Cast Blog: #SUPERMODEL

Sincerely Very Nervous

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A Cosmo Man

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I AM a Supermodel

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Portraying the Sexy

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Throwing the Book at Me

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Hell Yeah!

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Big Things in the Future

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The Fire Within

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I Die!

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Make Us Proud

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An All-Boy Finale

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Pumped

Like a Fish out of Water

Just the Beginning

A Happy Ending

Damn My Skills

This Week Sucked!

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Believe In Yourself

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Catching up with Ben

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The Best Revenge Is Success

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The X Factor

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Gettin' Rowdy

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What More Can I Do?

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Just Wrong

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"A" for Effort

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WTF!

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Time Heels All Wounds

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Being Naked

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Great Job ... I Guess

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Beauty Shot

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Let the Best Compete!

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A Slap in the Face

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All Up in My Business

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Butterlies with Teeth

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Shocked!

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My Caribbean Thighs

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"Colin Had the Best Picture"

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Dude, Just Be A Model

Craziness

Horsin' Around

Close to My Heart

Sincerely Very Nervous

Holly toughs it out during her most difficult week yet.

This week has been the most difficult, nerve-wracking week yet. We were divided into couples for our challenge this week. I knew it was coming but I was not expecting to be with Frankie and haven't got along since day one. We never really had fought but we would grip each other like brother and sister, so before we shot at the Chelsea Hotel they explained what the challenge was.

We were asked to model lingerie, the prop was a bed but the catch was you had to have a "chemistry" while being intimate, I swear I've never been so nervous in my life for a number of reasons, firstly faking intimacy while having chemistry. My fiance and I don't even have sex right now and on top of that I had to forget everything we just said to each other. I was sincerely very nervous and it showed in my pictures, I looked very uncomfortable and the chemistry wasn't there, I wanted it to be there but I guess my nerves got to me. Right before the shot I had a glass of champagne to loosen up. Obviously I didn't drink enough, or I would have done better.

Frankie has decided that the reason the photo shoot and catwalk didn't go well is because I was drunk, which is absolutely ridiculous, everyone that was of age drank a glass before going on and that just really hurt me because I've only drank twice . I know Frankie wants me to go because I'm his biggest competition, but to lie to America and say the reason our photo shoot went bad was because I was drunk was the lowest most dirtiest thing to do to someone. I was put up for the vote which was expected. I disappointed myself and the judges, but I was just hoping that they would consider the other weeks and see my dedication and how much I want this more than anything and it sucks that my time could be cut short.