Aviva, People with panic disorder, need a (SAFE PERSON), for you this would be , Reed. The other women, most likely do not under stand, this panic disorder! I feel, YOU should be over the, the truma of losind part your leg. You have carried this around for way to many, years!!! Bad things happen to good people, every day. All the ladies welcomed you to St Bart's, you where still in panic mode. Reed, does these special's for, YOU, not the other women!!!!! I like to have a vacation with my lady friends, no men allowed. It takes away alot of stress, they where having fun, that is what a all, female vacation is about!!! You go back to the days when you had no worries, it is so freeing. Calling others names, was so uncalled for!!!, they do not have to adore your, husband. I have to ask, What do you call a man who rubs his (BONNER) against another lady, you call a friend??? What a insult to set up. Sonya with a man that is so indecent and sexually perverted, and old enough to be her, FATHER. You are not as, nice as you want people to believe!!! or you would just drop the uglyness, and stop talking about it!!! Either the panic, controls you, or you control the panic attacks!!! I had panic disorder, also from a truma, I control me, no attacks for, twenty years, now!!!! With or with out, Reed you can, die or be injured. Like does not promise, everyday will be a good day!!!!