Hey Jonathan! (Everything happen by a reason) forgbt your time fixing toylets, i mean you are an Angel of Moon full of Light go ahead and do it! I draw and paint and you are almost perfect if not. Im guy amd obviously 'you drive me crazy' like Fine Young Cannibals Song but talking serious listen the voice of your heart abov your dream and the passion of your soul, and fly, and fight. You have the light and the talent. Just trust in you! A hug!