty messed up about Doug myself.Doug seems as someone who knows the world for how it can be and does'nt accept the negativity it some times brings(I apreciate that a great deal).You seem as a man willing to grow and understand that same idea,that I believe is the gift Doug has given to you as well as so many others out there.I'm not sure what the future brings,but,living in the moment is more important than anything,because we don't know if we will survive tomorrow.Show the people in your life the gift you've been given with dignity.Thanks,Jon Krastes

posted on April 13, 2007 at 8:20 PM

Kristen wrote:

I've been watching the show from the beginning. I had not idea Doug passed until I went to Bravo's website to get an update on how Doug was doing. I actually broke down in tears. I didn't know Doug, but it was obvious from watching the show that he was a very caring person. I'm glad to hear that you were aware of Doug's condition. I thought it was very sad that no one made more of an effort to check on him during the week. I'm also disappointed that there wasn't more of a dedication to him on this episode. I am just heartbroken. My thoughts and prayers go out to you. If I'm this sad without even knowing Doug personally, all of you that knew him must be terribly upset. God Bless you!

posted on April 13, 2007 at 9:29 PM

Tina Marie wrote:

Hi Brian -

I just wanted to say that you've surprised me - my initial impression of you was way way off! In the last few episodes the way you consoled Doug was beautiful! I could see in Doug's eyes that they were filled with pain and anguish - but I didn't know why - and I guess it was the health issues he was dealing with. I am only a viewer to the show - but thank you for being a good person - especially to someone else that really needed a good person there for him! I hope you have found peace with his departure - and again - thank you!

posted on April 13, 2007 at 10:17 PM

Rob wrote:

It's always funny to me what a mix of personalities it takes to bring out the best in ourselves. Doug's tender strength certainly seems to have done that for you. I've been a big fan of the show from the beginning and have struggled in my own life with mortal matters. I overcompensated for a while by working out to hide my illness from those I work with and know that Doug must have really respected you a lot to share his personal health issues with you. I'm sure the next few shows will be difficult to watch, but I will continue to draw inspiration from your journeys.

posted on April 13, 2007 at 10:27 PM

Nathaniel DiMaggio wrote:

As goofy as it sounds, I did think Doug was very genuinel. I love the whole cast, but especially you, Jesse and Doug. I wish nothing but good things for all of you.

posted on April 13, 2007 at 11:25 PM

Jim Scalfani wrote:

Peeler,
I just got through watching the show and found out that Doug was sick so I ran to the website to see what was going on.

You see I've been traveling and Tivo'd the show. I knew Cheo and Doug briefly and it freaked me out to see this happen...I'm truly sorry for your lose and you and your team at the gym, are in my prayers.

Wow, it always seems like God takes the good ones.

I wish you well.

posted on April 13, 2007 at 11:38 PM

Nancy wrote:

Brian,
It is always sad when a friend with such a lust for life is taken before we beleive its time. It hurts my heart about Doug. I hope that you find comfort in remembering all the great times you had with him and the ones yet to come one day.

posted on April 14, 2007 at 12:54 AM

Lindsey wrote:

Ok, did i miss something! i thought Doug was getting better from what jackie said on the show! I am so confused and i am really hoping that Doug is okay! Please fill me in, i will be soooo upset if Doug passed away

posted on April 14, 2007 at 2:38 AM

Lindsey wrote:

Ok, did i miss something! i thought Doug was getting better from what jackie said on the show! I am so confused and i am really hoping that Doug is okay! Please fill me in, i will be soooo upset if Doug passed away

posted on April 14, 2007 at 2:39 AM

JoAnn wrote:

Dear Brian: So sorry for losing your best friend Doug. What a wonderful person he was. He wanted to work with Lori and told her he was going to be her best friend so that she could get thru her weight loss. I really believe he meant that. He always had a smile for everyone. I had a funny feeling when he told someone that this would be his last birthday party. It was like he knew he wouldn't be around for another one. What a shame. Cheo (spelled correctly?) was still in love with Doug ~ that was so obvious. Didn't Cheo need a kidney, too -- showed Cheo and Doug in hospital when Cheo was getting his kidney treatment -- then they showed Doug coughing and feeling really sick -- then he's hospitalized and his kidneys failed?? How ironic! I will miss seeing him on the show and everyone on the show must be devastated. I'm happy he had you for a friend because he said he lost everyone else. Remember the good times you had with him -- and keep talking to him -- I talk to my Dad all the time! God bless!
JoAnn xo

posted on April 14, 2007 at 7:34 AM

Leslie wrote:

My sister just told me yesterday that Doug had passed, I argued w/ her saying nooo he is sick. She stated after the show she went online, and it just devistated me. I am a student of the "law of attraction" and during the show I was concerned because of some of the things Doug was saying about 43 vs 44 years of age, and passing. I know how the law works and I just didn't want to believe he would go and beat the odds. To all of you, my prayers and thoughts of comfort during your time of loss and grieving, are constant. May God hold and keep each of you during your difficult time. Keep being YOU! Each of you are amazing people, and bring so much to so many people.

God Bless

posted on April 14, 2007 at 9:13 AM

Savona wrote:

Hey I dodnt know Doug died, the last espodie I saw was that he was really sick and was going to get out the hospital in 2 weeks and the trainers were all going in half to get him a gift.

I am deeply sadden I loved Doug he was genuine

posted on April 14, 2007 at 2:28 PM

Caridad wrote:

Hey bri. (If it okay for me to call you that) I think that Doug was an astounding personality in this season's Workout. He's been one of the most generous and loving people I have yet to observe. I'm sorry for this to have ended this way but hey, like you said you guys will meet once more and synergistically combine once more as you alwys have.

Love ya,
Cary

posted on April 14, 2007 at 3:01 PM

Melissa wrote:

Brian, U truly are the grace in which Doug lived. I look at you and I believe that U were his family and friend, and I am so sorry for your loss, I realize that none of us or a lot of us didn't even know he passed until the other night, it was quite shocking as I am sure it was to all of you when it happened. God Bless you and Thank god for friends like you. May his spirit live on through you .
Melissa

posted on April 14, 2007 at 5:15 PM

Larry B wrote:

I tryed to post this comment yesterday but they never posted it. I don't quite understand when you say that Doug knew he was going to die. When he told Cheo at the gym that this was going to be his last birthday I thought he was just sad and prophesizing. Did he know he was deadly ill before that? And if he did, wouldn't he have wanted to go to a doctor when he was with Cheo at the dialysis clinic instead of saying he just had a cold. Was the show edited out of order? I thought Doug thought he was just feeling his age because he kept saying that he felt 44. From the very first episode this year Doug looked noticeably tired and somewhat thinner than last year but he never let on that he was ill. Did he know it before the show started filming in November?
For that poor guy to endure all the losses he had in his life and for him having that terrible legacy hanging over his head is more than one person should ever have to deal with. The fact that he turned out to be such an incredible person is a testiment to what an amazing human being he was.

posted on April 14, 2007 at 6:39 PM

mjk wrote:

Hey Brian
im glad you addressed this as i didnt understand how you could have not known , what kind of an illness did his family have that they couldnt live past a certain age how sad
did he have any brothers or sisters and how old was he when his parents died , my other question is how did this both happen to his mom and dad thats ironic for them both to have whatever genes that do this
sorry for all the questions im just curious
thanks again

posted on April 14, 2007 at 7:41 PM

30127GH wrote:

I sent you an email Brian but of course don't expect to hear back due to the amount you get - but I'll repeat part of it here. At first, my impression of you was that you were a "typical" redneck southerner with an out of control temper and mouth - I live here, I see it every day. But as the shows progressed and I saw you befriend Doug and consider him your closest friend, I realized there was more to you than that. People don't realize that in the deep South, even acknowledging that you're friends with a gay man will black ball you from friends, and even family. Yes, it's THAT bad. The fact you got on national TV and let everyone know, "Hey, this is my best friend, he's gay, and hey look.. I'm hugging him!", proves that while you might have turned a bit "L.A." living out there - you do have a heart that has some control over your brain. Doug had a good friend.

posted on April 14, 2007 at 8:44 PM

O.T. wrote:

What's up Peeler,
I see that you are from the home of Food Lion! I have been to Salisbury a couple of times. My cousin and one of my friends played football at Catawba College. Unfortunately, my friend was killed oncampus during a party several years ago. Other than that, Salisbury is a great town. Represent the Carolinas on the show! I'm from a small town in SC by the way. The same town as the player that was killed.

posted on April 14, 2007 at 10:54 PM

Rob Moore Belpre OH wrote:

Brian,
The episode where jackie presents the shocking news about doug was heart breaking, but we can not dwell about the great loss. we must remember all of the wonderful things that he did for people, and how he changed our lives in a positive way. Hang in there budy. Lots OF Love.
Rob Moore

posted on April 15, 2007 at 1:12 AM

kathy wrote:

You are the best on the show. The best friend ever Your in my thoughts and prayers BLESS YOU ALWAYS so sorry to hear about Doug Remember only the gooooooood die young .. Doug was greatful to have you as a friend BLESS YOU

posted on April 15, 2007 at 10:02 AM

Roland wrote:

Hey brother , i still can't beleive Doug is not among us right now, is really sad to know we wont be able to see him anymore on the show. you're a great friend, and also everytime i saw you talking to him you were really paying attention to what he was saying to you, you're some great dude, human yes, but great for sure.I'm not sure how this work , would i get a response? i don't know, keep on the good work, keep helping those people at the gym, they need you, i would like to know about Doug's exboyfriend Cheo , is he doing better? i wish he is.
I have a picture of Doug as my screen saver, i'll have it for a while , man.
Best wishes to all of you there, bro, and i'm still watching you guys. Thank you.

posted on April 15, 2007 at 12:33 PM

anthony stevens wrote:

my father died 15 years ago....that still hurts...when i heard about doug that hurt me so much.....he was the best thing on the show....i will miss him...i am 46 and he has inspire me to enjoy life .....thanks DOUG ...u will always be oae of my hero....

posted on April 15, 2007 at 12:34 PM

Annie B wrote:

Thank you for sharing your experiences, Peeler. I have such a fondness for you because you remind me of my brother...(wish you could have a one-on-one with him and inspire him to get his life on track.)

It was extremely touching to read your blog this time and read your personal message to Doug. I believe they are still with us and know and hear us when we talk to them. Kudos to you for keeping Doug alive in your life.

Big hugs,
Annie B.

posted on April 15, 2007 at 1:17 PM

Clarence wrote:

I am truly sorry for your loss and the know that you truly felt like Doug as a brother and co-worker. I was shocked by his passing and did not realize that he was sick as he was. He truly looked so healthy and fit that his untimely passing came as a shock to me when watching your program. I would like to see a episode focused on Doug and his love for helping people becone fit and healthy.

posted on April 15, 2007 at 1:34 PM

claudia mcdermott wrote:

hello brian, i was so concerned when i first saw the dedication to doug, but because the show seemed to brush over the subject, i thought perhaps it was just from him being absent from filming the remaining season. when i found out he had crossed over i was so deeply saddened and confused as to why the show isn't presenting the impact that this is. as a viewer and a fan i need some kind of closure too, you get so involved in the lives of the people, that what reality shows are all about, and to skip over this is depressing to me. so i thank you that you have given a format for your fans and dougs to express our grief, to share in yours. i hope you keep doug with us by your stories and feelings, i'm just not ready to forget him. although it would seem that you and doug were the least likely to become friends i think you are more alike than anyone. i'm always rooting for you because you always stay true to who you are, your real. i'm sorry for your great loss, i've lost many friends and my fiance'. it's important to relize that time heals nothing, it what you do with that time . and don't lose yourself from grief, sometimes its hard to find yourself again, i know this from exprience...be well friend, from a fan.

posted on April 15, 2007 at 2:53 PM

Candy wrote:

Hi Brian, I was so sad knowing that Doug was very ill. I was shocked when Jackie delivered news to the staff. I was also pretified knowing that no one in his family can live past 43. Being a fan of the show from the first season, I really like him and his personality. I think he's a good guy and had a good heart. I feel like no one seems to care about him (and his illness), but you. I guess, that's what friends are for. Doug will be in our hearts forever.

posted on April 15, 2007 at 4:16 PM

Victor Lundy wrote:

OK – Here’s the thing, Brian.
I perceive you as very confident and secure, yet I see you vulnerable and easily upset. Now, it might be the way the show is cut - and edited, but I see a mismatch.
Im very pleased to see you open up - accept, respect and trust in Doug; I feel for the loss. Watching the show, with his partner coming on for strengthening prior to such a dramatic hospitalization, I want to think you did the same thing for Doug. I wish everyone had such a friend. Remember, what you give away - returns.
I’ve learned long ago that life lived - past is not a predictor of life lived - future. What you are might be a percentage of what you have come from, what you have experienced and how you have learned, but it is also a percentage of character and kindness. We cannot know Doug from watching 20-hours of a television show, as we cannot know you from as much. What is clear is the goodness you have in your heart. I want to believe that is why Doug and you became like brothers.
So now, why are you so strong and yet so vulnerable? How can someone as self-centered and egotistical as Jackie get to you? Believe me, now again it might be the cut and edit of the show, but there is nothing to compare you to Jackie. Both have good qualities, and both have some things to work on. Believe me, everyone has some things to work on. As far as training, I need to. I would select you or Jessie to train with given a choice of the trainers on the show. Doug would have been my first selection - if only because he came over as the most sincere and accommodating. The vison of Sky Lab as a center for healthy weight loss and weight control is an outstanding idea. You can carry a similar vision either in the gym of Jackie Warner, or in a gym of your own. Do so in the memory of Doug.

posted on April 15, 2007 at 5:15 PM

Jodi wrote:

Dear Brian,
first lst me say I am a big fan. I am 42 years old, and I have been a trainer/ instructor for 22 years this year. I love the show, I adore Jackie, and I really really respected and liked Doug so much. I thought to myself so many times " Brian is such a good friend to Doug." and " Brian and Doug are both really great trainers". Thanks for showing how you felt about your friend Doug, thanks for being the "guy" who had an ego and yet still could be liked. Hey, be good to Jackie, I think you two Could be great partners in business together some day. Do everything you can for your Sky Lab clients, Doug would have done that program proud. You guys Rock!!!!! keep on keepin' on. live to make others better.
hang in there doll. I will be watching!
Jodi Vinch, Ewing NJ ( Chicago born and raised though, he he he)

posted on April 15, 2007 at 7:02 PM

Phil wrote:

I just watched the episode and wanted to write and express how sorry I am for your loss. I truly admire the friendship you and Doug had and I am sure he knew how much you and the rest of the trainers cared for him. I hope now this is April that you are doing well. Thank you for being a great example of what a true friend is.

posted on April 15, 2007 at 7:27 PM

Rohm wrote:

Brian,
I am truly touched by what you wrote about Doug. I don't know either of you, but you both seem worth knowing. I really wish you were my trainer, but that is not realistic because I live in NYC.
Your fan, Rohm

posted on April 15, 2007 at 10:16 PM

Cale wrote:

Doug was an increadible role model. He will be missed by all.

posted on April 16, 2007 at 11:29 AM

Paige wrote:

I was so shocked and saddened last night watching the show, and was not at all expecting what I learned this morning when I googled Doug's name. I am profoundly saddened by his death, and my heart goes out to anyone who knew him and loved him and feel that loss. I have lost someone far too young, and know the pain on all sides. Keep talking to Doug, writing to him, and feeling his presence in all your future actions and decisions. If you listen to him, you can't go wrong.

posted on April 16, 2007 at 11:37 AM

Brian Peeler wrote:

Just to let everyone know I can come to you to train any where in the world you don't have to come to SKY SPORT SPA. You may email me at peelerbilt@yahoo.com for info!

posted on April 16, 2007 at 12:42 PM

Victoria wrote:

I have been a huge fan of the show since the beginning. I have to say that I fell in love with Doug the very first moment I saw him on the show. Not only was he gorgeous on the outside. he was even more beautiful on the inside. I really can not remember someone on a tv program touching me as much as he did. I happened to be home today and saw the beginning of the second season(I usually see them on reruns over and over again)and when the dedication came on the screen I got chills and came right to my computer. I know the show will go on, but it will never be the same for me. He will be missed greatly.

posted on April 16, 2007 at 1:28 PM

Kat Rock wrote:

Brian,
It is so hard to lose people close to you. I related to Doug's stories so much because I too have lost almost all my family so far. I am now 42 and my brother died when he was my age so I can relate to Doug when he just wanted to make that one last birthday. It is a helpless feeling to watch those you love pass away. I have become the kind of person to relish every moment I have with loved ones and say and do exactly what I feel because you never know when it will all be gone.
Just know that complete strangers feel sympathy for you and all of your coworkers. It is a tough thing to go through but the good news is that you had the pleasure of knowing Doug at all. That is something to be thankful for!
You have so much going for you, keep up the good work!
Love, Kat

posted on April 16, 2007 at 1:44 PM

Laurie wrote:

I knew he must be more sick than what we saw last week...I hate it so bad!! Doug was my favorite trainer! Don't get me wrong, I really like all the guys, but he had a way of making a genuine connection with people that some of the other trainers don't seem to have. I wouldn't check the website until today because I knew...but, Brian, keep your head up and help Doug's legacy live on...God bless you.

posted on April 16, 2007 at 2:53 PM

jorge ornelas jr wrote:

brian first of all my deepest sympathys to u and the staff of skysport , I was very much sadden with the lost of doug and for both u and doug were my favorite trainers on the show , doug will be missed by all especially for me one of his fans keep him close to ur heart and i hope i get the chance to meet a special guy like him one day , god bless jorge

posted on April 16, 2007 at 4:02 PM

gaby wrote:

Brian,
I am really touched by what you wrote in your entry.Tears flew down my eyes as I read your entry. You can tell how much you loved Doug and how much you miss him. I am really sad and was schoked that this happened. Be strong

posted on April 16, 2007 at 5:10 PM

SpaceCadette1977 wrote:

Hi Peeler - So sorry to hear about Doug...He seemed like such a warm & caring individual! I'm sure he'll be missed by all who knew him!!

And to 30127GH - take it easy on the south!! Closed-mindedness has NOTHING to do with south, north, east or west. It is usually a matter of living in an urban area where there are more people in general (so there's noone to get in your business!), versus living in a rural area where being outside the "norm" is more uncommon. I grew up in a small town outside Birmingham, AL & I can tell u it's very closed-minded there. In any large city - including Birmingham itself & Atlanta, being homosexual is totally accepted.

posted on April 16, 2007 at 5:35 PM

skaboo wrote:

Brian,
Doug was so lucky to have YOU as his friend. He trusted you with his reality, and knew the news would be safe. When I heard him on the show talk of how death affects someones out look on life, I could relate. I've walked in those shoes too. Life is short. It doesnt matter how Doug died. The truth is he'll be missed for the kind person and friend he was, and the positive role model he gave to others.
As for those who write into this blog and bashes the South and its people. You said it best "they can kiss my a$$!" Ignorance and prejudice is everywhere, even in beautiful L.A. You're right, some people have nothing better to do than to sit in front of their computers and write BS. We don't need people with their narrow mind set moving to the South. We are kind, generous, fun-loving people who know how to be good friends.
I enjoy the show, and what you bring to it. Best of luck in the future and all that you do.
Sincerely,
Skaboo (of Alabama)

posted on April 17, 2007 at 7:36 AM

lacy wrote:

Hey Brian, I am so sorry for the loss of your best friend Doug.I loved him on the show ,he will be missed. You two had such a great friendship that is hard to find. I watch the show every week and you would have never known he was sick, he always looked great and had a positive attitude. God I could really use some trainers around me like all of you. Love you all take care. Lacy

posted on April 17, 2007 at 6:29 PM

Lesley wrote:

Brian, I watch the show and I've known people like you who are very emotional -- I'm one of them. But I've seen you grow and change over the past couple of seasons... it's a beautiful thing. You're becoming even more attractive than ever... keep it up precious! Ah, how I wish I was 30 again!

posted on April 18, 2007 at 12:58 PM

Fran wrote:

Hey Brian,

I just wanted to tell you I fell for you, I know first hand about losing someone very close to us ( my Mom ), I know nothing I nor anyone can say to you that will make it easy on you and his loved ones, but in saying this remm he is with his family now and with our lord,I know I'm going to miss him and seeing him on the show, but if you think about and talk about him he will never really be gone for our hearts and minds,again I'm so very sorry about his passing.

your in my prayers as well as everyone there.....

Luv Fran

posted on April 20, 2007 at 5:12 PM

Melissa wrote:

Hey Peeler. Thanks for the news about Doug. After reading so much speculation on the net it was nice to finally read the truth. He deserved to either have complete privacy or to have the truth told. It was obvious that the media wouldn't allow for complete privacy. So thanks for setting the record straight.

posted on April 21, 2007 at 5:34 PM

liz wrote:

Hi,Doug,

I love it that you were a very good friend and mentuar to all the trainers and clients. I hope your still around getting better and more research on your illlness. I have lost my gramma in 05' from Huma toma,pnamonia,heart falier,heart attack, and MRSA. www.mrsa.com If she would be here today she would be 94 yrs old. I bet everyone that is watching Work Out would be happy to see you in Season 2 of Work Out. I pray for you Doug!

posted on April 23, 2007 at 7:36 PM

Carole wrote:

Brian, I am so terribly sorry for your loss and our loss as well. I loved Doug and you on the show as I felt you had such a special friendship and it showed. Doug just seemed to be so caring and loving toward everyone and that is so special in our world today.

My prayers and thoughts are with you and may Doug's memory live on.

posted on April 24, 2007 at 11:41 AM

Edgardo & Dawne wrote:

This was our first time watching the show & we loved the show .. as soon as we saw the most recent trailer to next episode me and my girfriend said" I really hope there not talking about doug " its weird how we both are affected by this in such short time of watching the show... our hearts go out to all of the trainers , Friends and Family he seemed like a great guy.. Our deepest sympathy..

Edgardo & Dawne( Staten Island , Ny )

posted on April 25, 2007 at 2:11 AM

kiersa wrote:

my moms boyfriend of 17 yrs died of kidney cancer 2 yrs ago. Cancer dosnt discriminate- young, old, gay, straight, male, female. I am so very sorry for your loss & wish you as well as anyone else dealing with the cruelty of cancer all my best wishes, strengh, & love. ~ Kiersa

posted on April 25, 2007 at 5:07 AM

elizabeth wrote:

To Brian,
I am so sorry you are having to go through the loss of someone who was so important in your life.
My prayers are with you and I hope with time the sadness will lessen and you will mainly remember all of the wonderful times, Doug's words of wisdom, and the best of his friendship.

posted on April 25, 2007 at 5:45 AM

Dotty wrote:

For Brian
I've watched the show from the beginning, and love it, you could tell that Doug was a wonderful man, very caring and geniune, the older you get the harder it is to find a friend like that, you were truely blessed, and are a better person for having known him I'm sure. Keep your head up and one day at a time. I lost my mother last year due to cancer, it sucks. God bless - Dotty

posted on April 25, 2007 at 7:15 PM

Melissa wrote:

Brian,
Can't begin to thank you for sharing the truth regarding Doug. It's amazing how someone can impact your life - someone I've never met or laid eyes on - but makes you care so much about that person. the last part of Doug's life is such an example of how cruel life can be - but the only thing that makes me feel better is knowing that he will never experience pain again, and now he is with his family. You were so fortunate to know him, and the fact that he shared his most private issues with you - just shows how special you are. I live in Boston, but am originally from huntington beach. I will be sure to book some sessions with you the next time I am in town to visit family.
Look forward to meeting you.

posted on April 26, 2007 at 10:37 AM

Kristen Pratt wrote:

Hey Brian,
I just wanted to say how sorry I am to hear of Dougs passing. For me its like it just happened, I never followed you guys on the web, I just got into watching the show last season. I have to say Doug and you were my fav to watch. You make me laugh. I see gay people in a different light since watching this show, I have a lot of health problems and I watch for tips. But I could see how you and Doug were "real" friends. Like I said it seems for me its all just happening. I am just so sorry, please give my love to the trainers and I am just out of words. Doug to me was the picture of health. i am a little freaked out cause I had this happen to me 2 years ago, I got an infection in blood also from an IV placement and almost died. I was also pregnant at the time. We are both ok today but my kidneys have never been the same, I get infections in them all the time now. They had to just open the IV and give me antibotics around the clock. When i went septic that was scary, you see your life just come to an end, and try to fight. And the infection wins. Luckily they found the right combo of antibotics, the baby is fine and I deal with kidney infections on a monthly basis now. The pain Doug was in I have been there. I am just sitting here with tears and my mouth open. I was really expecting Dough to walk into the gym, still fragile but getting back into shape. I again am so sorry. I guess I know how lucky I am. Thanks again for the great show. Please tell everyone how sad I am, and I send my prayers. You know we cry for us, we are being selfish cause we all know Doug and our loved ones are in a better place. But we miss them so much. Doug will be missed and the show wont be the same without him, keep on truckin...

Kristen

posted on April 26, 2007 at 1:23 PM

Deborah wrote:

Brian:
I just read your tribute to Doug, and I have troulbe understanding why you did not go to the hospital(THE MINUTE THAT JACKIE BROKE THE NEWS OF HIS ILLNESS: and also to comfort his ex-boyfriend)were not by his side when he needed you. You don't MAKE your light shine.-- You LET your light shine! It would have REALLY DEMONSTRATED that you ARE a better man for the friendship.
I think doing NOTHING WAS COWARDOUS.
Now is the time for you to GROW UP.

posted on April 26, 2007 at 4:16 PM

MBNurse wrote:

Hey Brian, I watched Workout because of Doug. I used to be "the fat chick" and Doug made people feel important. I just read of his passing and I cannot stop crying and I don't even know him. He will be so missed.
I am thakful that he had a friend in you.
God Bless you!
Gina

posted on April 26, 2007 at 10:05 PM

Cindy wrote:

I can't begin to tell you how by watching the show Doug effected me. Doug was a genuinely caring, honorable, truthful, loving, loyal, kind gentleman. My condolences to all who new him.
DOUG YOU WILL BE GREALTY MISSED.

posted on April 27, 2007 at 10:50 AM

Tawana wrote:

Doug,
Of course I only know you and Doug from Bravo T.V. show and the two of you have touched my life tremendously. Doug's lost is one that will touch many. I can see the sincereness in your eyes and feel the pain. Knowing what it feels like to lose someone close I can relate. Just hold on and realize that we he is there is no pain. Also remember this, he is with you always in spirit. Hang in there and I will continue to keep you and the rest of the trainers in my prayers. How is Doug love doing..I can't remember his name right now. How is he doing, with all of this. Let him no that their is a fan who has him in her prayers as well.

posted on April 29, 2007 at 3:53 PM

S.Graham wrote:

Brian.
Theres nothing I can say that hasnt already been said. Theres nothing I can say that will make the pain go away. Theres nothing anyone can do to make the pain go away.
I feel for you and I know the pain your going through. I lost my partner a couple of years ago and although its not the same situation it is in a way. Its hard man, REAL HARD, but you keep on going, just like Doug would encourage you to.
Keep your head up and your thoughts clear. Your in my thoughts and everyone elses.'
Take care

posted on May 1, 2007 at 12:14 AM

Edwin Baca wrote:

I wanted to express my deepest sympathy to you and the other trainers. I watched Season 1 and now season 2 and I grew to love and respect Doug. It was nice to see someone my own age that was gay and had a love for life as he did. I would watch the way he was with his clients, and the way he treated them. Not only did he care about there work outs but he cared about them as a person. He will be missed. My thoughts and prayers are with you and all the trainers at Sky Lab.

posted on May 1, 2007 at 10:06 AM

Shannon Lenore wrote:

Brian,
I am so sorry about Doug. I know what it's like to lose someone so close to you. I didn't know Doug. I mean I only know all of y'all from the show but I never miss an episode and somedays when they do a Work Out marathon I watch them all over again but Doug seemed to be so unique and genuine. He seemed to be such a whole-hearted man. When I heard the knews about Doug it was devastating even to me. I wish that I myself could have done something to change the outcome, to prevent it from happening, something.

posted on May 1, 2007 at 11:19 PM

Jo-Ann Micchelli wrote:

This message is for all of the Workout Staff...I am so very sorry for your loss, Doug was a wonderful loving person even if I didn't know him personally, I felt like I did and that goes for all of you. I cried with you all when I heard of Doug's passing...I hope you all keep Doug alive with your loving memory of him and this is always easier said then done but celebrate his life and all of your happy and wonderful loving thoughts of Doug, laugh at the moments you remember of all the fun times you shared with him, and most of all never forget his beauty. God Bless All of You at this sad time. Sincerely Jo-Ann Micchelli

posted on May 2, 2007 at 6:40 PM

JEAN wrote:

Heaven has a new trainer. You are together again with your parents, rest in peace. Stay strong SkyLab trainers.

posted on May 4, 2007 at 6:12 PM

Kelly wrote:

When I found out about Doug's passing, it felt as if a member of my own family passed. Watching all of you guys on Workout made it seem like the viewers really got to know each of you. Doug was genuwine and loving and anyone who watched could tell that about him. I'm sorry for everyone's loss and time will heal alittle. Just remember the good times.

posted on May 6, 2007 at 8:46 PM

john pagliano wrote:

Brian, after seeing the show about Doug , who I think is the greatest guy you can tell, I have decided to dedicate one of my original songs to Doug. this song hopfully will be on the way to publishing this month, I feel it fits Doug better than anyone I have known. the song written in 2000 is called Gone away to yesterday, and it is on a website called cd baby .com under the cd far out. i have sent mail to you all about my music before, but this one is truley for Doug.To all of you thank you for a great workout show just watching makes us all take better care of ourselves.

posted on May 8, 2007 at 10:37 PM

Ginny Peele wrote:

Brian...I read these comments and had to post this. God Bless you for your strength to stand up and be human. I was so touched as the show revealed Doug's sickness. I sobbed that day with you! How remarkable a person you are and it shows on television. I do not do many things well but I have the gift of "wisdom' and I have seen how very sincere you are as a person. God speed! Doug was lucky to have you as his best friend and he you! That is the kind of friendship that comes along once in a lifetime. It burned brightly through those television signals! Wishing you the best! Ginny Peele

posted on May 15, 2007 at 6:22 PM