Stephanie wrote:

Brian,
My heart goes out to you, watching this episode was so emotional for me; and I didn't even know Doug! I hope that you are doing well. Doug was a great man, and I think that he influenced your life in a positive way. Stay strong.
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Steph

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:03 PM

Steve wrote:

Hey Brian,

After seeing tonight episode has give me a new lease on life. I have been very, very depressed and contemplating suicide but after seeing Doug's zest for life and how much he did for people it made me think that life is worth living and he would give anything to come back and continue living. It would be selfish for me to voluntarily take that away and for me to change and there is always someone or something better around the corner if you allow it.

Thank You!!!

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:08 PM

Erica wrote:

Bravo would be stupid if they didn't bring you guys back for season3, the popularity of the show has grown and you guys are the bomb!

I couldn't stop crying the first few minutes of this episode, doug was a beautiful man! My heart goes out to you guys and especially Cheo, hope he's doing well.

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:09 PM

Amy wrote:

Loved the final episode. It made me cry - I feel for you and Cheo and everyone else that was close to Doug. Stay strong and keep up the great work with the show! I look forward to next season!

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:10 PM

Eileen wrote:

I am so sorry for your loss of such a dear friend. There truly are no words to "help" make it better. I have just recently gotten hookesd on"Workout", and watching it has given me the inspiration to start my new life challenge, TO LOOSE WEIGHT and feel better. Thank you, to ALL of you. You truly are a blessing. May time help to heal your heavy hearts....

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:11 PM

chris wrote:

peeler, tonite you should that you ARE 1/3 of the man the doug was. the transformation that you have undergone because of all this is so real, and amazing! you went from being this total cocky texas boy to a real man that is unafraid to show his true feelings. my hats off to you bro, you are a shining example of what makes reality tv REAL! oh, and don't get a big head from all this either...! =)
i have totally dug watching this show since it's beginning, but this season i find myself watching over and over each rerun, soaking something new and meaningful in each episode. hats off to BRAVO....your programming is outstanding.

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:12 PM

FitFiend wrote:

Nice job this season! It really seemed like it meant a lot to Floyd that you were so proud of him. I'm sure you'll get a season 3.

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:16 PM

rachelk wrote:

ahh, man. this episode was crazy. the first parts of it were so emotional. the hummingbird story REALLY got to me. it's such a tragedy to hear of dougs death, but he made the most of his life, and i've really learned from him.

i can't believe this is the last ep. i'm excited to see the reunion next week, i know with you guys that stuffs gunna be crazy.

& i really hope there's a workout 3! if not, bravo's gettin a butt whoopin'! :)

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:18 PM

meghan wrote:

I just wanted to say that it was so incredibly sad to watch the show and to learn that doug had died. I was shocked. It didn't seem like he was that sick. But we only get to see a little bit of all of your lives. It actually affected me a lot because it was weird to see someone on a show, who is a real person not just a character on a show, and then to learn that they died. It was very sad. And I wanted to say sorry to you all and I hope you were able to heal from that sad time. Brian when you told that hummingbird story I just started balling because it was so crazy to think about. I am sure doug is an angel looking down on and still with all of you.

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:20 PM

Susan S wrote:

Hey Brian, I just wanted to tell you I found your genuine emotion over touch very moving and touching! Just from watching him on tv I felt a great loss, I could not imagine if I had known him personally what you are all feeling. I think that you are a great person, and I am also hoping that you all come back for a third season. Plus, when Jackie left you in charge on last weeks episode, I was so happy for you! I think that was a good choice that she made. Keep up the good work, hope to see you back on a third season.

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:23 PM

Cindi Clement wrote:

Peeler,

I watch the show all the time. I can honestly say that I understand your pain of losing Doug. At the end of the show it show the day that Doug passed. Well when I seen that I started crying because the day before Doug passed I lost my Dad. And seeing that show brought back all the pain that I felt when I lost my Dad. I just wanted to let you know that I was glad to see ya'll honoring Doug in every way possible.

Cindi

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:23 PM

Emgee wrote:

Doug seemed like a sweet person - for this to come across on television so clearly -- well - I can imagine how stronger this must be to have known him in person.

I'm sorry you lost such a great friend but I guess in the end - it's better to have had someone - even if for a short time - than to have missed out altogether.

I hope Cheo is well. Pass on the good wishes.

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:23 PM

susanne dickson wrote:

What was Doud's words to live by?

Susanne Dickson

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:24 PM

Brittany Rath wrote:

Brian,
Tonight's show was amazing. I truly felt for all of yall and I cried right along with yall during the show. Doug seemed to be a wonderful person on the show. You could really tell he was a genuine person and that is something that is rare to find these days. The whole cast is in my prayers and a wish you all the best. You are all such an inspiration!

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:25 PM

Jodi from Florida wrote:

You're an amazing person Brian. My heart goes out to you for your loss of your close friend, Doug. You saw that Doug is truly one of life's treasures. I didn't even know the guy, but what I saw on TV was a man of honesty, kindness, integrity, and devotion to a life! I'm sure you know how blessed you are to have had him in your life. I wish I had you as a trainer-your skylab client kicked a$$! Hats off to him and you! Hope you're back next season and best of luck on your wedding and marriage. I love your outlook on life - stay real!

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:26 PM

Lolita wrote:

This is the first time that I write in the website blog...I just wanted to comment on this episode. You have no idea how much I cried (and I have never met him)... He was so positive and very moving..he was an inspiration. He had so many tragedies during his life and it is incredible how a person, despite his tough life, can be so positive and smile all the time.
I hope that you are feeling better...Take Care
~Lolita~

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:30 PM

Margo wrote:

Brian,

I was really touched on tonights episode when you read the words that Doug lived by. I know that you keep them with you as a reminder of the positive influence he was. Would it be possible for you to put those rules on your blog? It is definetly something that I would like to hold myself accountable to! I am so sorry for your loss and the los of all those at SkyLab! I have really enjoyed this season and hope to catch you all again next season!

Much Luck,
Margo

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:34 PM

Rudy Arispe wrote:

I cannot tell you how I felt your pain and that I broke down crying in this season finale at your profound sadness and loss over Doug. And that story about the hummingbird was beautiful. It really was Doug coming to say goodbye to you and that you two really will meet upon your return Home and ya'll will be hitting the weights. Take care and keep kicking butt!

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:34 PM

Will Linder wrote:

Wow.... I still miss Doug. The one lesson I learned from this show and Doug is to love one another no matter what. Life is short and the show has helped me realize that we need to tell people how much we appreciate them and love them everyday. As we all know- "Love one another for God is love."
Brian- the story about the hummingbird really moved me. I went into tears after I heard the story. Know that Doug will always be with you. Love you bro.

In Loving Memory of Doug.

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:35 PM

Tara wrote:

I really hope there is a Season 3 as well! I just wrote to Bravo telling them how much I love you guys and how you've changed my life in such a positive way.

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:36 PM

lu anne wrote:

Peeler,
Doug was and is your humingbird angel.That represented Dougs beautiful nature.I have been blessed watching you and Doug on this show.Wacthing the walls come down around you and seeing the "Real Peeler" has been awesome.My friends and I refer to you as the "Turtle".You show a hard exterior but really you are a softy inside.Doug will truly be missed.God called his Angel home,but first blessed us with his presence.Take Care ...LOOKING forward to season 3 God Bless

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:45 PM

CounselorBeep wrote:

I. Cried. So. Hard. My eyes still hurt! You all are so caring and so much like family together, I couldn't help but feel for all of you and what you've been going through. I have no family (long story), and no friends since I became seriously ill several years ago (they didn't know how to handle my illness, and they all fell away). Seeing how you love each other and look out for each other, and knowing that I don't have that... You all are so very lucky to have each other, and I just love how you recognize that. Doug was a very special person, indeed, to have inspired such deep feelings and to have brought about such an awareness in all of you. I am a new fan, but a dedicated one, and there had BEST be a third season! I feel almost like I've adopted you all as family now. My best to all of you!

Blessings,
Sharon

posted on May 8, 2007 at 11:59 PM

Stephanie Gregory wrote:

I was really sorry to hear about Doug .I always watched the show and his smiling face and beautiful blue eyes really was enough to chear anybody up. I just hope your training Cheo can in some way help you both to deal with the empty place
of not having your friend around. My deepest thoughts are with the whole crew and Cheo too. It won't be hard to keep his memory alive because of what he meant to everbody around him. I didn't know him but I will also miss watching him.

With my prayers,
Stephanie

posted on May 9, 2007 at 12:03 AM

darrin Blumke wrote:

hey brian, i gotta say watching your transformation throughout the show is incredible, i hate to love you... you were pompus and arogant and an a*!, but you have so many colors and shades, it is wonderful to watch you each day on work out. a complex character like you lives in the hearts of everyone, tough and emotional, sad yet firm, a ront for all that can be broken down with time, compassion and forgiveness. Watcing you grow as a mentor and a phacilitator of the fights between jesse and rebecca is awesome. i know that doug would be proud of you, your relationship with him was so special and it comes through in your face, mind body and spirit, doug will live on , throug you, his friends, his family his passions and his legacy which is so far greater than the viewers like me were able to see. but his radiant smile and attitude towards lfe will live on forever. love you guys , hoping for a 3rd season.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 12:09 AM

Rich Fine wrote:

Brain...Brian...Brian... I wrote you after the last episode and told you that everytime you are a good man to someone, Doug lives. When I saw your kindness and care while talking with Cheo, I thought, there is Brian/Doug. I have no words to relate how proud I am of you. Your hummingbird story, touched my heart. My ex died due to anabolic steroid abuse and I had a similar experience. It is obvious that you loved Doug, and it is also obvious that Doug loved you. I hope Doug continues to show you his love, whether it be something like the hummingbird or just a peaceful soul when you feel his presence.

I wish you continued sucess in areas of your life,
Rich Fine

posted on May 9, 2007 at 12:12 AM

K wrote:

I cried watching you in the finale - I just lost my dad suddenly; the closest person to me in the world - It's only been a short time, but I know I will never completely get over it - I am a fitness instructor and a mom of young baby girls and I stay strong for my family, but it truly sucks, for lack of a better word, that such wondeful men (my Dad and Doug) had to be taken from us when there was so much life left to live . Best wishes to you and good luck to you and your friends. Looking forward to Season 3~!:)

posted on May 9, 2007 at 12:14 AM

DirtyDeals wrote:

Brian -- You touched me tonight with your openness and loss. Thank you for sharing. Good luck in everything you do.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 12:15 AM

Leana Moncada wrote:

Hey Brian,

Maybe you don't even know it, but you are such a great guy and a big inspiration! The loss of your friend Doug, even though it was hard, it was with a reason. Without it many people would have not discover the better person inside. I look at you and I see a complete different man than when this show started. I see a lot of Doug in you! You have such a big heart, and you will touch a lot of people through that. He did change your life and a lot of lives around skysport as well. Now it is your chance to keep that legacy and to continue to build up yourself for a great future!
I loved the work you did with Floyd! You should be proud, you are great at what you do. I would love to train with you someday! You have a fan here!!!!

Leana :)

posted on May 9, 2007 at 12:16 AM

Ben wrote:

Who do we write to in order to tell them how important it is to have you guys on the air?

posted on May 9, 2007 at 12:17 AM

*Debra* wrote:

I've being watching the show religiously this last season, I was shocked to know that such a sweet person was lost. I feel for you, it seems like you two truly had a strong, honest friendship. Thing truly do work in a certain way for a certain reason. Although it is hard to remember that pain by watching the show once again, every single person that sat down to see the show tonight, was touch by Doug and his good heart.
Even out here in Puerto Rico.
God Bless you.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 12:22 AM

Heidi wrote:

Brian- I have never written a comment before on a tv person's website, or any website, for that matter. However, I felt this show and this cast deserved some recognition from those who normally don't recognize. Everything about this season and this show resonated with me in a very real way. The drama and devastating outcome of the events regarding Doug's life were, in my opinion, genuinely felt by anyone who tuned in. The barriers he was able to break and the unity that he inspired amongst very different sectors of society was real and is something to be proud of. He left a legacy of integrity and honor. You, in particular, it seemed, learned the most and felt this in a very profound way. The sincere love and respect from the entire cast seemed truly honest and not scripted, which in this case, is very important. I wish the best for all of you and I wish you good luck in your upcoming marriage. I hope to see you all next season.

Heidi.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 1:08 AM

Larry wrote:

Brian, it has been a great pleasure reading your blogs this year and being able to write back and respond to them. I've never been a blogger before. U are a very honest person and multidemensional like we all are. Your feelings for Doug has really touched my heart and I know he cared for u very much. I do hope there is a season 3 also just to watch everyone grow. U have definetley grown more than anyone on the show. About Doug, they had a marathon of season 1 episodes today before they started the season 2 marathon leading up til tonights episode. He was such a kind person. The fact that he told his partner Cheo that he knew he wasn't going to live to be 45 breaks my heart. Doug has taught u alot but he has really effected my life too. I think about his kindness all the time. I wonder why such a complete angel had to be burdened with so much death surrounding him. I guess only god knows. I am not half the person Doug was so why am I here and he is gone. It makes no sense. I only wish the best for u. Please keep us posted on how Cheo is doing. He didn't look that well in the final episode. I know that life has to go on but it sure isn't easy to get through especially when you've lost such a unique and special person. Just remember your speical too. Good Luck to Brian!!!!Your brother is looking out for u in heaven!!!

posted on May 9, 2007 at 1:08 AM

Patricia Summerhays wrote:

I have watched all seasons of Workout and am truly touched by this last season! I watch it, barely taking a breath, with a lump in my throat. Doug reminds me of very few people in this world. He was one in a million. Thanks for sharing his story and helping the world see what a great human being he was.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 1:19 AM

Glendale Underwood wrote:

You made me cry tonight, man. I hope you have come far enough to look back and talk about Doug with laughter and love without the tears. If you haven't, know that you will. When I lost someone some years back, a friend sent me a card with a passage in it that touched me and I would like to pass on to you. Here it goes:
"Where there is sorrow, there is holy ground,
And the world holds no sorrow, that Heaven cannot heal."

Much love to you and yours,
G

posted on May 9, 2007 at 1:22 AM

Patricia Summerhays wrote:

Brian, I know where you're coming from. I lost my friend Colt a few years back and I remember saying the same things you did..."Why did this happen to such a nice person?" Doesn't it seem like it always does? Thanks for sharing Doug's story with the world. I didn't stop crying the last 2 episodes. You are truly an amazing friend and Doug is lucky to have you, to tell his story.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 1:22 AM

chris wrote:

Peeler, I wanted to take time to send you a quick comment. I want to let you know that after watching this season I truly have a deep appreciation for your tender heart felt honesty. I can tell you've had a trying emotional time and I wish there was someway I could be there for you. I want the very best for you. You're a special guy and deserve happiness and success. I will watch this site for any new blogs from you.... take care :)
I know you're straight (Im gay) but I still am going to sign off with HUGS ... :)
CHRIS

posted on May 9, 2007 at 1:25 AM

Connie Woo wrote:

Thank you for showing your emotion and showing your true love and concern for your friend Doug. Would you please post Dougs principals for all of us. Thank you and God bless you
Connie woo

posted on May 9, 2007 at 1:25 AM

Nikki wrote:

Brian, this is my very first "blog" but I just had to say that I think you, along with the other trainers, are very courageous for dealing with this tragedy in front of the world. I am a faithful and avid Workout viewer and can appreciate everything that the show offers, including the close bonds and evolving friendships you all share. My thoughts and prayers are with you and I know it's hard, but have faith that you'll see Doug again.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 1:32 AM

nick bell wrote:

I have to be honest, sometimes it's hard for me to watch this show because of the petty bickering and juvenile behaviour. But, watching you grow and mature this season, Peeler, has been a great experience. From an obnoxious sudo-macho jerk to a caring, sensitive person. Everything happens for a reson and I think Doug coming into your life was no accident. He didn't die as his soul now clearly resides within you.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 1:33 AM

Chris wrote:

Brian,
I'm so incredibly sorry for your the loss of your best friend Doug.I wish there were words to ease the pain,but always remember Doug is will ALWAYS be in your heart.Take care,Chris

posted on May 9, 2007 at 1:40 AM

Sunni B wrote:

Brain,

I want to say that I have been watching this show since the first season! And I LOVE the show! (I will write to BRAVO! Ha, ha!) I have always paid close attention to you.. At first you seemed to be this "my poop doesn't stink" kind of guy, but then when the camera let us (the viewers) see the real man that you are it was amazing!! To see the passion you have for life is overwhelming and rejoicing! When I watched last weeks show watching you hurt made me hurt.... I felt your pain! I too have not had someone so close to me die, but yet I still felt your pain! I am sorry for Doug passing and you hurting! I pray for you, Cheo, Dougs family, and friends. I am proud of you for sharing the hummingbird story! It was VERY moving and emotional! You ARE way stronger than you give yourself credit for! Stay strong and know that Doug is forever with you!

God Bless you all! I can't wait for next season! (Sunni sitting with her fingers crossed.. :)) Take Care!
Sunni B

posted on May 9, 2007 at 1:45 AM

Linny wrote:

Powerful, powerful show. I couldn't help but cry....a lot. The story you relayed to Doug's partner regarding the hummingbird was a hit so close to home. My mother who also passed with cancer at a very young age of 46 was a birdwatcher, there was one bird she looked for everyday and that was the red cardinal. She'd sit by the glass slider and hope for it to land on her many bird feeders. It didn't happen, yet, the day my Mom passed...after they took her body away...outside her bedroom window, the red cardinal appeared. I'm not a religious or spiritual person but the reality of this vision changed something with me and has stuck with me as one of the most astounding life and death experiences I think I'll ever know. Maybe even a miraculous happening in its own way. I always felt afraid to tell anyone the story...I'm not really sure why, but here I am sharing it with you. I sobbed with you. I felt your loss and share your experience more than you could ever know. Just wanted to let you know and hope the days have gotten a little better since Doug's passing. Thank you for sharing such an intimate story with us.

~Linny~

P.S. Ironically, this show also hit home again with Jesse's friend having thyroid cancer.....I have thyroid cancer too.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 1:54 AM

lori koehler wrote:

You are a bright star too. Doug would be proud!

take care
lori

posted on May 9, 2007 at 1:54 AM

Ileana wrote:

Wow!! What can I say??!! This episode was very emotional for me.. I can't imagine how you all feel!! I couldn't stop crying when you were with Cheo and telling the story about the bird. I know he's watching over you and its great that the hole world got to know what of a Great man he was! He inspired a lot of people, I didn't know him but when I saw him on tv I felt like hugging him..
I hope the best for you and the rest of the crew..
Kisses from Puerto Rico*~

posted on May 9, 2007 at 1:57 AM

Anne Cao wrote:

Hi Brian,
I am a 31 year from Dallas, TX. It's so strange as I was flipping through the channels. I have never thought to see the show. For some reason, I decided to. You were telling Doug's ex about the hummy bird. This brought back a lot of memories of my cousin who died of lukemia at the age of 14. We were very close. After he died, I moved into his house and stayed in his bedroom to finish out my school year before I moved. One morning, I had a beautiful dream of exactly how I saw him last in the hospital. He was holding my hand and gave me a kiss on my cheek as he was walking away. And as I was slowly awaken by a beautiful blue and red bird tapping on my window. It was there for about a month. I didn't need an alarm to wake up for school. He was there in the morning and when I got home from school. My aunt would say that is him ,try to catch the bird. Whenever I would try to, it would fly away. When I got back into the house, there he was at the window. So one Saturday morning, I was a young teenager who loves my sleep till this day. The bird would tap tap at the window every morning. I was half asleep that Saturday morning and said I wish that it would stop. Sure enough it did and never saw it again. Brian, I just wanted to share my story with you because I truly believe that Doug and my cousin, Mike are pure, good, honest, and genuine people. To me, it was a sign to let us know that they are in heaven. They are in a place that nothing matters but their essence- spirit. There is hope in this world. I believe that my cousin's spirit lives externally. Sometimes I take things for granted. Thank you for sharing your story of Doug and his principles. You just don't know the effect it has on a stranger like me.
Sincerely,
Anne Cao

posted on May 9, 2007 at 2:01 AM

Natalie Lipka wrote:

I started watching the show about mid-season. And through re-runs, ended up seeing the whole season. Seeing the way that Doug was with everyone on the show, and especially seeing the way that he affected Brian, (it sounds a little corny to say) but I honestly feel like I have gotten something out of Work Out, even though it is a reality TV show. I have lost people in my life that were VERY close to me, so I do know how it feels to have a sense of emptiness and of great loss. Watching the show has made me realize, that even though I would probably never have met Doug, that I really missed out on knowing a great person. I am an overweight young adult, and (again, this might sound corny), but I have really been touched and inspired by this show and the people on it; especially Doug. So, this goes out to everyone involved in the show; even though it might not be read by anyone, I just wanted to say, Thank You.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 2:07 AM

Lauren wrote:

Brian,

I am so sorry for you and everyone else's loss. I was truly touched by what you had to say and your emotions for Doug. I never meet Doug but he seems like an amazing person and he is so lucky to have a great friend like you who cares for him so much.
I def. think he was that bird!

posted on May 9, 2007 at 2:18 AM

tang wrote:

I don't remeber crying so much watching a TV show. The hummingbird story makes be believe that maybe we do get reincarnated. I beieve that Doug was love is it's truest form. People like that are litterally Angels walking on earth. I hope I evolve to Angel status one day and effect peoples' lives the way Doug did.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 2:27 AM

shar wrote:

I realy enjoyed this last epsiode with you working with Cheo and relating about the humminbird with Doug!! I truly believe the people we love stay around us when they pass over an he will always be around in spirit!! I feel your pain an wish the best for all of you that knew an loved him!! I am really glad you will be there for Cheo and pray he will get a transplant soon!!

posted on May 9, 2007 at 2:28 AM

bonnie pelton wrote:

Brian wow I dont cry much but was during this whole episode, thanks . Then when you said you had a hummingbird experience, it brought up so much, both my parents passed real close together a little over a year ago, and had several hummingbirds close by even a nest next to my house, and I to had a hummingbird come right up to me . Like to say it will be alright,hang in there youre an awsome trainer and have a softer side to,people are put in our lives for a reason,Doug will be missed sorry for your loss,take care Bonnie

posted on May 9, 2007 at 2:42 AM

jared romig wrote:

brian,
i am so sorry about this huge loss. i know it has not been easy for you during this difficult time and especially having to watch it unfold on tv. bro you freakin rock man. you have inspired me to be a better person. you see the good in people no matter what their situation is. everyone needs to be more like you. thanks for seeing the good in people. i hope i can be more like you. i hope more straight guys can act more like you. who gives a shit about somesones sexuality dude. its all about the person and i hope people can learn from your example. thanks for making a difference. thanks for seeing someone for the person they are. doug will be missed but how lucky was he to have known you. thanks again bro! i wish the best for you.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 2:43 AM

Tom Allen wrote:

Brian,
While Doug may be "gone" - he is still VERY MUCH with us.
He is able to do this through you.
Thank you for being such a GOOD Friend.
My prayers and affection are sent to you and yours.
Doug was JUST AS FORTUNATE to know you, as you were blessed, knowing and caring for him.
Truly.

Tom

posted on May 9, 2007 at 2:44 AM

Yogini Crane wrote:

I have soooo enjoyed this season, although am deeply saddened by our loss of Doug Blasdell. He was my favorite - such an inspiration to watch, as he worked with clients he trained. He cared so much about everyone!! I was very moved by your last episode, where you shared Doug's life rules he lived by, Thank you for being so open with your feelings and loss. This especially hit home as I am about to celebrate my 45th Birthday tomorrow, May 9. I was born the same year as Doug. I will pray and think of him on my Birthday Hike. Best of luck for a new season!!

posted on May 9, 2007 at 2:52 AM

Krista Drahos wrote:

Hey Brian ,
Hang in there ! There are alot of prayers out there. I fell in love with you and Doug realtionship. I am from the south , should I say more! Not many men are strong enough too embrace a friendship like that. To bad for them is what I say , I know was one of a kind but , the chance to grow as a person etc. I love the show I will contact Bravo. I am addicted! You right the story of the humming bird was great , very touching , I was sooo crying, Cant wait to see the crew again nextweek , looks good. " Jack" is always whinning , Tell Jackie dont take that stuff from him . Take care

workout wannabe
Krista

posted on May 9, 2007 at 2:57 AM

ThymeHBF wrote:

Brian -

I just wanted you to know how touched I was by you in this episode! You were amazing, I hope you find the peace that you deserve and that Doug would want for you!

ThmeHF

posted on May 9, 2007 at 3:00 AM

Tcupp wrote:

My heart just hurt for you after tonights episode.Doug was my fav!just watching gave me chicken skin.Seeing you with Cheao tonight really showed your character.You are fabulous!I wish you only the best for you and your fiance.I just think you are wonderful! Tcupp

posted on May 9, 2007 at 3:09 AM

Michael wrote:

Brian - I am not sure what to say...your friendship with Doug touched me so much that I found myself crying with you. I have never met you or Doug, but felt like I lost a friend in Doug, and gained a friend in you. Workout will forever be more than a "reality" show to me, it will be an touching human interest docu-drama looking into the lives of real people who are so engaging that you wish you were a friend with them. Thanks!

posted on May 9, 2007 at 3:17 AM

DLD wrote:

Brian-Just want to say what a great season this has been..you have really stepped up & become a very integral part of Jackie's business..tonite's ep was very hard to watch for all of us viewers, so I can't imagine how hard it was for all of you guys!! I imagine it felt like opening a healing wound..I know that Doug would be proud of all of you & how well all of the Skylabbers did!! The hummingbird story is just amazing!! Doug's big heart just had to take flight!! I really love how you stepped in to help Cheo and I pray that his surgery goes or went well. For a guy who started out being portrayed as somewhat of a closed minded redneck, I want to commend you for opening your heart to Doug & Jesse & Jackie & allowing them to show you that lesbians and gays are really no different from anyone else..we all need to love & be loved & I know that Doug cherished your friendship & will always look after you from above..take care of yourself Brian & have a wonderful wedding!!

posted on May 9, 2007 at 3:32 AM

Caitlin wrote:

This last episode made me cry. The hummingbird story was amazing and the incredible love and friendship you had for Doug was so touching. It must have been so difficult to go through, but it was truly inspirational to watch you get through it.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 3:36 AM

Tereecea Dornbusch wrote:

You are truly an inspiration and deserve the best. I was very touched by your grief during this episode and the words that Doug lived by. I would love to know what they were again because that was so inspiring. Bless you and I hope that the show comes back for season 3 it has too!

posted on May 9, 2007 at 3:43 AM

Connie wrote:

As a lesbian from the South, I was not that keen on Brian during the first season and early on in the second season. However, I think he has matured greatly over the past 2 years and has become a great man. I appreciate his love for Doug and what a leap that must have been for him as a straight man from the South. I think Brian would do great with his own gym, but I realize the LA market requires a great deal of capital, so if he hangs on with Jackie for awhile and continues to grow and mature, there should be great things in his future.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 3:46 AM

Connie wrote:

As a lesbian from the South, I was not that keen on Brian during the first season and early on in the second season. However, I think he has matured greatly over the past 2 years and has become a great man. I appreciate his love for Doug and what a leap that must have been for him as a straight man from the South. I think Brian would do great with his own gym, but I realize the LA market requires a great deal of capital, so if he hangs on with Jackie for awhile and continues to grow and mature, there should be great things in his future.

ps: I was crying with you in those episodes.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 3:49 AM

sandy zeldes wrote:

hi there. I just wanted to tell you how moved I have been watching the episodes about Doug and what happened to him and watching your experience with this loss. I am so very sorry for your great loss. I am a total stranger to you, but honestly I am sending you best wishes and good thoughts. I have so much respect for how you in particular have shared yourself and this experience on camera.

I also wanted you to know that the words that Doug lived by that you shared from his wallet are the Reiki code of ethics. Reiki is a form of hands on 'energy healing' created by a Japanese man at the turn of the century. It sounds like Doug may have known of reiki, or practiced it himself. I encourage you to look up reiki, or if you want, check out my web sites where I explain it briefly. ( I am a reiki teacher.)

blessings to you and many best wishes,

Sandy

posted on May 9, 2007 at 4:30 AM

Jamie Patrick wrote:

Dude, I am such a fan of Doug's. I am so sorry for you and the rest of the crew. I worked in the fitness field for while, but I work in radio in Spokane Wa. for a Country Station (Cat Country 94 KDRK). I would love to talk to you bout your boy.....doesn't have to be on the air, just want to let you know that your show and Doug touched my life. If you want, hit me up at 509-481-5626 or online at catcountry94.com

posted on May 9, 2007 at 4:42 AM

Aki wrote:

Hi Brian,
I'm truly glad for you... Meaning giving closure.. I know you are still hurting....... Cheo train him is a better therapy for you right?? Am I wrong???? Well, take care Brian Peele...... Peace!

posted on May 9, 2007 at 5:09 AM

Christi wrote:

Brian,
when I first started watching work out I thought you were a guy who was unemotional and very cool towards people.
You completely blew me away with your concern and love for Doug and I can see the pain of losing him deep in your eyes.
I know he is gone from this earth, but he will always be with you because you allowed yourself to love. When you love someone, they become a part of your heart and that never leaves you.
Congrats on your upcoming wedding and know that Doug will be watching over you to make sure that you are following in his footsteps. It's great that you are training Dougs former partner too. I know Doug is very happy that he brought his love and compassion into your life so much that you have grown emotionally, which is something I did not see in you when the show began.
Good Luck and Congratulations again on your upcoming nuptuals.

Best wishes. Christi

posted on May 9, 2007 at 5:13 AM

Cindy wrote:

Brian, you have truly grown in front of our eyes. My sincerest sympathy in your loss. I too lost a loved one (Mom) two weeks after Doug's passing, from cancer, this year and like you I was told that she was going to die. The emotional rollercoaster that you go through is unbearable. My heart goes out to you. I noticed that there is a Foundation set up in Doug's honor will you be a part of that ?? The hummingbird story was awesome. (That was a sign from Doug) My sign came in a dream on Easter.
I know that God has blessed you and you will be in my prayers.
WE MUST HAVE A SEASON 3!!!!! Take care Micheangelo.....

posted on May 9, 2007 at 7:08 AM

Charlene wrote:

Brian, I think that your friend Doug would be very happy to see the man you have become. As a viewer, I've seen you grow from a seemingly arrogant "macho dude" into a caring, compassionate sensitive man. Doug showed these attributes, along with not being afraid to show his emotions. You, Brian, have also learned to show your emotions openly for millions of viewers to see.

You have been been open-minded enough to put machismo aside and love a gay man like a brother, cry and mourn for that man publicly; and taken his beloved into your protection. That is being a man. I think your brother Dough would be very proud of you indeed.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 7:16 AM

Jessica wrote:

Brian, my heart was with you as I watched the final episode. I am sorry for your loss, I am sorry for the world's loss. I hope that you and Cheo continue to support each other through this trying time. He will be missed even by those of us he never met. Also, I wanted to say that it was just amazing to see how you progressed this season. It was nice to see so many different sides to Mr. Peeler. Well my friend in GOD, stay strong and do not let this event implode on you. Take it and become stronger. Make Doug proud. Love Jessica in Indpls

posted on May 9, 2007 at 7:53 AM

Brooke wrote:

Hi Brian-

Your hummingbird story was beautiful, and I spent most of the episode in tears, remembering friends and family I've lost.

I do have a question-how is Cheo? In some of the interviews he did, he was not looking well. I've been thinking of him, and I hope his health is improving.

I'll be waiting for season three!

posted on May 9, 2007 at 8:28 AM

Diane wrote:

Peeler~ Your sincerity with regards to your friend Doug are very touching! It has shown what a soft side you have. The first few episodes get ppl to think you are a "jock" with a take it or leave it attitude however, you have proven that wrong! I like the Peeler that we've come to know! You too, have a big heart and that has truly evolved through the show and likely through you working and knowing Doug! He would be proud of you! Take Care and I am so sorry for your loss!

posted on May 9, 2007 at 8:31 AM

Katherine wrote:

Hey-
I really enjoyed watching both seasons. I am so sorry about your loss of Doug. Its never easy or fair when you lose someone you love.Doug was one of my favorites on the show because he always seemed so positive and laid-back. He seemed like the kind of person you would want in your life. My prayers and sympathy are with you.
Workout is a fun show - I am a kickboxing instructor who has been too wrapped up in everything but my own fitness for a while. I need to get back in the swing of things - I wish we had SkyLab here in Florida! I could use the strict motivation and workouts!

posted on May 9, 2007 at 9:04 AM

Lisa Clary wrote:

Last nights show touch my heart and made me cry. Doug seemed to be a wonderful man. With such a heart of gold.
You impressed me to be so intouch with your emtions and to be so open to people. You truely care for and want the best for your clients. I don't remember at the beginning of last year if you said you where from North Carolina but you can't mistake a Carolina man. You are from my home state. Actually live in Gastonia for about 13 yrs and moved back to the mtns two years ago. Hope to see you next year. Good luck with starting a gym in NC.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 9:19 AM

Melissa wrote:

Hi Brian,
Last night's episode was really tough to watch. I thought the first 15 minutes were amazing and really touching. But when the scene cut to Jackie talking about her sex life with her therapist - I had to turn the TV off. Can't there be one episode that is just about Doug and his life? To go from such touching film to AGAIN Jackie talking about how she is dating two women - enough already. For instance, I never knew Doug was involved in bike races - it was really awesome to see that. The most touching was the scene with you and Cheo - just to see the look on his face when he entered the gym and saw you - someone he knew cared about Doug so much - I was bawling. And what Cheo had to say gave a lot more insight into Doug's life, and I was grateful to learn more about him. And your hummingbird story - that was Doug reaching out to you - pretty amazing what God will do reach out to us.
I think his death wasn't handled as well as it could have been on the Show, I feel like the producers underestimated just how much Doug would mean to someone like me - just watching the show and not actually knowing him. But you're actions have been really special - and I pray that you continue to be strong.
I had written once before, I am from southern calif, but work now in Boston. Next time I am home visiting family I will be sure to book some sessions with you ( well in advance, of course).
Be well.
Melissa

posted on May 9, 2007 at 9:20 AM

Keli wrote:

Brian,
Your hummingbird story made me cry and warmed my heart at the same time. Thanks for sharing it with us. I love you guys and I want to see a season 3 so be sure that I'll be writing to Bravo with the request. In the meantime, best wishes for a wonderful wedding and an even better marriage. Life is good!

posted on May 9, 2007 at 9:32 AM

Marty wrote:

YOU ARE AWESOME!!!

Cant wait to see what happens next season!!

LOVE YA

MARTY
COLUMBUS OHIO

posted on May 9, 2007 at 9:46 AM

Anne wrote:

Brian,
I was so touched by the hummingbird story. Doug was most definitely sending you the message that everything will be fine. I had a similar experience after my father passed away in July. He and my mom both loved butterflies. While still at the cemetery following his burual, we watched as this beautiful butterfly hovered above the urn containing his ashes and then flew straight for my mother and landed on her shoulder. Like you, it gives me chilles everytime I think about it. It also brings a huge smile to my face as I rememeber my dad and the love that he had for his family.
BTW, I'll keep my fingers crossed for a third season! :)

posted on May 9, 2007 at 9:46 AM

Angelina wrote:

Brian-

You are an amazing man with a heart of gold. I was so touched and so moved by the episode last night. To see your heart and your tears makes me realize just how loyal and faithful you are to all the people in your life. Doug was an amazing man and he left part of his legacy in you. You make me proud and I wish you the very best in your life. Everytime I see a hummingbird I will think of you and Doug.

Much love...

Angelina

posted on May 9, 2007 at 9:50 AM

Alicia Gatica from Texas wrote:

I hate that they are not letting you all come back for another season - the show was great this season - you all grew so much - I hope they have a change of heart - Please let me know the email to write BRAVO to let them know WE WANT YOU BACK - I loved watching you Brian - I hope you continue to do more in the future - I would fly to train with you today if I could - STAY SEXY - GOD BLESS

posted on May 9, 2007 at 9:54 AM

Liza Medina wrote:

I think that Jackie is really lucky to have you on her team. Keep in mind that Doug was just as lucky to have found a friend like you. I recently lost someone close to me and can tell you that it is important to vent and talk. I don't know why people feel so uncomfortable remembering those who have come and gone. Remember, that Doug isn't gone, he changed your life and therefore lives on through you. Keep his life motto, use it, teach it, raise your children with the same motto. I wish you luck on your wedding and the future. I will not pretend to know you, but feel that I can say that you are the trainer on the show that motivates me the most. You are a strong trainer who doesn't give up and you also have heart. Stay Strong!

posted on May 9, 2007 at 10:04 AM

Lara wrote:

Hi Brian,
Finally I got myself to write a comment, sorry if my grammar is bad, cause I'm originally from Germany.
I really just want to say, that this episode has touched me very deeply and I can rely to a lot of things. May God bless you Peeler, for beeing such a great person and trainer. I look forward to see you on a Season 3, soooooooo BRAVO TV......:-)
All the best for the future and stay the way you are! ! !

Greetings from GA

posted on May 9, 2007 at 10:16 AM

lani wrote:

Your final show of the season was so profound, moving and inspirational. I give you and your crew credit for the show and gratitude to Doug for his invaluable contribution....to life. To life that will live on through those who loved him; who honor him now and will carry his values on.

Thank you for sharing the hummingbird story; that was amazing to hear and I'm sure much more incredible to experience and link to Doug. I searched white hummingbirds on line, Leucistic, as they are called, are rare. A rare experience, indeed.

Much love, healing and success wished to you and all of the Workout cast. I'm hoping to see a 3rd season as well.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 10:38 AM

tina kinser wrote:

the humming bird story........you had me in tears.life is short enjoy it!!!

posted on May 9, 2007 at 10:57 AM

attaymik wrote:

Peeler--You are awesome. I spent last season thinking you were the biggest jerk, but this season, you evolved into this caring, feeling human being that reaches out to others in very real, meaningful ways. Maybe it was the editing that changed, but I'm thinking more that it was Doug's friendship, which is his everlasting gift to you. Take comfort in knowing that Doug touched you in more ways than you could possibly realize and it was a treat for the audience to be a part of it. The story about the hummingbird brought tears to my eyes because it made me think about my grandmother when she first passed. I remember walking in the kitchen one morning shortly after she had been buried and smelling peach cobbler like it smells when it first comes out of the oven. My grandmother made the best peach cobbler and I knew instinctively that she was letting me know she was still with me. Your story really resonated and you showing your support for Cheo was top-notch. You are a class act.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 11:22 AM

Grace wrote:

Well I cried my eyes out from the beginning to the end of the show. The hummingbird story - OMG I was sobbing. I am now. I was glad to see Cheo - I so hope things go well for him. You are an amazing friend Brian. AMAZING.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 11:35 AM

Connie wrote:

I am so sorry for your lost. It was touching to see you cry on air because it shows how real this is to you, especially when you worked out with Cheo. It was truely healing to know that 2 people could love one person so much. It is truly reflected in you all. I love that you are carrying Dougs principals in your wallet. I hope that maybe you will post them for all to see and be inspired by. As you read them and looking back you could truly see them in his life, not just as something someone might spout out.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 12:09 PM

Lisa Polansky wrote:

Dear Brian.
Having the hummingbird land on your hand was a very good omen...
In American Indian lore of animal totems:
Hummingibrds represent joy and the sweetness of life.
Doug's spirit is definitely around you and saying hello.
Smile through your tears

I was touched by the list of what he carried in his wallet.
I am thinking of those words today and giving you all a big hug.
I am so inspired by this show inspired way beyond thoughts of exercise and health I have learned so much from all of you
what an awesome group of people with a great leader, Jackie who is always taking life to the next level.

I am disabled and desperately need to find a new way to exercise.
Watching your show makes me obsess on finding the next way to exercise as I have diabetes and my foot is causing me excrutiating pain.

Watching from Seaside
With love and gratitude, limping to the gym with a new attitude
Lisa

posted on May 9, 2007 at 12:16 PM

Tracy wrote:

Hey!! Brian
It was so touching to watch how you let yourself open up to how you were feeling... My prayer's are with you...
Whenever you see a huming bird fly always remember that freedom your friend had for life...
Bring that spectatacular spirit into your everday life...
We love you,
Stay Strong Always.
God Bless You.
Noriega Family

posted on May 9, 2007 at 12:24 PM

Tonya wrote:

All I could do was cry, my heart goes out to you. I just wanted to say that people come into your life for a reason and I think from what i've seen you know that better then anyone. Carry Doug's spirit with you for the rest of your life and share what you have learned from him with others and you will honor him forever.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 1:19 PM

R. Christian Anderson wrote:

Brian, You're an amazing man. More than anyone on the show, you display resolve, respect for others, integrity and self-control. "Workout" would just not be the same show without you there. Jackie is undeniably the star of the show, but I believe you are the glue that holds it all together. I hope no one ever underestimates your strength again. You sure showed some incredible amounts of it the past two shows.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 1:34 PM

Rick D wrote:

Brian, As one to not get into reality tv, I found myself drawn in to the marathon of workout this past week and ulitimately the final episode. In just a weeks time I felt connected with the cast in thier loss over Doug. He came through as a warm and loving individual to all of the cast. Something was said on the final episode to the effect that Doug is a positive role model to the Gay community. I do not totally agree with this statement, as he became a roll model to me. DOUG IS A ROLE MODEL TO THE ENTIRE HUMAN RACE. I can only hope that someone else reading this, would post Doug's principles to live by WORD FOR WORD. As I for one will do my best to live by those principles from this day forward.

RIck

posted on May 9, 2007 at 2:17 PM

Elizabeth Robertson wrote:

Hi Brian. I just wanted to say how sorry I am for your loss. I recently lost a friend of mine and I know what you are going thru. I watched the eposide last night where you were talking to his ex and talking about the hummingbird and I really do believe that was him letting you know he is ok now. He will always live in your heart. Take care and you are doing a wonderful job on the show. I wish I could meet you to see if you could do something for me :)

Take care,
Elizabeth

posted on May 9, 2007 at 2:29 PM

Barbara wrote:

Dear Brian,
With just the short footage shown to us of 'workout' and Doug, we fell in love with him, he touched our hearts too, that's how special he is, so I could imagine the bond you all have, spending so much more time with him. You know he was an angel brought here to leave a little bit of himself in all of us, and the fact that you guys get it, it's wonderful. I just wish you were taping the show in real time, that we may have sent a world wide prayer for his quick recovery, I know G-d would have heard us, and given us more time with him. I know you miss him in body, but you know for a fact, he is with you in spirit. I have one request, try to keep in touch w/cheo coz I think he feels like giving up hope, especially in his difficult health situation. I wish you all strength to continue on and to love one another and give us another season. You are all inspiring me to get on the health wagon. Hate to see the season finale, til September. Be well and stay strong, and G-d Bless you all.

Ciao!

posted on May 9, 2007 at 2:48 PM

kanika wrote:

I loved every minute of the show..and i cried like a baby for doug. We can all learn alot from him. He was so sweet..the world needs more people like him.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 3:12 PM

angel(male)Texas wrote:

Brian,

I want to say that I am sorry for your loss. I didn't know that you were close to Doug. My deepest sympathy goes to you. I was very touched by the hummingbird story you told on the last episode. I also share a similar story about a bird concerning my sister's passing three years ago, so I understand everything you have been through. Remember, God works in mysterious ways. Doug knew that his time was almost over. My sister also knew two weeks prior to her passing that she was going to die. She told me and the rest of my family. None of us believed her but she knew in her heart that she was not going to make it. There are many times that I recall everything my sister went through prior to her death. You see, I was very close to her. She died of a heart attack in front of me at age 47. She was 3 years older than Doug. I couldn't comprehend all of this at first. I still don't at times. I just hang on to God and pray. Again, I am truly sorry for your loss.

God Bless You,

Angel from Texas

posted on May 9, 2007 at 3:19 PM

Dre wrote:

My heart goes out to all of you for your loss. Doug was an amazing man who has touched so many people through his positive attitude, love and appreciation for life. I too feel as though he has taught me to have a more positive outlook on life and to find the good in all things as opposed to the worst.
When I was 16 I lost my sister, who was my bestfriend, and someone told me that good people are never truly gone they continue their eternity as angles who live forever. They watch over us and protect us as well as others with a stronger power than they could have posessed before. Don't think of it as a void in your life, consider it filled with the knowledge and wisdom that he has taught you in the time you have known him.

Be the change you want to see in others

posted on May 9, 2007 at 3:22 PM

MISSY wrote:

Peeler, I sat and cried for the first 1/2 hr of the season finale.
I know what pain you went through and are probably still feeling,
it's going to be 9 years May 25 that my mom has been gone. I still feel like it was yesterday. Well I can't wait until next season. I'll be waiting.

posted on May 9, 2007 at 3:33 PM

lee wrote:

brian you and doug were great friends. you both understood each other. when you were telling the story about the bird that landed on your hand all i did was cry. i never personal ly met doug but from watching the show i feel like i knew him. i will miss him very much as well a i know you will too. take care and keep him in you heart. hope to see you in the next season

posted on May 9, 2007 at 3:36 PM

janelle wrote:

brian, you seem like such an amazing person! i was crying like a baby watching you at the trainer memorial. and just when i thought i had the water works under control, you tell cheo the story of the hummingbird. i think every person should to strive to be like doug. people like that never leave us...

ps: i'm going to email bravo right now and tell them they better do a season 3!

peace and love!!

posted on May 9, 2007 at 4:02 PM

P wrote:

Hey Peeler,
I have to say congratulations on training floyd, you did a damn good job. You are a genuine feller I can tell from watching the show you have real luv for Doug and I applaud that. Keep up the good work and I hope to see you all next year. In the mean time stay healthy.

Cheers!

-P

diehard workout fan

posted on May 9, 2007 at 4:03 PM

renee youngblood wrote:

i'm so sorry for your loss....he seemed like such a great guy! not only was he a Trojan fan, but he liked Boxers too....
he would have been my soul mate...whata great guy....

posted on May 9, 2007 at 5:28 PM

Rachel wrote:

Brian,

I am truely thankful that you and the Sky Sport family had this opportunity. Because of this show, you were able to share with the world your amazing and beautiful friend Doug Blasdell.
My heart goes out to you!

posted on May 9, 2007 at 6:33 PM

merry wrote:

I agree with you, Chris....Peeler, you really showed in the last episode that you ARE 1/3 the man doug is or more...the way you reached out to Cheo and helped him. I hope your Texas strength was able to get you through and helped you get the others through as well.

posted on May 10, 2007 at 12:17 AM

heather h wrote:

brian,
i couldn't believe that doug passed. he is such an amazing guy and i am glad we all got to know him thru the show. You all are wonderful and i hope to see you for a 3rd season! take care of yourself.

-heather h

posted on May 10, 2007 at 1:01 AM

Eric wrote:

Brian,

You are one guy that can be admired. Your attitude about you friendship with Doug and how his death affected you is really telling of what kind of man you are. You are a very passionate guy that cares. You are probably the kind of guy that if you know someone well that you would litterally take the shirt of your back and give it to someone if they were in need.

Brah, healing takes time. Being a gay man I have lost a few friends way too soon. It will never be all right that they are gone but it will get better.

My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Take care,
Eric

posted on May 10, 2007 at 1:08 AM

MAX wrote:

DEAR BRIAN
I HAVE TO SAY THAT WHENI FIRST STARTED WATCHING THE SHOW I THOUGHT OF YOU AS A DUMB HICK FROM THE STICKS. I AM A CITY BOY AND WHEN I HEAR THE TWANG MY URBAN PREJUDICES KICK IN. SORRY ABOUT THAT. I REALLY ENJOYED YOU ON THE SHOW AND THAT SOUTHERN CHARM GAVE WAY TO ME SEEING A GENUINENESS TO YOUR PERSONALITY. I THINK YOU SHOULD GO THE REBECCA ROUTE AND HAVE A LITTLE FLING WITH A GUY ON THE SHOW. I AM NOT A TRAINER BUT AVAILIBLE FOR PRIVATE "TRAINING". BUT SERIOUSLY HOPE THAT DINT OFFEND YOU. YOU ARE A GREAT GUY AND I HOPE TO SEE YOU NEXT SEASON. EVEN THOUGHT THE FAKE REBECCA JACKIE THING REALLY TURNED ME OFF TO THE SHOW FOR A WHILE.
AND PLEASE ITS ALL OVER THE INTERNET SHE HAS A BF LIVES IN WEHO BLAH BLAH BLAH
BE WELL

posted on May 10, 2007 at 8:53 AM

Joan K. wrote:

Hi Brian,
This was such a great show, I don't think I ever cried so much watching a TV show but I sure cleaned out my sinuses.
The story you told Doug's friend was so touching, it gave me the chills too and now everytime I see a humming bird I will think of Doug.
It was nice that they showed a little bit of everything that Jackie and the trainers went through this past season and caught us up on everything, I hope like heck there is going to be a third season. This was the best show ever on Bravo.
I hope everything is going well with all of you and that you are dealing with Doug's passing. It looks like it was the hardest thing you have had to deal with, you have all of your friends to lean on now when you feel low.
Bye and like I said before I hope we get to see all of you again.
A Fan

posted on May 10, 2007 at 8:56 AM

jennifer wrote:

Brian,

I could not help but wish that Workout was a fictional show and not reality. My heart broke over Doug's passing. I am still in disbelief that such a healthy, kind and beautiful human died too soon. Doug will be remembered by so many.

posted on May 10, 2007 at 11:08 AM

Michelle wrote:

Brian,

I have a huge amount of respect for you not only as a trainer, but as a man. I will tell you that I have watched since season 1 and when the show started, you had alot of "bottled up emotions" that you needed to release and the Endorphins were manifesting a side of "PEELER" that was very "Protected". I have to say in Season 2, I am "excited" of who PEELER really is under the skin. You showed a side of yourself with the loss of Doug and your impending nuptials that YOU truly should be proud of. I didn't know Peeler had such an emotional side and I am truly blessed that the sensitive being of who Doug IS, WAS and WILL ALWAYS BE; has projected itself into the Peeler we see today. I felt a tremendous amount of emotion and sensitivity from the loss of Doug. I am a gay woman who has been in a relationship with a woman for 5 years. My partners previous lover of 15 years lost her beloved life to lymphoma as well. I am so attached to the experience of losing a friend to this disease and living the heartache daily with my partner, it truly overcomes me at times. It has a very saddening effect on life to lose someone who lives their live with so much integrity and joy and tries to project that to those around them. That is what Doug has done. And to believe that he has only affected those that are in his immediate circle of friends and colleagues is enormously ignorant. Doug projected that through the screen of Work Out to those watching. He "reiterated" it every time you saw him in action. Doug's Principals are a true validation and TESTAMENT of the man beneath the exterior. I feel each day for Cheo and what he must be experiencing and I see your pain each time you talk of Doug. Let me just say, that hummingbird is always fluttering in your world. Kind of like Doug was, when you need a push of the "principals", he was always there to say "Hey Friend". Let that hummingbird say that to you every time you see one. I felt such a significant impact that the hummingbird was black and white, because to me; that was Doug saying the world is NOT just black and white. There is alot of Gray matter out there and that is what we need to pay attention to. So, with that said; God Bless You for being the man you are. Keep up the good work, please send Cheo my sympathy and prayers and I hope to see the next season of Brian "Peeler".

Have a Blessed Day My Friend.

Regards,

Michelle

posted on May 10, 2007 at 3:20 PM

Sandy wrote:

How can I get a copy of Doug's principals which you read on this past week's episode? You read it from a card in your wallet.

Thank you!

posted on May 10, 2007 at 3:48 PM

TRACY WEIMANN wrote:

Hi Brian,

I heard about Doug right after the second episode of this season and I freaked out. I remember seeing the dedication at the beginning of the season but I did not know Dougs last name. I can't tell you how bummed and saddened I am. I know its a TV show and they only show certain aspects of everyone but Doug was the man- a real class man that seemed to have a heart of gold. By deepest sympathies to you and Cheo. I look at myself whoo is soo unhealthy (overweight) and see someone who is sooo healthy and seemed (by TV standards) so real, I would of gladly given my life for him. That story about the humming bird freaked me out- he will always be with you Doug-- take care and be strong.
Tracy

posted on May 10, 2007 at 4:53 PM

Emily wrote:

I was amazed by this season of Workout! I must admit I didn't really like you last season. I thought you were cocky and obnoxious--but I was wrong. Watching season 2 I saw a completely different person. You seem very passionate about life and all those you love. Watching your raw emotion at your best friends death to watching you train Floyd. It is obvious you love life and truly recognize its value.

Congratulations on your soon to be wedding... Here's to hoping you all come back for a third season!

posted on May 10, 2007 at 6:14 PM

Michael Bowyer wrote:

Hey Peeler! I really enjoyed this season of the show. I am sure the hummingbird that visited you was Doug in spirit saying hi. That was so cool! Friendships are forever and I am sure Doug will always be with you.

Best,
Michael

posted on May 11, 2007 at 12:44 AM

cheri haynes wrote:

brian, I need some help. I have a condition that's called Devics Diseas(closely related to MS). I have leasion on my spine,doing cemo treatment and suffer from severe fatigue. I would like some lepful hints to help those the weight. I also have been pretty much home bound for 3 monts because of being ill. I do have stairs at my house that I'm try to that side step exercise.I am lucky to have a pool in my backyard. I need some helpful hints to try to lose the weight from the chemo.I would also like to know the food to avoid the most.
I'm also sorry for your loss.Doug was truly a good soul that impacted you even if it was thru a tv screen.We who had the chance to share in just a small part of is life are the better for it. Hope to hear from you soon. Thanks for taking the time
cheri

posted on May 11, 2007 at 2:55 AM

John wrote:

Hey Brian. I really thought you were such an {EDITOR'S NOTE: KEEP IT CLEAN} as I watched the first season and well into this season. You were the one I loved to hate ... Such a macho, {EDITOR'S NOTE: KEEP IT CLEAN} . At least, that's what I thought. Boy, was I wrong! You have completely turned me around since I (and we all) have seen the real Brian Peeler. The caring friend who isn't afraid to put himself out there. I really feel for you brother, and hope that your burden will be lessened as time goes by. Keep working with Cheo. He surely needs you at this time. I hope all goes well with his transplant. If you actually read these things, it would be cool if you could let us know how Cheo makes out and also, it would be very cool if you guys could put up a picture of Doug on one of those vacant walls and the cameras could pan it from time to time so we can see our "friend" every once in a while. Peace man!
John

posted on May 12, 2007 at 4:48 PM

Sheri Senecal wrote:

Brian:
After watching these episodes with the tragedy that happened to Doug and your feelings I cried like a baby....for I understand only too well what loss like that feels like. It was courageous and kind of you to open up about your feelings and share your grief not only with the the other trainers but with those of us who watch. I have particularly loved to see the emotional growth you have shown by knowing and loving Doug...and I have alot of admiration and respect for your friendship and the honor your have shown for Doug. I was extremely touched by your story to Cheo about the hummingbird landing in your hand and just sitting there looking directly at you before flying away...being a firm believer in a higher power I KNOW that was Doug trying to comfort you in your grief and I know he smiles upon you now. You have grown spiritually and emotionally and are practicing Dougs philosophy of life. He would be very proud of you....I know I am.

posted on May 14, 2007 at 3:31 AM

Becky Kobi wrote:

Hey Mr. Peeler, Becky here. As I watch the episode about Doug passing, it dawned on me, maybe Heaven needs more angels and had a higher calling.
Just wish i could attend one of the bootcamps, but, can;t due to expense and time constraints.
be well
becky

posted on May 15, 2007 at 9:14 PM

L wrote:

Brian,
I sure do hope there's another season of Workout and I hope we DO get to see more of you guys. It wasn't until late in the season that viewers got to see the real you. I am so sorry for your loss. It broke my heart, especially hearing the hummingbird story.

I've never written in a blog like this before, but after watching tonite, I just had to.

Your fiance is a lucky woman, and I can see that with all that's happened, you appreciate her and I wish you both happiness and love. Look at that love as a gift that Doug helped you to be more open to. I know you miss him, but I KNOW he's with you always...he's touched your heart and through you has touched many. God bless. You are a good man.

posted on May 15, 2007 at 11:08 PM

colleen wrote:

My heart just melts to all of you guys going through losing Doug. Just watching the show I even wanted to be his best friend and when I saw he was sick on the show it just literally made my heart ache. .but It is what you take out knowing him and how he made such differece in all your lives. I hope you know he will always be with you in your hearts and he can always hear you when you talk to him.. good luck and happiness to all of you!!!!

posted on May 15, 2007 at 11:10 PM

colleen wrote:

My heart just melts to all of you guys going through losing Doug. Just watching the show I even wanted to be his best friend and when I saw he was sick on the show it just literally made my heart ache. .but It is what you take out knowing him and how he made such differece in all your lives. I hope you know he will always be with you in your hearts and he can always hear you when you talk to him.. good luck and happiness to all of you!!!!

posted on May 15, 2007 at 11:11 PM

colleen wrote:

My heart just melts to all of you guys going through losing Doug. Just watching the show I even wanted to be his best friend and when I saw he was sick on the show it just literally made my heart ache. .but It is what you take out knowing him and how he made such differece in all your lives. I hope you know he will always be with you in your hearts and he can always hear you when you talk to him.. good luck and happiness to all of you!!!!

posted on May 15, 2007 at 11:13 PM

Sandra wrote:

Brian,
You are so inspirational. Your loss and emotion are exactly how I feel for my mom. I lost my mom one week before the show aired on tv. I felt like I had nothing to live for until I heard your words. Your an amazing man. Thank you for giving me the courage to keep living. Doug was blessed to have you as a great friend. He was a beautiful man in so many ways. I felt your pain like it was my own it was just so real. Our lives can relate so well as my sister is also getting married in June and it breaks my heart to know that our mom won't be there. I want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. You are truly an amazing man. Words can't express how much you touched my heart.

posted on May 15, 2007 at 11:14 PM

Sheri Winstanley-Marshall wrote:

Brian...I am writing to you to hopefully help you with your loss. In 1989 my best friend was killed by a drunk driver she was an only child and her father had proceeded her in death by 11 years. When DeeDee was killed I was so angry, bitter, and did not want to be that close to anyone ever again. I was 28 when she was killed. I was so bitter and angry that no one wanted to be around me. Nothing anyone says to you will help. You think what they say does help and maybe it does for the "moment" but then there your hit with all of those feelings again. I can't tell you how I came to this realization I can only tell you that I was lucky that I did. My realization was this....There are people that live their WHOLE lives and are never blessed to have someone in their life that means as much to you as Brian did for you and DeeDee did for me but thats it and Thank goodness I got it!!! I was so lucky to have been blessed to have the best friend that I had in her. And after I came to that realization it made my life easier to face. I was truely blessed to have had her in my life and I was so very lucky to have all of the memories I had of her it was like I had something alot of people never had. How lucky I was that my life Was so RICH with her in it it made it easier now that she wasn't there. I was blessed and lucky and it has truely made me a more fullfilled person today. I hope that this helps. And I wish you the best.

posted on May 15, 2007 at 11:28 PM

Michael Armata wrote:

Its clear he's a wonderful person, Its clear he was somone to cry over without knowing him. Its clear brian cared for this man. What human being couldnt see that dougs' way of living wasnt just one or two inspirational qualitys of him as a person, But he presented him self with ease, and a soothing mind state. I kno if i were ever put in a position where ide be stuck with one person as a friend, comrad if you will, In some situation weither be beached on an island or my only soul to talk to.. with doug being a choice..hes simply top. Not just because of his good qualitys but because he had respect for others and showing he was a most gentle, fragile, person made you fall in love with the guy. He was just a ginuwine real human being with many morals that could be respected on any level. excuse me for the grammer, I had just seen the episode and its very upseting and to be honest sheads more then a tear everytime this gentle person is thought about in my mind. As trainer, working with people who you see everday in a laxed envirement and then not having them anymore, could only be felt emotionally rather then through words. Im sorry brian, I truley am, it comes to one as a shock when you wished you could have just spent that 1 second longer with the one whoes just not there anymore to share a laugh and a great smile.

Michael

posted on May 15, 2007 at 11:37 PM

Kelly Anne wrote:

You mentioned on the reunion show that you were tired of all of the questions regarding Doug's illness and that you wrote a note on your blog. I hate to ask again, but I would be very interested to read that if you could direct me to it.

many best wishes for your wedding and life ahead.

posted on May 16, 2007 at 2:10 PM

Bobby 'Girl' wrote:

Hi Brian;
You mentioned you had a blog that told all about the loss of your 'bestest' friend, Doug. Choe mentioned that he had helped Doug with 8 funerals. Was Doug the last living member of his family? I would relly like to read your blog about all of this, but I can't find it.
My heart and prayers go out to you, and every time I see a hummingbird now, I think of Doug.
Have a beautiful wedding and good luck in the future.

See you all next season? I love the show
Bobby'Girl'

posted on May 16, 2007 at 2:22 PM

Philly Rob wrote:

Very Sorry to hear about Doug, bro. I used to live in LA... I think I've actually met him around town... he was the nicest guy. So all this SkyLab talk has me very motivated. I am looking for information.. about actually comin back to LA for a month or two and taking your skylab plan... I am SURE... I would be accepted... just can't find the right link... and the right numbers, what am I doing wrong. Anyone that can come up with skylab info... please forward it to me. Chin up, Doug's lookin over your shoulder every day.

posted on May 17, 2007 at 9:54 AM

Dale wrote:

Doug is resting now, i am happy to have know him for such a short part of time. He's like a best friend i never had, he was sent here for us.... to show us how to live life, enjoy each others gifts and friendship. Iam missing him allso, I will cry with you, be strong and live the life he would want us to.

posted on May 18, 2007 at 8:26 PM

Candace Burke wrote:

I could begin this message with,"a cliche", but what would be the difference?! Anyone, including myself, can say, "I'm sorry!"..."What can I do?"..."I'm here for you." The 'difference' is: THERE IS NO DIFFERENCE! They say that cause they mean it or they say it cause they have to, but no matter who s/he is, it is genuine! My brother was one person whom I could trust...so I thought, and to this very significant day, I believe that I am selling myself short. I am not going to give you advice, per-say, HA...RIGHT...but who/what you lose greaters the value of those around you and your future. It never gets easy; however it gets better due to your memories, family/friends (I tend to think they are one in the same for few), and YOUR future. Good lucK!!

posted on May 22, 2007 at 7:57 AM