So this week I am in the bottom 3. I am a little nervous because I don't want to go home. I created a family here that I don't want to leave, and have started a journey that I don't want to finish. What I am doing is a life changing experience and is a part of my life I could never forget.

When I got pulled out of the photo shoot I had the feel that it would lead to me being at the bottom three. I think since I put that thought out there it increased my chances at the bottom three. So now I guess I have to put thoughts out there that I will stay.