So this week was a difficult one. The photo shoot was very hard for me. It was hard to portray a sad emotion because I’m usually not sad and emotional. The shoot started out rough, but towards the end I feel like I got the job done. A lot of people felt pressure this shoot because they all wanted to go to Fashion Week. Too bad it couldn’t have been for NY or Milan Fashion Week. I wasn’t too surprised when Amanda won the shoot because she’s always emotional, and she always stares at herself in the mirror. I was happy when Branden won because he has been progressing so fast. I was just happy that shoot was over.
I was starting to get really worried about the catwalk because every catwalk keeps getting weirder and weirder. Sure enough, this was the weirdest catwalk yet. We had to become these horrible freaks and do odd things on the catwalk. All I wanted was just a simple normal catwalk. Is that so much to ask?! My outfit was so strange. I had this crazy mask, and this very very, very heavy metal thing around my waist. This was a hard catwalk, but I feel like I did what I needed to do. Thankfully — again — I was safe. I was so worried this entire week about going home because I felt like I didn’t do as well as I could have. So when I heard I was safe, I was jumping for joy. I just know now, that I have to kill the next challenge.