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Doug Will Still Be My Best Man

May 16, 2007

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Well, we have come to the end of season 2 but hopefully not the end of the road.

I hope that there is a season 3 and more episodes to come. I have learned a lot about myself and the other trainers. I have had highs and lows this season. I am right now crying as I watch the second broadcast of the reunion and the clip of Doug is on. I will live up to everything that he wanted me to be.

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Steve wrote:

Doug,

I watched last night's show, not to relive the drama and stuff...but to see just how the show chose to remember Doug. It touches me deeply to see that his spirit is alive and well inside of the cast and especially you. It's an amazing thing to be touched by someone so greatly that his absence from this world still causes such grief...

Carry on Peeler...live your life with Doug's spirit daily....he is in the fabric of your being and will be forever more. And in some small way...both of you are in ours too.
Peace & Joy!

Mark Madrak wrote:

Brian,
The only 'real' moments in that reunion show last night were when you all talked about Doug and what he meant to you. The rest seemed staged. It was a touching tribute to a guy who seems, by all accounts, truly too good for this Earth. As you said to Cheo, if I can be one third the man Doug was then I will have accomplished something. Thanks for sharing your innermost feelings about Doug.
Mark

Jennifer wrote:

Brian, Hang in there - your sensitivity is what allowed you to be open enough to get all the lessons that Doug was teaching you.
Congratulations on your wedding! Have a great time!!

Melissa wrote:

Peeler, I'm in for watching another season. My partner wants to see more actual working out, but I want to see more of you. It was so nice to see more of your personality as the season went on. We learned about your strength, soft side and responsibility. I'd love to see a show with less making out and more you. How's this for a Bravo teaser commercial -- women who love women, but who think Peeler is hot. Peeler is polite when they flirt, but he wouldn't dare cheat on the love of his life.

True confessions here, I'm a cancer survivor, a marathon runner, a woman in love with a woman and have a huge crush on this man on television.

Renee wrote:

I saw the reunion show last night and I did not know that Doug had died.. Let me just say my heart goes out to you and your cast memebers.. The first time I saw the show was with Doug.. Take care Congrat on your Wedding..Renee

Gretchen wrote:

I am crying as I type and have been crying ever since the season began and the intro read dedicated to the memory of Doug Blasdell, I could not believe my eyes, and I hoped it was just a dedication for best trainer of the season. I feel for you Brian because, I truly believe that you will miss your best friend, I admire the fact that you are able to show your emotions and show them on television and NO, you are not like Jackie, because you are more in tune with your emotions, which in life will make you a happier individual. Good luck in life and all your future endeavors. I am sure Doug is watching over you.

Wishing you the best Gretchen


Danette Madore wrote:

So - wanted to let you know that I'm sorry for your loss - the show may have been a rerun, but I saw the episode last night about Doug.

One of the things you shared on the show was Doug's guiding principles by which he chose to live. This Saturday (such short notice), I'll be assisting about 50 Upward Bound (high school) students create a code of ethics for our residential summer program. Some come from good, strong (maybe poor, but strong) families - and some are raising themselves.

I really liked Doug's code of ethics that he carried in his wallet - it would be a great starting point to get a meaningful discussion going. Would you be willing to share them again? (couldn't write them down fast enough)
Best to all - hope you are well...

peace out,
Danette Madore
Counselor
TRiO Upward Bound
University of Maine at Presque Isle

mari wrote:

Brian I think you are a standup guy and SkySport/ Skylab are lucky to have you. Your genuine love of Doug outshines everything and everyone else. Your wife-to-be is going to have a good man in her life and I'm sure you'll be lucky to have her too! Have a wonderful wedding but an even BETTER marriage!

Please keep being Y.O.U.R.S.E.L.F. and don't let anyone's opinion change that. You're too REAL for LaLa Land!!!

Loveya style and will take your training tips to heart in my own journey for fitness & health.

~mDOg

Sharry Sprague wrote:

I just sob when I see Doug and watch the deep pain his passing has brought to you, because two years ago I lost my dearest friend to cancer. She was only 47 years old and like Doug just lit up a room with her smile and personality. She had fought malignant melanoma for 16 years, which was amazing since that particular form of cancer is one of the quickest killers. I guess I naively thought that she would be fine, but when the cancer returned, it was in her liver and brain, and she was gone within three months. The pain of losing someone who truly exemplifies all that is good in the human race is beyond description. For the first time in my life, I prayed that God would take me instead, but that did not happen. When you asked why bad things happen to such a good person, my heart responds with "it always does". There is a line from a scene in the movie "Fried Green Tomatoes" which basically goes: there are angels walking this earth disguised as humans, and I believe that is true without a doubt. How blessed we are to have someone in our lives who lights a flame of friendship that we have never before known, and when that flame goes out, part of us goes out with it. My life pretty much came to a standstill on the date my friend passed, and it is just now that I am beginning to move forward. I met a lady who knew my friend for many more years than I and who was also not able to move past the day of her death, and when I realized that I was not alone in my grief, it became easier for me to go ahead with my life. Does the pain ever end? No, but I know that her energy is still here, and like you with the hummingbird experience, I've had similar things like that happen to me. It is comforting to know that in our hearts we have no doubt about what our friend would want us to do because they truly lived an exemplarly life, and we can sure thank God for the gift of their friendship even though our time with them ended all too soon. Amazing how much a person can teach you and change your life forever in such a short length of time, just by being the person they are. We have been gifted with the desire to continue on the path that they showed us existed; one that we might never have been aware of had it not been for them. God bless you, and bring peace and healing to your heart.

Diane wrote:

I was shocked as well, of Doug's passing! My thoughts are with you and the others. He had a smile that lit up a room! It's amazing how one person, could affect so many people, that never personally knew him...but that seemed to be Doug's nature! What was the actual cause of his death? Was it the same as his other family members??

Donna wrote:

Congratulations on your upcoming marriage. I love the show! And I am sorry for the loss of your good friend.

Erika wrote:

I am finding it interesting as to how you were protrayed as a hot-head, arrogant, generally mean guy in the 1st season of the show. In this 2nd season, you have definitely been protrayed as a much kinder, softer gentleman. Is this accurate? Has Doug, and his relationship with you, changed you from being a tougher person? I wanted you to know that your sincerity seemed genuine, and it is refreshing to see a very masculine man sharing his inner turmoil, loneliness and extreme pain from the loss of a loved one. I know that with time, the pain will subside and you will come to understand the true meaning of love and compassion. Until then...

Colleen wrote:

Enjoy your wedding, Brian. I am sure that Doug will be smiling down upon you and your soon-to-be wife.
BRAVO.....bring Work Out back for Season 3!!!!

Beverly wrote:

My heart goes out to you ,I will never forget this season . My brother died almost 2 years ago from Aids ,Its really hard loosing someone you love and care about !!

Beverly wrote:

My heart goes out to you ,I will never forget this season . My brother died almost 2 years ago from Aids ,Its really hard loosing someone you love and care about !!

Diane wrote:

Hi Brian,
I was shocked as well, of Doug's passing! My thoughts are with you and the others. He had a smile that lit up a room! It's amazing how one person, could affect so many people, that never personally knew him...but that seemed to be Doug's nature! What was the actual cause of his death? Was it the same as his other family members?? God bless you and your new wife! Diane

Kelly wrote:

Hey guy! In case you didn't get my previous blog, I want you to know that my heart goes out to you for the loss of your best friend, Doug. I am so glad that you put others in their place regarding their inconsiderate comments regarding what happened to Doug; again, it's not the why that is important, it's who he was and what he did for others!!! People can be so shallow and so hurtful; you reap what you sow in life and I'm sure it will come back to them in some way. God bless you and your soon-to-be wife; may God guide you both! Hang in there 'buddy'. ;-) PS--I did as you asked and requested your return; I'll be awaiting the announcement of Workout 3!! ;-)

DONNA BODE wrote:

When workout first started, I really thought you were such a jerk. But now through both seasons I have gotton to like you very much - Your a great guy. Don't ever be afraid to show who you really are.... I cried for over 2 hours last night and still continue today- Doug had a great soul and that's why the lord took him.. He got me to believe in people again. Can you post those thing's Doug went by daily... I only remember a few- The biggest for me- Just for today I will not anger ( I will forever remember that). I truley look foward to next season - and yes I already sent an email to Bravo... This show has gotton me back on my feet again- THANK YOU
Have a wonderfull Wedding ..... Come back safely from your Honeymoon :)

Janell Walker wrote:

Doug was a good person he will truly be missed!!!!!

Liz wrote:

I just want to say, I am so disappointed this season is over!!! I don't even watch TV but to see the weather and an occasional HGTV episode of some decorating show but happened to come across the show one day a few months back and have been addicted! I cried and cried over Doug, I felt as if I knew him and can't imagine how you all felt, what a heart breaker!! I copied and printed his rules to live by and am so grateful you posted them. It was so amazing to see the change in you from the first few episodes I watched to now, you are an awesome trainer and an amazing friend!! Thanks for being so honest and open so all of us fans feel like we really got to know you. I wish you and your fiancé a Perfect Wedding Day and many…many years of happiness! I know just where Salisbury is, we just moved from Charlotte to Indy 2 years ago which I'm still completely bummed about!! I Loved NC!! Any how, LOVED the show and can't wait to see the next season and all the inspiration you give to us fitness fans!! I’ll send that request to Bravo - Liz ;)

Kathi wrote:

Peeler,
Best of luck and congratulations on your marriage! Doug would be proud of the person that you have become! I still can't watch the season without crying.
Hope to see everyone back next season for another several months of motivation!

JP Marchetti wrote:

You surprised me during this season with a gentle side we did not know before. You proved to be a friend that everyone desires to have and an open minded person. I am happy to see you following Doug's "teachings" and getting closer to perfection each day.
Congratulations on your wedding! She is a very lucky girl to have you by her side. Cheers my friend...

Amy G. wrote:

Brian, first of all congratulations on your upcoming nuptials! I hope you have a beautiful day (I'm in VA near the NC border and the weather is always wacky and unpredictable 'round here, I think). I'll keep my fingers crossed for ya!
I also want to say how sorry I am for your loss. While I obviously did not know Doug, he had the kind of infectious personality that got to people. That sweetness, compassion and I think just a hint of mischeviousness behind the eyes made most viewers feel like they knew him and his passing was a loss for us all. I was truly saddened by it.
Lastly, I admit - I thought you were a boob when I first saw the show! LOL!!! Sorry! Well, you know the way they cut these scenes...anyway, you've shown your quality, sir and I hope they bring you and all the others back for another season. Watching you kick Floyds ass this past season made me long to have a trainer like you (and the money to afford one like you too!) so the show is inspiring me to get my unhealthy overweight ass up off the couch and make some changes. I'll be rooting for ya!!!!

Amy G. wrote:

Brian, first of all congratulations on your upcoming nuptials! I hope you have a beautiful day (I'm in VA near the NC border and the weather is always wacky and unpredictable 'round here, I think). I'll keep my fingers crossed for ya!
I also want to say how sorry I am for your loss. While I obviously did not know Doug, he had the kind of infectious personality that got to people. That sweetness, compassion and I think just a hint of mischeviousness behind the eyes made most viewers feel like they knew him and his passing was a loss for us all. I was truly saddened by it.
Lastly, I admit - I thought you were a boob when I first saw the show! LOL!!! Sorry! Well, you know the way they cut these scenes...anyway, you've shown your quality, sir and I hope they bring you and all the others back for another season. Watching you kick Floyds ass this past season made me long to have a trainer like you (and the money to afford one like you too!) so the show is inspiring me to get my unhealthy overweight ass up off the couch and make some changes. I'll be rooting for ya!!!!

Maurice Crocker wrote:

Brian,

I did not know you where from Sailsbury. I have a personal training studio in Winston-Salem, behind Hanes Mall. If you are every in the area feel fee to stop by and you can even get a work-out in if you want. Keep holdin it down for the NC.

Maurice

Amanda Gonzales wrote:

You don't have to put up such a big brick wall around you. People that do and will care about you would be willing to know you more. They'll expect you to be there for them just as they would do for you. As for Doug, let me just say that there are not a lot of people with that type of compassion anymore. I, for one, am one of those people. I wish I would be as fit as he, but I just hope that this is not the end for me. We, as in everybody, might lose more people in our lives that will be such a shock but even if they're gone, we feel them still on this earth but as a soul, possibly your guardian angel. You never know. Take care of yourself, your future wife and those around you. May God be with you during your wedding and that He bless you with a fulfilling life.

C.C. wrote:

Hi Brian,
I am so excited regarding your upcoming marriage! You mentioned she was a client, will you fill in the details? It is so cute how you talk about her but you never really tell "your story." I just got married 3 weeks ago and it was great so I am so excited for you! I look forward to hearing all the details of the wedding and hopefully you will post some pics!!!!!
Warmest Wishes,
C.C.

Stephanie Curtis wrote:

I just wanted to say you are so hot and your bride to be is so lucky!
I hope you have a season three because I never missed a episode this year or last year and I loved them all. I just wish some day I can look like Jackie LOL ya right. Can't wait for your workout video. Also I was wondering if you are going to be in Blue Hill Nebraska because you can come and train me any day. I dont know why jackie was so hard on you because you have got a body to die for.

Thanks Stephanie XOXOXO

ANGELA wrote:

Brian,
I just wanted to send you a message to let you know, that I love the show. I don't see you as a bad guy at all. I see you as someone who knows what he wants and is not afraid to say what is on his mind. I am the female version of you. Congratulations on your upcoming marriage!! I also wanted to say that I feel your pain about Doug, I cried when I watched the episode.
My mother died in Feb. and I still struggle with that battle everyday. Keep the faith, it will get better and I know Doug is with you always.

Dawn Perry wrote:

Peeler you are an inspiration. You let everyone know how much you care and wasn't afraid to show it. You are very driven and care deeply for those close to your heart. I wish you the best in your new marriage and I know Doug will be at your wedding too. I love how you wasn't afraid to show how you felt and what you said if you could know someone like Doug for 3 min, 30 min, or a lifetime it would be worth it. I hope you post pics of your wedding! I have been married for 20 years and have loved every second of it! Good luck and God Bless you and your new wife in your journey. I will keep you in my prayers as you mourn Doug that God will protect you and help you heal.

Shelly wrote:

Brian,

It amazes me to see your personal growth over the two seasons I have watched this show. It is great to meet a person like Doug that impacts your life so profoundly. Doug was certainly an awesome person!

Thanks for posting the information about Doug’s illness. My daughter was in a similar situation over Labor Day 06. She was hospitalized for dehydration (as a result of what we thought was the flu). It was discovered that she had a severe kidney infection and her kidneys started to shut down. It was due to e-Coli but we didn't know until it was almost too late! She was a victim of the tainted spinach. It turns out the hospital didn't even have to report it and because they didn't do the correct tests her case will never be a "confirmed" case.

Thank God she is better now but it was a scary week. The public needs to be aware that these food borne illnesses can be deadly!

Best of luck with your upcomming wedding!

Braydon wrote:

I just want to say that I love the show & also, along with the rest of my family, am hoping for a 3rd season! The struggle that you have all recently been through in losing such a close friend has really inspired me to live life to it's fullest. I am eating better, working out more often, and spending more and more time with my daughter. I especially have admired the way that you in particular have really let your true self show. Congratulations on your upcoming wedding, I hope that the 2 of you will be happy together for a long, long time. Maybe next season we will hear word of maybe some little Peeler's running around? Good luck with everything and have fun!

christine faust wrote:

I just wanted to say how much I enjoyed watching everybody at work out! I really feel like I know all of the trainers and think that they are all so special in their own unique way. I hope to see a season 3, will not be the same with out Doug!!!!
Love you guys...............

Glenn wrote:

Peeler,
No, your not a bad guy. We we just able to see you softer (I don't mean that in bad way) side. I think, that you experiences this year had some very important personal growth. It will make you a better man and as you go into your marriage, the benefits will be tremendious (need to use spell check!!!) I'm glad you are going to have a candle lit at the wedding, and know in your heart Doug will be there by your side on your very important day. May God Bless you and your lovely bride on your wedding.
Sincerely,

Glenn

francheska wrote:

im glad you are getting married soon and im even more glad to know that you are getting better and accepting dougs death i know you loved him very much just by watching the show and i know he was
an extraordinary person because you could see it shine through him by everything he did and said .

keep on living, you and all the trainers.things happen for a reason.
good luck and thankyou

JAY wrote:

mY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU, I BECAME VERY FOND OF THE TV DOUG, I CAN IMAGINE IN REAL LIFE HOW LUCKY YOU WERE TO HAVE KNOWN HIM, WHAT A SWEET MAN. I CRY EVERYTIME I SEE THE SHOWS ABOUT HIM, AND I NEVER MET HIM. WHEN YOU GET MARRIED HE WILL BE WITH YOU AND ALWAYS.

Katie D wrote:

Brian-
You absolutely amaze me. At first i was struck by how attractive you were. The semi-bald/shaved head, the southern accent, the butt (wink wink). But after watching this seasons episodes and "getting to know you" You absolutely became my favorite! You are genuine and it came across through television. Where not too many things are real these days. The whole team's loss of Doug was horrible, and my heart went out to you most of all. One of my biggest fears in life is losing a friend. The way i see it, you will always love your family, for they are your family. But your friends are the family you picked to be a part of your life. Its hard to compare the love you have for family and friends because its totally different. But the loss of a friend is so monumental because you have lost someone that was connected to your soul. I feel for you Brian. I always wished i could have met Doug. He seemed like an amazing man. I wish you luck in your life and marriage.

Samantha wrote:

Brian,

I watched the reunion show this morning too and I was crying when doug came on. You are an amazing person and by far the one who had the biggest impact on me watching you this season. Watching doug on the show i thought he was the sweetest, genunine guy and i see alot of that in you. Keep up your amazing spirit and love for people!

P.S. I wanted to let you know you inspired me to take classes to get my personal training degree!

Sammy wrote:

I am a 28 year old mother of four, my youngest is 4 months old. I have not been able to lose my last pregnancy weight and have in fact gained about 25 pounds. One of my struggles is feeling hungry, or wanting to munch on something all day long, any tips on how to curb that and help me return my body to a better condition?

Ashley wrote:

My name is Ashley I am 29 years old and this is the first time I ever saw workout. But what really broke my heart was the death of Doug Blasdell. If I could of I would have given my life to spare his. I saw what a great guy he was and even though I didn't know him personally I missed him. When I watched the reunion I broke down and I wished that it was me and not him. Anyway I hope there is a season three.
Ashley

Kerry wrote:

I think that this show is awesome. Please comeback for a new season 3!!
I just want you guys to know that even though I personally never met Doug. He put out such a presence even on tv. He had this way of making me and possibly other viewers fall in love with him. He had this way of making me feel like I knew him forever. I still can not stop crying when I see footage of him on your show. In my eyes Doug is now an angel watching over each and everyone of us. talking in our ears and tellings when you feel like you can't go on anymore just push a little harder. I can hear him say "Believe in yourself because you are beautiful and worth it." I will miss his baby blues and warm smile. Thank you Jackie for showing us that if you have the heart and determination you can make anything happen. You all are icons in my eyes.

Julie wrote:

Peeler,

I have really enjoyed watching the show and this week's reunion was another memorable episode. I also wanted to say that it is wonderful to see you express yourself. Men usually hold back their emotions for fear of what people will say. I believe showing true emotion is the source of what a “real” man is. You are a wonderful role model for others.

I also wanted to wish you all the best in your upcoming marriage. My husband and I will be celebrating three years this Memorial Day and just had our first child (little girl) three months ago. Enjoy the day and know that Doug will be right by your side.

My husband and I send you our condolences and wish you all the best. Now go enjoy your honeymoon!

Julie

Amanda wrote:

I have loved watching you Peeler! I lost my very best friend a few years back too, and have sat and cried with you in these past episodes. If you ever make it back to NC (I'm living in Charlotte), I am immediately jumping on your client roster! Congrats on the wedding!

Meredith wrote:

Brian,

Even though I don't know you personally and the "Workout" seasons have been brief, it is easy to see the effect that Doug had on you as a person. There have definitely been positive changes in you!

Congratulations on your upcoming marriage and take a breath to really enjoy the wedding! It goes by in a blink of the eye...as do many of life's great moments.

I will definitely write in to see you guys back-I can't get enough and the show helps motivate me in many ways!

Best wishes,

Meredith (Miami, FL)

Kimberli wrote:

Hi Peeler,
How are you doing? You broke my heart watching you after learing about Dougs death & I saw how sad you still are on the reunion show. You are in my prayers and you have a wonderful life ahead of you and you are getting married soon so just remember that you are right Doug will be standing right there beside you as your bestman and he will always be with you in your heart and in spirit. I am planning a trip to LA with my friend and we would love to come by to see you if that is possible. Take care of yourself and I love the show you are my fav and again I'm sorry for your tragic loss........

Love Kimberli

Kathie wrote:

Peeler, just wondering why Jackie made comments about you having a healthy relationship with your fiance. She seemed to motion that you are having problems or haven't been faithful. What's up with that?

cathie wrote:

Peeler
You are amazing! The entire crew at SkySports & Spa have connected beyond the LA area. I live in Texas, but if I could I would sign up for Sky Lab today. Has Jackie ever considered doing a 'tour' of sorts? Sky Lab on the Go..... That would be a real kick.
I wish you the best on your wedding, but mostly the marriage. Doug will be embracing you and it will be a joyous day.
I know this is all 'TV' stuff, but Jackie was brilliant in the choices she made for the people of SkySports. As a 41 year old mother of three, I can relate to any of the trainers in different ways. Age gracefully my ***... I'm gonna fight it tooth and nail! Bravo better keep you on or they will have a feisty chic banging on the door.

Jessica B wrote:

Congrats on your upcoming wedding! I hope that you and your soon-to-be wife have a long and happy marriage! I believe that the people who we love (and have lost) are always looking down upon us; for that reason, I am sure that Doug will be looking down upon you in heaven- ecstatic that you are marrying the person you love. God Bless!

Missy wrote:

Brian:
I often watch the show and I just wanted to say that I was especially touched by your closeness with Doug and his sudden passing. I was especially touched because my son was born at 1:04 the day Doug died. He was a month early and had to spend some time in the NICU. Everytime I watch the show and you guys talk about Doug, I just look at my son. He is so little and has so much life yet to live. I have always heard that everytime someone passes away, a baby is born. Althought I am sure my son is not the only baby born on that day, Doug's story has a special place in my heart. I hope he can become half the man and friend that Doug was and is.

Jenniffer wrote:

Hola Peeler :0)
First _ congratulations on your wedding _ I am sure it's going to be beautiful and yes Doug will be there. I must say it's nice to see this side of you _ I did think at first you were a tough guy in and out. I'm glad I was wrong ... Thank you for being real and true. Take care and may god bless you always.

*** I have Doug's principles on my _ myspace blog... I read it to my kids I hope they retain it.

Jenniffer

susie wrote:

Your feelings towards Doug are very genuine...you and Erika and Zen were the only ones that showed emotion during the interview program that aired tuesday. That in itself showed how much you all cared for Doug and I know Doug is up there smiling and appreciating the gesture...

Manny wrote:

Hey Brian. I'm Manny, Watch your show all the time. Honestly watching this season made me realize to appreciate life, friends and family and not take things for granted. Dougs passing was a shock, not expecting anything like it at all. Watching the reunion was tough as a fan, your a very strong guy Brian, my respects to you and Doug. Hopefully I can make it out to LA just to meet you and shake your hand. Stay strong buddy.
Manny

Sharon H. wrote:

Brian,
This is my first season to watch the show, and I've really enjoyed it and hope that there will be a season 3. I'm sorry for the loss of Doug, and I know that that don't touch the pain that you have. Doug will always be with you, and you have to know that he is proud of you then, now, and he will be for the future. I hope that you will keep us up to date about Cho, I'm not sure of the spelling of his name. I'd like to know how things go with him. This is a poem that has help me through my losses:

TO THOSE I LOVE AND THOSE WHO LOVE ME

WHEN I AM GONE, RELEASE ME, LET GO....
I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO SEE AND DO.
YOU MUSTN'T TIE YOURSELF TO ME WITH TEARS,
BE HAPPY THAT WE HAD SO MANY YEARS.

I GAVE TO YOU MY LOVE, YOU CAN ONLY GUESS
HOW MUCH YOU GAVE TO ME IN HAPPINESS.
I THANK YOU FOR THE LOVE YOU EACH HAVE SHOWN,
BUT NOW IT'S TIME I TRAVELED ON ALONE.

SO GRIEVE AWHILE FOR ME, IF GRIEVE YOU MUST
THEN LET YOUR GRIEF BE CONFORTED BY TRUST.
IT'S ONLY FOR A TIME THAT WE MUST PART,
SO BLESS THE MEMORIES WITHIN YOUR HEART.

I WON'T BE FAR AWAY, FOR LIFE GOES ON
SO IF YOU NEED ME, CALL AND I WILL COME.
THOUGH YOU CAN'T SEE ME OR TOUCH ME, I'LL BE NEAR
AND IF YOU LISTEN WITH YOUR HEART, YOU'LL HEAR

ALL OF MY LOVE AROUND YOU, SOFT AND CLEAR,
AND THEN, WHEN YOU MUST COME THIS WAY ALONE,
I'LL GREET YOU WITH A SMILE, AND SAY....

"WELCOME HOME!"

Tammy McGill wrote:

You know I watch the show when I can, but I hate what happened to Doug. To be honest he seemed to be a great person and good friend to everyone of you. I am glad to here about your up coming wedding.
Your one of my fav. because of your southern accent. I myself and from the deep south and when you see someone on t.v. with a true southern accent it warms my heart. I am a fan and hope to see you on next season, the show would not be the same with out you on it. Take care.

Cynthia wrote:

You yourself are such an inspiration. I know what it is like to lose your best friend and it is so unfair. The really good people always seem to leave this earth early. Their "job" on this earth never seems to be finished. I have enjoyed watching and learning things with you and the other trainers. I live in Monroe NC and hope you have a wonderful wedding! Doug will be there- no doubt. Keep looking for a hummingbird- I bet one will be there! Gods Blessings.

Jesse H. wrote:

Dear Peeler,
First time blogger, long time fan.
First off I wanted to congratuate you and your fiance on your upcoming wedding. I wish you and your new bride good health, a long life together, and all the love in the world. I have been a big fan of the show since season one and I have never miss an episode. Watching the renuion show last night was incredible. There is so much love for Doug and even though I didn't know him nor did I ever met him, I felt that somehow he touched my life as well. Whenever I see you cry about Doug's passing I cried too. I wish I had the opportunity to meet Doug and the opportunity to get to know him. The world has definitely lost a great person. I think it's great that you are remembering him by living up to everything he wanted you to be. I think you are a great person and a great trainer. If I were to choose who would be my personal trainer it would definitely be you. I wish you lots of blessings on your journey in life. I hope to see you again for Season 3. Peace and Love.

Best wishes,
Jesse H. from Los Angeles, CA

Joni wrote:

congratulations on your wedding i wish you all the best , you are a great person , you are honest with your feelings, wether you are angry,sad,happy or just dont agree with someone else's view, they are your feelings and you stick up for them but you leave yourself open enough to change that view also, you have a good heart and Doug reminded you that you did, because of that i'm sure you are going to have a happy and successful life.

Gwen Bradley wrote:

From one WNCer to another: Congratulations on your upcoming wedding. I have really enjoyed watching you on Workout. You are a true inspiration. In my eyes you have more than lived up to Doug's expectations. He was truly a great guy, but your light shines pretty bright too. I hope to see you again next season!!!

Victoria wrote:

Best Wishes Brian! I hope you have a wonderful wedding (and of course, a happy, long-lasting marriage!)
PLEASE POST SOME PICS OF YOU AND THE MRS!!!!

Lots of Love!

Angela wrote:

I just watched the reunion show, and I can see how upset you still are to have lost someone so important in your life. I just started watching this season, and thought Doug was an awsome person, and a great inspiration to all those knew him. I know Doug's spirit will be there with you as you marry later this month!

JOHANNA wrote:

YOU HAVE SHOWED A DIFFERENT SIDE OF YOU WITH HOW CLOSE YOU ARE STILL WITH DOUG. EVERY TIME I SEE YOU CRY AND THEY SHOW CLIPS OF DOUG I CAN NOT CONTROL THE TEARS HE WAS A GREAT PERSON. STAY STRONG !

REBECCA wrote:

HEY BRIAN, CONGRATS ON UR WEDDING. JUST WANTED 2 SAY, SRY 4 UR LOSS! I TO LOST MY BEST FRIEND SUDDENLY AND UNEXPECTLY, MANY YEARS AGO. I HAVE WATCHED WORKOUT FROM THE VERY FIRST EPISODE. DOUG IMMEDIATELY WAS MY FAV. TRAINER. TUNING IN TO WATCH EPISODE ONE OF THE 2ND SEASON. I WAS FLOORED TO SEE THE IN MEMORY OF... I CRIED THRU THE WHOLE 2ND SEASON. I PRAY THAT YOUR HEART WILL SOME DAY MEND. THANKX 4 POSTING DOUGS PRINCIPLES. I WANTED A COPY & KNOW I DO. I WILL WRITE 2 BRAVO. I 2 CAN'T WAIT 4 SEASON 3. BY THE WAY, BECAUSE OF WHAT U SAID. I WILL NEVER LOOK AT A HUMMINGBIRD THE SAME WAY AGAIN!

Laura Howell wrote:

I am proud of you and I know Doug is proud of you. You have grown so much. You have shown strength not only on the outside, but the inside. Good to see a Southern Boy do so well...you make us all proud. Take care and have a happy marriage.

Miriam wrote:

Well 1st I would like to start off by congratulating you on your new begining with your soon to be wife. But last night as I watched the reunion I have to admit I could not stop balling, Its so weird when you follow a reality show and you sort of get attached to everyone and with the passing of Doug, I have to say it really affected me. It might sound psyco because I didn't know him personally but just how all you reacted especially you, I felt he truly was/is a special person. I am sure he will be teribbly missed. I hope one day I can have the oppurtunity to be able to be a part of sky lab. As I have always struggled with my weight. I watched the show religously hoping to get inspired to get my fat as* up and do something but instead I found myself watching it with a bowl of cereal, I belive that defeats the purpose. Well I'll be sure to write into Bravo, I difinitly want to keep watching!!

Shelby wrote:

My Daughter and I love the show and feel so deeply for all of you loosing Doug. We can't watch the episodes with Doug without crying. Through the 'TV' you could see the love he had for all of you and what a wonderful and loving man he was. Hang in there.

Tracy wrote:

hI Peeler..This is Tracy from Detroit....I cried Like a baby when I saw the episode that Doug was ill..I immediatley searched the web and found a link about a memorial fund..I was at work bawling like a baby.. Your friendship with him touched me deeply--I hope you are well and hope 'Charo??" is doing well enough for the transplant..oh yeah..Congrats on your engagment..You deserve it!!!! Hope to see you next season

emily wrote:

Thats awesome your from salisbury.. all of us in hickory love the show and cant wait till next season good luck with everything!

Francesca wrote:

Brian, I am a huge fan of Workout, recorded both seasons so far and looking forward to a 3rd! Jackie and all of the trainers make such a wonderful team and enjoyable television! I only wish I had the $$$ to train at Skysport!

I wish you all the happiness in the world on your upcoming nuptuals. I love your plan to include Doug in your wedding as he will always be with you in spirt and soul.

Blessings to you and the rest of the team!
FC
Aliso Viejo, CA

Karen wrote:

Brian,

I watched the reunion episode last night with my girlfriend and was very touched with the segment that discussed Doug. When the episode aired with him being sick and fighting for his life I never thought he would lose. I was in complete shock when his name was posted at the end of that episode. I had to rewind it and watch it again because I just could not believe what I was seeing.

So many of us that watch the show feel as though we knew Doug, at least a fragment of his life. I did research about him and learned that he in fact was the amazing person that we only saw a glimpse of on Workout.

After last night's reunion show I got to thinking and I think each of you should find some special item (example: Jackie's painting in her office. She's probably going to kill me. lol) and post them up for auction with donations going to Doug's foundation. I think this should be something that isn't done just this one time but continues throughout the life of the show.

Workout has gained many fans both gay and straight. I hope the longevity continues for many more seasons. And if it does, I hope that each of you carry on the Doug dynasty. He was such a wonderful role model for all of us to follow.

Karen R.

Trish wrote:

Have a wonderful wedding Brian! Happiness to you and Kate always - and here's to a Season 3 (we know they read our comments ;)

K. Jai Estes wrote:

First of all, congratulations on your upcoming wedding! I got married last November, and my life is better than I could have ever imagined. So, I only wish the best for you also!

As for Doug, I love the relationship and respect you have for Doug, and I'm so sorry for your loss. I wish I could have met him because he seemed like such a special person. Just remember, he will always be with you!!!

Nickie wrote:

Great Season 2! I was glued to the tv every Tuesday night! On the reunion last night, you said that you posted info on Doug and his illness. Can you tell me where that is? Hard to imagine that someone so fit, healthy, and "full of life" would be taken by an illness so quickly. Thanks. Good luck with the wedding!

Jess wrote:

Dear Peeler (Ma Southern Brother!)

I haven't always been as open to alot of people about how exactly I feel on the issue of Homosexaulity...but from watching season 3...I think inside me I'm finally at peace...

I have friends....of all stripes..and orientations...and it truly braught home how much they mean to me....

Doug was a true friend in EVERY sense of the word...and even though I never met him....when you got that call from Doug's ex...ny heart sank like yours did....

Thanks for showing me that we all have times where we're lost inside....and that it dosen't Matter where you come from and what you are....we're all human....

A Touched Viewer...

Jess 23, Anza, California.... (Born and Raised in Cameron, North Carolina!)

PS: I hear The Major Leagues...needs Switch hitters! Tell REBBECA! LOL!

Sue wrote:

Brian, Congrats to you and your bride! I hope your day is the best it could be for you and Kate!
I am sure Doug will be watching down on you on your day with his beautiful smile! We will all miss him!
See you hopefully in Season 3!

Miriam wrote:

Well 1st I would like to start off by congratulating you on your new begining with your soon to be wife. But last night as I watched the reunion I have to admit I could not stop balling, Its so weird when you follow a reality show and you sort of get attached to everyone and with the passing of Doug, I have to say it really affected me. It might sound psyco because I didn't know him personally but just how all you reacted especially you, I felt he truly was/is a special person. I am sure he will be teribbly missed. I hope one day I can have the oppurtunity to be able to be a part of sky lab. As I have always struggled with my weight. I watched the show religously hoping to get inspired to get my fat as* up and do something but instead I found myself watching it with a bowl of cereal, I belive that defeats the purpose. Well I'll be sure to write into Bravo, I difinitly want to keep watching!!

Chrissy wrote:

Hey Brian,

Thanks for a great season and congrats on your wedding!! I'm sure there will be added emotions knowing that Doug was supposed to be there physically, not just spiritually. He seemed like such a fantastic person, someone who accepted everyone for who they are not what they looked like. That's so hard to find. I can't imagine what it's like to lose someone who you feel that close to.

I wish you the best and I'm hoping for a season 3!! If I can swing it, I'm going to try to do SkyLab. I'd love to be there!!

Take care!

Chrissy

Jeana wrote:

Peeler - You're the best trainer in the world. I need to work out with you soon - the "strong fat" is getting the best of me! :) Congrats on your wedding! Best of luck and I wish I could be there to celebrate with you! When you get back let's go sharkfishing!

Frank wrote:

Peeler,

I have to admit that when the show first came out I thought you were my least favorite trainer. Thanks for showing a bit more of who you are and more of what you really value. Doug's passing was a VERY sad event. I cried when watching the show. He was a great guy in every way.
You are a very tough trainer and I like seeing you push your clients for their own good. Keep up the great work! I truely hope that this show continues because you and rest of the crew are a great inspiration to us all.
It would be so cool to meet you and train with you!

Best,
Frank

Grace wrote:

Brian - just watched 'The Reunion'. Cried along with you during the Doug segment. Good to hear about Cheo though I was shocked to hear Cheo had stopped taking his meds after Doug passed. I'm so glad he's getting back on the road to recovery. I have written in pleading for Season 3 - let's hope Bravo hears me. Have a wonderful wedding. Best wishes to you and your beautiful bride.

Rebecka wrote:

Peeler, I dont know if you read these or not. I know you said on the reunion show that you had a blog of what happened to Doug. I havent seen that blog and I was wondering if I was looking in the right place. I am sorry again for your loss. Watching WorkOut, I feel like I know all of you, which of course sounds crazy. But I am sure we all cried along with you. Congrats on your wedding, I hope you have a beautiful day.

Priscilla wrote:

I didn't start watching Work Out until this season. I love it and watch for tips as well as the drama. I was sorry to watch and see that Doug had passed. He was such a kind person and it shined through. I'm a NC girl. Hope to see a 3rd season of Work Out. Congratulations on your wedding. I would love to see a recipe for that morning shake.

Raul wrote:

Peeler, I just want it to say that people like Doug make life worthwhile and important. It is sad to see them go but I think he is in a better place. I wish I would it have the chance to meet him but for what I saw I can tell he was genuine person and a true friend. My best wishes to you and Congratulations on your wedding, I know Doug will be there.

Raul,
Orlando, FL

Kimberly D. wrote:

I just finished watching the reunion show and am in tears. You are a teddy bear. ;) Take in every moment with your wedding. It's so easy to miss something -- I kept this advice at my wedding September 2004 and am so glad I did... I took in every second!

Ellen wrote:

Brian, I will definitely write to Bravo and I hope a lot of other people will do. I love Workout! (I missed the first season, but I am a new fan)

Best wishes on your wedding!!!!!

Rosemarie wrote:

I have fallen in love with the entire cast and if Bravo does not bring you all back I vow NEVER to watch the Station again.

WOULD VERY MUCH LIKE TO SEE A SEASON 1 AND 2 MARATHON DURING THE NEXT FEW MONTHS AS WELL......

BEST OF LUCK.

Becky wrote:

Peeler -

I really enjoyed watching the reunion show - it's always great to see everyone talking and answering questions. It makes me realize even more how you are all just REAL people going through life with us watching. I cry every time I watch the clips about Doug and when I watch you reacting. It's so raw and painful even though I don't know you! My heart and prayers go out to you for your loss. I think it is amazing that you are embracing his partner and training him.

Enjoy your wedding!!!!! :-)

N wrote:

I would very much so like to see a second season. Where and to whom would have to write too? I really enjoy watching the show. Though to be honest I hate Reality Shows. It has changed my outlook on exercise. I have even began going to the gym with my husband. He is a soldier and very hard to keep up with. We have 2 children so that makes it even harder to be heavy. I was really sorry to see such a wonderful personality leave this earth so early. I know that all of you will think of him everyday. Thank you for letting me watch. It has been an experience.

angel(male)Texas wrote:

Brian,

I want to tell you how much I admire your courage when you spoke about Doug on the reunion episode this past Tuesday. I got emotional when you got emotional. Remember, that healing takes time. I know this for a fact. Remember to pray for Doug. You will miss him for a while but you wil never forget about him. I pray to see you and the rest of the trainers next season on Bravo. I am praying that there will be another season of Workout. You guys inspire thousands of people across the country with your workout tips. Please say hi to the rest of trainers.

God Bless You,

Angel from McAllen, Texas

angel(male)Texas wrote:

Brian,

I want to tell you how much I admire your courage when you spoke about Doug on the reunion episode this past Tuesday. I got emotional when you got emotional. Remember, that healing takes time. I know this for a fact. Remember to pray for Doug. You will miss him for a while but you wil never forget about him. I pray to see you and the rest of the trainers next season on Bravo. I am praying that there will be another season of Workout. You guys inspire thousands of people across the country with your workout tips. Please say hi to the rest of trainers.

God Bless You,

Angel from McAllen, Texas

angel(male)Texas wrote:

Brian,

I want to tell you how much I admire your courage when you spoke about Doug on the reunion episode this past Tuesday. I got emotional when you got emotional. Remember, that healing takes time. I know this for a fact. Remember to pray for Doug. You will miss him for a while but you wil never forget about him. I pray to see you and the rest of the trainers next season on Bravo. I am praying that there will be another season of Workout. You guys inspire thousands of people across the country with your workout tips. Please say hi to the rest of trainers.

God Bless You,

Angel from McAllen, Texas

casandra hanshew wrote:

i think you are one of the best guys and friend i have ever seen.i wish you the best with your wedding and marriage.i love you and doug very much.lots of love.
casandra

Lisa wrote:

Dear Brian,

I watched the reunion show last night and of course like everyone else cried when they showed Doug. I see alot of Doug in you, compassionate and caring. Kudos to you to be able to show your feelings publicly. That takes alot of courage.

I think Workout is a great reality show and your show can help to inspire alot of people to realize how important daily exercising is. I would love to see if Jackie and the trainers can go across the country and speak to children at their schools about the importance of eating healthy and exercising. I believe they need to learn at there young age the importance of eating healthy and exercising. If we can achieve that maybe we would not have some many unhealthy adults.

I have a friend that has 2 children who are grossly obese. One is 12 and the other is 8. It scares me to death to see these children that unhealthy. I believe we need to educate these schools and pass it along to there students.

I will certainly right into Bravo about this show!

Best of Luck.

Lisa wrote:

Dear Brian,

I watched the reunion show last night and of course like everyone else cried when they showed Doug. I see alot of Doug in you, compassionate and caring. Kudos to you to be able to show your feelings publicly. That takes alot of courage.

I think Workout is a great reality show and your show can help to inspire alot of people to realize how important daily exercising is. I would love to see if Jackie and the trainers can go across the country and speak to children at their schools about the importance of eating healthy and exercising. I believe they need to learn at there young age the importance of eating healthy and exercising. If we can achieve that maybe we would not have some many unhealthy adults.

I have a friend that has 2 children who are grossly obese. One is 12 and the other is 8. It scares me to death to see these children that unhealthy. I believe we need to educate these schools and pass it along to there students.

I will certainly right into Bravo about this show!

Best of Luck.

Karun wrote:

Doug was an amazing person and he left an imprint on me.

I was trying to find out Doug's principles that he lived by that were read on the show.

Do you know where I could find those?

Take care,
Karun

Nancy Kennedy wrote:

Remember Doug will always be in your heart.

Larry B wrote:

I never thought you were that bad of a guy to begin with. you just needed someone to help you along like Doug. I can't believe he's gone. It's really hard to believe. I cried several tears this year about him just because of what kind of person he was. Dude, he will always be apart of your life. Of all the trainers this year you were the one who grew the most. You have a lot of confidense but there is still a little kid in you which needs guidance. It's a good trait to have. Thank you for helping to take care of Cheo. He needs someone like you. You are doing for him what Doug did which is so completley f-cking touching. I heard that you were going to do a workout video. Don''t stop their. You have a business on your myspace page called "Peelerbuilt". You could also be selling T-shirts and marketing yourself as a brand. Now is your time dude. Dream big. You have a lot of exposure and the talent to do a lot of great things. Anyway, it's been great talking to you on the blogs and I'm also a friend of yours on myspace. Keep everyone informed on your success. Wish you all the best!!!-Larry B

Bibiana wrote:

Hi, just wanted to send a big hug, Dough WILL always be there, is incredible how much you get to respect, love and admire people just from a TV show.
Thanks for changing peoples life.
Bibi

Betty J Crocker wrote:

Brian I just love all of you. I will certainly be asking Bravo to bring back WORKOUT! Have a blast, Congats!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bc

K2 wrote:

I HOPE THERE IS A SEASON 3! WHAT EXACTLY HAPPENED TO DOUG? HOW DID HE GET SO SICK SO QUICKLY? I'M SURE I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE CONFUSED. KINDA ERIE THAT HE DID NOT EXPECT TO LIVE MUCH LONGER THAN HIS DAD DON'T YA THINK? I WISH I WOULD HAVE KNOWN HIM-BEAUTIFUL SOUL.

Janet wrote:

Just to add to the copious amount of support re: Doug- the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society has an endurance event training program called Team In Training. Anyone who has lost or been affected by blood-related cancers can start to heal their pain by participating in a marathon, triathlon, or century bike ride and raising funds for LLS. The magic of doing something so good for yourself that also means so much to others defies description. With 64 chapters around the US and Canada anyone, of any fitness level and even no background in fundraising, can battle cancer in this way. FYI, if heart disease runs in your family you can also check out a similar program by the American Stroke Association, Train To End Stroke on the west coast. They are all, with the help of people JUST LIKE YOU, saving lives, one mile at a time. Cheers to all, good health be with you.

daphne wrote:

keep your head up doug was a fre hearted person and i love him and didnt know him i lost my husband five year ago and it is still hard but remember he is alway with you in your haert

Ranee wrote:

Brian:

Good luck in the future and I also hope to see you all in Season 3. You my friend are not the only one to cry when they see Doug. I never met the man in person (I wish that I would have) but he has left a mark on me that I will take with me forever.

Best of luck in your marriage and you will be in my thoughts on your wedding day.

Ranee

Tamara Single wrote:

CONGRADULATIONS AND ENJOY YOUR WEDDING - Please remember that Doug is an Angel that God sent in your path so you can be a better person. Just by watching him on the show you could tell he was unlike others. You are right he will be there and you and your future wife remember how genuine he was and how we all need to take lessons from to make this world better. Thanks Doug for showing and teaching.

Annette wrote:

Brian,
I watched the reunion, I can see that you were still having a hard time, my heart goes out to you, for some reason, I felt a connection with Doug, not sure why, I can't imagine how difficult of a time that you have had, I lost my father, when i was 15, so I can relate loosing someone that is in your heart. You have been blessed to know a man like Doug.... On a lighter note I like what you said about the gastric bypass, right now I am struggling with weight, and I have considered having the operation, but my bmi is not high enough. I pourd my heart out to the doctor and told him i felt like i was growing my the minute, all he could say is come back in a mouth and maybe your bmi will be higher. I was shocked that he said, at that point i felt that all i was to him was a number. maybe that was a blessing, now i fell stuck, i don't want to grow anymore.. at this pont i just i am at a loss... lol, i don't think this topic was in lighter.. lol... ok NOW on lighter not congrats to you and up comming marriage. I wish for you and your new bride a happy and long life together....
Annette

cc wrote:

Hey Peeler,

I just watched the reunion episode moments ago and was thinking..."wow, what an amazing tribute it would be to Doug to honor him at some way in your wedding." Amazing--I log in and see your blog on this very subject. I know guys who you remind me a lot of, and to see and hear your moving words and reaction to Doug's passing is especially touching. On television, I don't think I have ever seen more geniune emotion that what you were brave enough to show. I am willing to bet that is something Doug taught you. I, too, hope that everyone, including myself, has the honor to meet someone as wonderful as Doug if only for 30 seconds, but hopefully for 30 years. Good luck with everything, Brian. Doug's beautiful smile is beaming down on you.
CC from Georgia

Laura wrote:

whenever i see a picture of doug it bings tears to my eyes..is true what they say, only the good die young...so sad..
you were lucky to have known him.

Laura wrote:

whenever i see a picture of doug it bings tears to my eyes..is true what they say, only the good die young...so sad..
you were lucky to have known him.

Bill H wrote:

Hello there, Mr. Brian Peeler

Finally, my first post in your blog. I've been quite privileged to work out with you these past few months and see the man I've come to know and appreciate so accurately portrayed on TV.

You *have* become more than 1/3 the man Doug was. Remember, he will live on through you as you hold true his principals.

We had the same hummingbird visit us five times in one day last Saturday, and it made me think of your hummingbird story.

Again, thanks so much for transforming me ... and becoming a friend too. My friends really enjoyed meeting you at our birthday party last week.

Our very best wishes for your wedding on Saturday, and we look forward to seeing you after your honeymoon.

Big hugs,
Bill (and JB)

traci wrote:

It seems like more than a coincidence that we were allowed to "meet" Doug through the medium of television. Perhaps this was part of a Divine plan to send his incredible message of love and forgiveness. He was a joy to watch and learn from, and his soul was so advanced. What he managed to accomplish in his short time here is forever captured on film, and this is a true triumph.

I'm glad to have been able to share in the experience, including the pain of his loss. and thank you, Brian, for your open heart and sharing your deep emotions.

I feel like I have witnessed God at work.

Blessings,

traci

Brooke wrote:

Brian,
You are amazing! You are a good man, a good friend and a great inspiration to all. You are lucky to have known Doug and he was lucky to have known you. I am so touched by the relationship you had with Doug, the way you express yourself, that you are man enough to cry and to be friends with a gay man and not care. Good for you! There has to be a 3rd season!
Bless your heart,
Brooke

Alexandra wrote:

Brian,
From the first time I saw Work Out until now, Doug and you were always my favorite. The bond you both shared with each other just melted my heart. When I found out of his death, yet again I wondered why the best ones always go first. I felt a connection with him even though I had never met him and only saw him on television. I cried with you. I know he will be there with you on your wedding day. Good luck with everything. Don't look back on Doug's death with sorrow; just be grateful for that bond you shared with him and the love you both had for each other. Have a wonderful life! God Bless.

suzanne clark wrote:

Brian,I felt that your willingness to show emotion was so touching.You were an example to all men about what real strength is!I love the show and I really hope you guys come back for another season.

patty wrote:

Brian I wish you so much happiness. It is easy to see how profoundly you were touched by Doug. We are all very lucky people when someone comes into our lives and changes it for the better. I lost one of my best friends in October 2006. He was only 38 and it was awful. But after I worked my way through the grief I realized I was lucky to have the time with him that I did. I will forever be changed because of what he meant in my life. I wish you all the best and I hope to see you all again in another season!
Patty D.

Julie Campise wrote:

Brian,
I can,t even write about doug. It is so sad and I didn,t even know him. I hope your pain heals with knowing how much he loved you and is watching over you now.
I,d propose if you weren,t engaged! take care
Julie

Hector wrote:

Dear Brian:

Just a short line to let u know that Doug and you will always be my heroes!!!! and of course...wishing you all the happiness in this world for u and your wife to be...you very well deserve it...hope I could strech my hand in person to you. Thanks so much for everything. Hope to see you soon!!!

Brian Peeler wrote:

I just want to say first off Thank you so much for all your comments. I don't think there is anyway I can answer all of them. I read everyone and all I can say is thank you all. I love my fans you guys are the greatest. I make it a point to try to talk to everyone that I can. But I am leaving today to go get married so I will not be near a computer to answer. Wish me luck not that I need it I have the best woman in the world. Well a little luck never hurts. Till next time

Lisa wrote:

Brian:

I watched the reunion show today, you are a breath of fresh air... Doug hears you and I am sure he looking down on you with a smile knowing how much he touched your life.

I do hope there is a season 3, congratulations on your engagement and wedding.. I've been married for 7yrs my parents 46yrs the best advice I could extend to you (not that you asked ;) ) ... Never go to bed angry.... With that said take good care and enjoy. God Bless you....

Lisa
Stamford, CT

Haunani wrote:

Hello Brian,
I know how tuff it was to loose your best friend, especially someone who has touched so many lives & was just an all around good guy. I remember the episode in which he had a birthday party & he told his ex partner that he knew it was going to be his last birthday because he just knew.........it hit me hard because I am going through that same ordeal in my own life. I have a medical condition I've lived with since I was 11 years old so I always knew I wouldn't make it by 30 (don't know why I set myself at that age) I am now 29 & having to go through another open heart surgery. This gut feeling is strong yet I am not scared at all. I tell you this because people know when their time is near & we are at peace with what we know because we know what is awaiting for us on the other side. Just know that Doug is in a better place, a place were you are not judged by who you are, a place that has nothing but love for everyone, & a place in which you are perfect in every way. I hope this helps ease your pain.

skylar wrote:

Hi Brian...I have posted before but usually about how hot I think Jesse is or how cool I think Jackie is but I wanted to take a minute to give you props for evolving so greatly during this season of Workout. Doug's illness/passing and your reaction to it all became the heart and soul of the show. You have become a person that he would be and undoubtedly is proud of. Congrats on your wedding...hope it is a great start to a great life together.

Sharon wrote:

Brian,
Please let Cheo know he is in my prayers now. I hope there are updates on how he is progressing, getting healthy, and the kidney transplant.
You are one of the best. I have enjoyed you throughout both seasons and am hoping for a third.
Best wishes on your upcoming marriage.
God Bless you Brian and your new wife.

Amy W wrote:

Brian,
First my deepest regards to you and the skysport team. We will all miss Doug. Man, the feelings and emotions I had just knowing him through the television were intense... I could not imagine if he was actually a true part of my life. But I was just wondering if he had complications with the meds that were given the the hospital. I knew he had some sort of kidney issues. It seemed to come out of left field. Please let me know.
Congrats on your marriage. Take care!

Mike smith wrote:

HI Brian, they said to go to your blog to read how Doug Had died. I was at a gay bar last night and heard 4 different stories on how this very sweet man passed. Could you do everybody a favor and have a tribute to Doug and explain exactly how a healthy man like Doug passed. He lived the truth and I just dont want there to be wrong information out there on what he died of. Thanks so much and the very best on your wedding! Doug will definately be there . Mike

Jill Ritt wrote:

Dear Brian,
I also believe that the only "true moment of feelings" were when you and Zen talked about Doug. I know how hard it is to lose someone so near and dear as Doug. Please Brian, don't ever forget that you must have been just as good a person as Doug because he wanted to share his life with you as well. I think you both are incredible people and through one of the hardest times of your life, Doug came back to you via the Hummingbird just to let you know he is fine. No more pain. No more sickness. Doug couldn't be in a better place than with his higher power and his family. He will be missed tremendously and I believe he touched the hearts of so many people. Even people who never got to meet him personally. Congratulations on your upcomming Wedding! I wish you and Kate a lifetime of happiness! Take care Brian, I think you're special too! Jill

marti krauz wrote:

Brian,
Thank you for having the courage to show your emotions about Doug's death to the world. It is your courage that gave me streangth to deal with my friends death.
Lisa was eighteen and died of Cystic Fibrosis. It wasn't fair to see her go and I hated that I was never able to tell her I love her and to say good bye.
Anyway, if it weren't for you, I would have never been able to grieve the way I needed to.
So thank you for your strength. Thank you for your courage. Thank you for your true emotion.
Without it I would have never been able to have exspessed mine.
Thank You.
Heather (marti krauz)

Terri wrote:

Brian:

I think we all are mourning the loss of such a beloved man such as Doug. He was truly exceptional in every sense.

I enjoyed seeing your training techniques with your skylab partner and you are a great motivator. I hope Jackie and the others can get beyond your southern accent and see you for what and who you truly are.

Thanks for not being afraid to show your true feelings for Doug and for being vulnerable. Everyone knows how authentic you are. And one more thing...don't let Jackie's put-downs get to you. I like Jackie too, but I do think she likes to put men "in their place" to get her power trip on. When I saw how she treated you in Season 1, I disliked her A LOT. I'm glad that you stuck it out and are doing well...and I like Jackie a lot better now.

Many blessings and best wishes on your upcoming nuptials!!

Kitty Carroll wrote:

Dearest Peeler - My heart goes out to you and your peers.
I fell in love with Doug during Season 1 and was crushed when I learned of his passing. I weep as I write this... I watch the show religiously. My boss/friend (who is still with me) has a similar personality and I can't imagine losing someone like that.
The one thing we have in common is that we were given a gift. Not everyone has the privledge of having people in our lives that effect us in such a positive way. Similar to what you said about Doug, 'He made you a better man". My boss/friend makes be a better woman each day. He too is gay.
All the best to you, have fun on your wedding day. Again, I am so sorry for your loss. PS: the hummingbird story was facinating! XO

freddie wrote:

As I watched the episode were Doug's fate was revealed, I found tears comming down my eyes. I was like wow I don't even know this man, why am I crying ? The answer was simple he had a great spirit ! I have watched the show since the beginning and I always been intrigued by him, he seemed like the kind of guys everyone one wants to hang around with. I am sure where he is, he is a blessed place.

Candie wrote:

Congrat's on your wedding, I am from Salisbury. I was shocked to see that your from here to and coming home for your wedding.
Where did you get married.
I went to East Rowan, where'd you go to school?
No wonder I adore you completely, besides your just an all around great man..
My brother left Salisbury and moved San Diego and has been there for 13 years loves it out there.
Keep up the good work and can't wait to see you on Season 3. I know there will be a season 3 Bravo knows there are too many fans too throw the show away.
Best wishes and Congrat's,
Candie

Lyn Gilbert wrote:

Brian:
I was so saddened to hear about Doug's transition. I was happily surprised to read his 5 principles because they are the cornerstone of a form of energy healing called Reiki. I was wondering if Doug was a Reiki Healer - there was something very special about him. He had a very calming, loving presence about him, very strong healing energy. I know you will feel his loving presence at your wedding and many times in the future.

Can you keep us posted on Cheo? The friendship and affection shared between you, Doug and Cheo is inspiring.

Congratulations on your wedding. May you and your future wife have a loving, joyous marriage.

Healing, Love, Peace,
Lyn Gilbert
SunRise Reiki Healing

Rick wrote:

i think that doug was a good i and people should rember him the way he wsa

Christa wrote:

Brian,
Living in Indiana I meet a lot of "country boys" who would rather be shot than to dare befriend a gay man.You are truly an exceptional man. I am a lesbian an i want to thank you for being so open-minded and loving Doug so much!!! You will see him again and you have a beautiful angel on your shoulder!!!
He will ALWAYS be your bestman friend.
Christa

Karen wrote:

I was not a fan of yours in S1 but I grew to love you in many ways. I applaud you for your candor and bluntness. We would totally get along. I really miss Doug and watching the reunion show and seeing him makes me sad but at the same time to see him smile lets me know there is anothert angel to watch over us all. Stay strong, be happy with your new wife and I wish you love!

Joanne DeGinder wrote:

Dear Brian: I want to thank you for taking the time to set the record straight on Doug's passing. I too was heartbroken at his death and know the void he has left in your life. I hope you will feel his blessing at your upcoming wedding.

Craig wrote:

I saw not only the reunion show, but also this season and some of last seasons programs. Brian, your "crying" for Doug seemed so fake and staged. Also, some of your behavior from last season resembles a 13 y/p. You're disrespectful and a punk. Grow up.

NIKKI wrote:

i love the show. congratulations on your wedding and i know doug will be with you..... god bless

Bethany wrote:

CONGRATS ON YOUR WEDDING!!!! I wish nothing but happiness and well being for you and your future wife! I think it is great that you are going to pay tribute to Doug the way you are! I didn't catch last nights show but I will later this week. I love watching you guys! Well hope all goes well Sat! Good Luck
Love,
Beth

heather smith wrote:

i ahe cried and creid these last few days after wantching the show and the reioun. he was a great man.

Marci wrote:

You really touched me this season. You are a kind, sensitive, wonderful man and I am truely sorry for your loss of your best friend Doug. He will be there at your wedding with you. I lost my father and I also lite a candle for him and I know he was there with me. I wish you all the love and happiness in this next chapter in your life. May your marriage be as woderful as my own. Remeber...just agree with everything she says:) And I would love to see Work Out come back for Season 3.
Love to all the Work Out Trainers,
Marci from Houston Texas

Lynne wrote:

Bryan, What a man you have become. I am sorry, more than
words can say. I am crying now, again for the loss of such a beautiful man, I just wanted you to know that my thoughts and prayers are with you. I will always remember Doug too. What a beautiful smile and the light of eyes. Not to mention the size of his heart. Your show has touched me in so many ways. I guess because I have no family and no friends. Good luck on your marriage.
Sincerely,
Lynne

Melissa wrote:

Hi Peeler,
I've followed Workout from the beginning and I absolutely love this show. I have a friend I work with whom we always chat about all of the episodes and not to mention she is IN LOVE w/ Jackie. I just wanted to tell you Thanks for your information about Doug,,,lots of rumors go around and I know that he will always be with you especially @ your upcoming wedding. Congrats and I will definately get everyone to write to Bravo to keep this wonderful and motivating show on air! :) Melissa

Susan Lord wrote:

Oh, Brian,
I knew you had to be from NC...you have that wonderful "accent" - just like my husband's!!
His family is from ALBEMARLE, NC! Your fiance' is lucky to be getting such a sweet, sensitive guy - I'm sure you were just as special to Doug as he was to you. Thanks for letting us see that private side of you! The workout part of the show is beneficial to the body, but seeing the personal side soothes the soul.
We need WORKOUT back for more episodes...
Susan in Florida

Amanda wrote:

Hey Brian,
I hope you have a wonderful wedding. It was truly amazing to see how Doug has touched your life. I had a friend die of cancer a few years ago; she was only 34. Oddly enough we lived in LA at the time. I've since moved out of state but every time I go back to visit I visit her grave site. It is a really hard thing to go through and I don't know if I'll really ever "get over it." I just watched the work out reunion and it had me crying all over again. I feel for you. Take care of yourself (and your new wife). Amanda

maria wrote:

I liked Doug from the start. His gentle nature and sensitivity shone through.I believe there are angels here on earth and that they are here to teach us special lessons. I also believe that doug was one of these angels. My heart breaks for the people that will miss him, but I know that he is in paradise, his job here done. Those that knew him and learned the lessons he was here to teach must now pass them forward to other people whose lives you will touch. Brian , Doug saw something very special in you, and I know you will not let him down. Very best wishes for a long and happy marriage. You have matured and grown in this short time, and I know Doug is looking down on you, and feeling oh so proud..God bless you....Maria

amber vanegas wrote:

hey peeler,
congrats on your wedding! do you have a myspace? if so what is the url? i hope to see you back next season. luv ~amber

Justin wrote:

Peeler, I just want to say that my heart goes out to you and your loss of Doug. I can only imagine how much he meant to you and what kind of void you feel in your life. I too shed a few tears the last couple of episodes. Through the last couple of shows and the Reunion, you have defintiely changed my opinion of yourself and I truly am sorry for you loss. It is clear that Doug was an amzing human being. The commen tyou made to Cheo about the Hummingbird definitely made me emotional. Take care of yourself and Congrats on the wedding. I know Doug will be there looking down on you guys!

Holly wrote:

Brian.....I am so saddened by Doug's death. But nobody ever said what he died of? I was already scared that he was in the hospital, but for this to happen I just could not believe it. My wife and I felt so close to Doug and his x-partner....I also knows how it feels to lose a best friend, my bf died 5 years ago and she was only 29 years old......I am still not over her death and if you need someone to talk to I am here for you buddy. Oh and congradulations on your marriage,

Holly

Tami wrote:

You should place a humming bid on or by the candle for Doug!! Congratulations on your wedding and having the chance to know and love a wonderfun MAN like Doug!!!

millie santiago wrote:

Im just to tired to try all kind of workout and diets,and
when i saw all this people working out with you guys,its amazing the energy they can transmited thru the t.v. and you have a way to conquer the multitud its great,good luck, in your new
adventure and i will like to hear more about you and you projects.
Best Wishes,always,millie

Samantha wrote:

Brian,
I am so sorry to hear about Doug. When the show aired and I saw how upset you got, I had a few tears in my eyes too. It was so sad. I also thought Doug was the nicest person on the show. I would, If I were you, everytime you have to make a difficult decision, think about Doug and what he would want you to do. Doug seemed to me to be a person that nobody dislikes, you know what I mean by that? I mean he is there for everyone and he does his best to make eveyone happy and feel good. Only with Doug it seemed like he was not only a great person, but a strong, guy, yeah physically he was strong too, but he was confident and ok with himself, as well he was down to earth. You're right Brian, I'll miss seeing his smile on the show too. But I'll also miss seeing his eyes, looking at the camera. He had the most beautiful eyes ever.
To sum things up, remain strong Brian. Surround yourself with friends, family and loved ones. Don't forget about Doug. Be inspired throught the day to do things that are what Doug would do for people. Be able to recognize that you got to meet a great person and be thankful that you did. Because Doug from what I saw on the show was a person that was freinds with anyone and everyone.
Good Luck with everything and cheers to Doug for making you and others better people.
Samantha

Danielle Lundy wrote:


I enjoyed watching you this season. I do think that you have evolved and matured into a better person. I don't think that people gave you the benefit of the doubt but in the end you showed that you're not hard and tough guy that we saw in the show. All in all,I like you anyway :-) Congrats on your wedding!!! I hope that you have a long and meaningful life with your wifey-to-be :-) ttyl.

Maridith wrote:

Wow, Peeler! You are truely an amazing friend! I have learned the hard way that true friends are the ones that stick up for you no matter what! I love the show and I love the bond that you and Doug had! Its not often that you will be graced with the friendship of one person that will effect your life in such a postive way no matter how long you have known each other or how short life ends up being. My husband and I are in love with the show and everything that happens. Keep your chin up and kick some butt! See you next season!!!
Maridith

Skyemason wrote:

Brian,

I watched the reunion show again tonight and was crying right along with you. I know I didn't know Doug, but his spirit was so strong, it was hard not to be affected by his passing. You were very lucky to have known him and to have been his best friend. Not many people get the experience of knowing a great person on that level.

It is amazing to see how much you have grown since the beginning of this show. In the beginning, you were a cocky son of a gun, but I still liked you. But I have to say, I like you even more now. You have found out who you truly are through Doug's friendship and I am so happy that happened for you. I know it has been hard losing him, but a lot of who Doug was has rubbed off on you, so run with it and keep him close.

I have lost family and friends I have loved and have been close to, and now my mom is battling cancer, so I know how hard it is to be faced with challenges and cope with such a big loss. You will get through this and it will only make you a better and stronger person.

Good luck with your wedding, I hope you have a beautiful day and a future full of love, happiness and good health with your wife. You deserve it! Hope to see you and Work Out for season 3!

Marybel wrote:

I just want to say that it is such a joy to watch all of you on TV every Tuesday night. Although I don't know any of you guys personally it feels like I do. I too have lost a best friend and I totally understand the feeling you are going through. Days get tough and days get easy but always remember that his mission here on earth was complete. I was amazed by the comment you said about you hope that everyone should meet a person as wonderful as Doug in their life wether it be for 30 seconds of 30 years. That is true. I totally agree. Be greatful that God allowed us to have some people like that in our lives even if it was for just a brief period of time. They are what makes us who we are. Cudos to all of you and Congratulations on an awesome Workout Season! Hope to see you soon on Season 3.

melissa wrote:

Hi, Brian i just wanted to say to you that i have been over weight for a long while now. And i sruggle everyday with it. I want to be here for my three small children. And like your best friend doug my family does not usually lived passed 50 or so. My mom was 55 and my dad 59 so i do not look forward to getting there. But because of watching you and doug you guys have given me the strengh That i think i need to start working on myself . So thanx so much to you brian and may well be with you.... Doug is your guardian angel so now your the luckys man in the world xoxo ciao

Michele B wrote:

Brian, you are my favorite trainer. You are so down to earth and I can't tell you how much you have moved me this season. I watched every episode every time it's on (i have a newborn so I never sleep) and for many of them I cried until I had a headache. I saw through your tough exterior to the sweet marshmallow that you are, right from the start. I hope the pain you feel from the loss of Doug subsides while his memory and all he meant to you stays strong. Congratulations on your wedding!

Jessica wrote:

I love the show I loved you guys. I bawled my eyes out when I found out that Doug died. I will definitely writing for a 3rd season. I wish I can afford a sky lab. When Doug met his client and spoke to her I fell in love and was actually jealous thinking that is exactly the man (trainer) I need in my life. He was awesome. I have never had anyone that close to me die I couldnt imagine it. I hope time will heal your broken hearts much Love,
Jessie from Yonkers, NY

Sarah wrote:

I just wanted to say that I lost my best friend in August of 2006 so I know some of what you are going through...She died at the age of 22 needless to say EVERYONE was shocked especially me I talked to her the saturday before she passed... it was especially hard for me because.. i am getting married october of 2007 and the last thing she talked to me about is how she wanted to stand out as my maid of honor She always liked to stand out and i told her i could make a few adjustments just for her unfortunately I will not havea maid of honor because no one could talk her place... it pains me everyday to not speak with her or see her.. I know she is here with me everyday but plain and simple IT SUCKS...just letting you know.. i feel some of the same things you feel...thanks for letting me get some feelings out.... look forward to the next season.
Sarah

Keyon Ravello wrote:

Work Out in my opinion, has been by far the MOST inspirational reality show to date. The fact that every one is there for the same reason and to achieve the same goals. But most of all, everyone are their own individuals and brings such a strong, positive message to the viewers. Jackie, you have come to terms with so much in your ife but always remember the journey is on going. YOU ROCK!....And to the rest of the cast, you are like diamonds in the sun. You shine bright. But the biggest shining light of all i'm afraid, Is Doug. I can't wait for the next season. God bless each and every one of you.

Keyon
Florida

Hula Doula wrote:

I must admit I am a little jealous of the Sky Lab people. They were offered an incredible service. I hope they used it to the best of what they could do. I know if that opportunity were given to me, I would take it and run!
Light an extra candle for Doug. His life reminds me of a comet that shines so brightly for a short while yet the beauty of it remains in your soul after you experience it.
I will make sure to let Bravo we would love to see you all back next season. Until then, take care of yourself.
And for the big wedding, just enjoy. Congrads to you and your bride to be. She is a lucky lady and you are a lucky man to have her. Enjoy your love and your new beginning in a new chapter of your life.
Congrads

Brenda T. wrote:

Brain, I hope that WORK OUT returns NEXT season. This show has Inspired me in many ways. It's great to see a work out show the importance of mind, body and spirit. Much of the Hollywood scene, gym stero type is looking good on the outside is all that matters. I know many attractive, fit people but they are mean, hurtful, vain, rude, unconsiderate of other people's feelings.

I never had a weight problem until I had my three children. I gained a lot of weight. I was 118 pds and now I'm 206 pds. It's been a struggle for me to make the commitment to loose weight and excerise. I put on the weight the past 15 yrs. I put my children first, my family, friends, siblings and somehow I LOST myself in the meantime. I let myself go. The past 5 yrs I have struggled with mild depression and stress. I worry a