Peggy. I know EXACTLY what you went and continue to go through. At 40 years old, I gave birth to my one and only son. I wanted him for so long, but the wanting did not prevent the postpartum from surfacing. I thought I had age and knowledge in my corner; turns out, it was my nemisis. The struggle back to normalcy is daily. One word for your husband, thank you for being so supportive to Peggy. She needs your support, desperately. Every situation needs a "hero" and you are this situations hero. Thank you for coming forward and sharing your experience. It is an opportunity for others to see this, otherwise, invisible disorder and be more empathetic to a situation they may not understand.