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Confidence is Key
Kerryn discusses her breakdown in this week's episode and how it led her to victory.
Mar 17, 2009Today we took a school bus to our location that ended up in Nutley, NJ. People went crazy when Tyson showed up, definitely an interesting experience. Tyson and Nicole told us that we would be shooting while hanging from wires, wow! So I totally thought I could rock this shoot and ended up starting weak and finishing really strong. Once I got a soccer ball the game was on. My baby girl Amanda won the shoot and decided to take me along … super cool … until I was told I couldn’t be booked until I had more confidence, so I broke down, which I think I needed the cry but it still sucked. I felt like I was letting everyone back home down. So I gave myself a big pep talk and had a great cry in the shower and got myself ready to rock the runway.
We got to the runway today and were told that this week it was about the pose. It was hard for everyone. I know we all tried our best. Elimination was great for me. I got immunity this week so I’m safe for another week but they ripped apart Salome, Amanda, and Karen. When they chose to send Karen home, my heart stopped. Totally unexpected and it took all the excitement out of winning. I feel like I lost a good competitor today, and it should be a good thing, but it’s hard to be excited when it’s really sad and depressing for everyone around you. And by the way, the judges were proud of my shot and my walk. My confidence totally came up this week. Yea!
Oh and Perou called me a muffin top. Grr. Dieting is not my thing but to win this I’m going to have to step it up.
By the way Sandhurst is a jerk!!
Confidence is a big part of making it in this industry and being told you don’t have any makes you feel like you won’t make it after all of my tears. I got angry which is a good emotion for me. I can turn it into whatever I want. Usually it helps me get things done. I almost want to thank Sandhurst for pissing me off right before runway. Anger drove me to do my best. Period. Whether or not anyone thought I deserved immunity, I got it, they didn’t. I may not have even been able to celebrate, but I’m not one to gloat anyway so I showed the kids whats up this week. Be afraid, be very afraid! I’m taking this one home!
Hey Kerryn! My name is Sarah and you were friends with my sister in high school, Niki Evans! I told her your on the show so we'll be watching you and we hope you win!
Kerryn, You are beautiful and DO NOT NEED TO GO ON A DIET!!!! Jordan and have the other girls are probably anorexic and it is high time that we see a healthy model out there. It is possible to be healthy, happy, thin, and beautiful. You are fabulous the way you are, and screw the other people who are probably in bad moods most the time because their tummy's are grumbling. Don't do that to yourself.
Heyz,Kerryn I think you are the best out of all the models! It is great you are helping collin with his confidence and you are hilarious doing it!
you were so hilarious trying to push colin into the dark side. can't wait for the next ep.
Well hey there, "Viewer." Just because you're hiding behind a computer screen doesn't mean verbal harassment is okay, either.
Umm Kerryn, maybe I say that you totally ROCKED this episode? Honestly, screw the Bloomingdale people. They think you don't have confidence? Besides the fact that you're brave enough to show off your everything on NATIONAL TV? Yeah. You're gorgeous and one of the only people here that seems chill enough not to talk sh*t about every freaking person in the house. Hold onto that level-headedness-- once the drama kicks up, it'll keep you out of it :)
"Viewer" #1 is wrong. If you have a uterus, and are that hot - you are always allowed to grab junk, universal law. Everyone knows this.
You were throwing off some crazy sexy sparks on your last walk, nice. Good luck :)
You are a natural beauty and look the most modelesque and versatile of all the girls. If you have a hard time with confidence and/or looking in the mirror, start by looking at your photos and concentrate on all the things you like about how you look. I have a feeling that you may be looking in the mirror for flaws (that aren't even there) and diminishing your own beauty and confidence. Don't set yourself up to fail because you are scared to succeed. As for the "muffin top" comment, I would not take it to heart because no one else sees it and Perou's prerogative seems to be trying to get his 15 minutes of fame through abrasive mannerisms and not providing constructive criticism. He's like a modern bad parody character of a classic good parody character from the Young Ones. If you still can't shake his words, exercising is much more effective and healthy for targeting specific areas than dieting. Pilates is great for the core and will help you get focused and centered to boot. :) Keep rocking it!
Hey Kerryn, I met you tonight at the High Point while you were working. You gave me a couple of drinks for free. Anyway, I think you are doing pretty damn awesome on this show. I know that if you don't win or come close to it, something is definitely wrong with the judges. Anyway, take it easy, hope to see you again soon. Good luck!
Hi,Keryyn!!! You're doing a AWESOME job. I love all of your work. Never give up on yourself because sometimes it just makes other people give up on you. Keep on rockn' on!!!
P.S. When you were talking to Colin about your confidence, did you say I LOVE YOU???????? I think he was stunned when you said that!!!
---keep it real ,peace
You weren't preparing Colin for a woman, you were taking advantage of him because you knew he was too shy to tell you to stop. Just because you have a uterus doesn't mean sexual harassment is okay.
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