I can’t believe that I am here right now. Walking into the room and seeing Tyson for the first time was crazy. I wasn’t feeling too nervous — just really excited. The first thing we had to do was walk, and I couldn’t wait. I feel really confident in my walk, and I wanted to see what everyone thought about it. When it was finally my turn to walk, I felt like I really worked it out. Tyson told me I was ready to walk for some big names. I felt so good.
After our runway walks, the judges wanted to see our bodies. I wasn’t too worried about it. Cory told me he thought I was a little too thin. He said that he’s dealt with girls with eating disorders before, so I think he knew I was fine. Luckily, I don’t have to work on anything except for gaining weight.
Finally, we had a photo shoot. I was a little worried about the shoot because I couldn’t get a good vibe from the photographer.
At the end of the night, it was time to find out who would make it into the house. I was so nervous. When my name was called, I could not believe it. I’m in the house.
So I finally get to New York and I’m going to the address on the envelope. When I turn the corner, I find out we’re actually going to do a photo shoot. I could not believe it. All I wanted to do was go into our house and sleep. I saw a box in the air, and I figured we’d do a shoot in it. While we’re all standing around, we end up seeing Nicole come out of the box. It was so exciting. She looked amazing in the box. We end up finding out that we have to do a shoot in the box with a partner. I was pretty bummed when I found out. When it was my turn to pick a partner, there weren’t many people left, so I picked CJ. I was hoping that maybe the guys would struggle working together. I ended up regretting choosing CJ because she was very difficult to work with, but luckily we ended up getting a good shot. Overall, it was amazing doing the shoot in the box. I loved having people watch the shoot. It was great.
Later on, it was time for waxing. I didn’t have to get waxed, but it was fun watching the guys get waxed. They screamed like little girls. Time for runway! I love runway. Seeing the dresses we had to wear was so much fun. When I saw my dress, I didn’t really know what to think. There were these huge things on the sides. I knew this would be hard to wear. When the show started, I could feel the music and energy and I just went out tried to work the dress. After the show was over, I felt great. It felt so amazing.
When elimination came, I got nervous. I heard my name called, then got really nervous. I ended up having to stay on the runway, then got really really nervous. I ended up having to stay on the runway, then got really really scared. I felt I struggled with the photo shoot, and I thought the judges would hate my picture. I just hoped that my catwalk would save me. When the judges finally started telling me about my performance I was pleasantly surprised. The judges actually liked my picture. I could not believe it. I was so happy to know that after the struggle with CJ I actually got a good picture out of it. After all of the good feedback, I found out that I won immunity. I was so excited. It made me happy to know that the judges saw potential in me. It felt awesome to be the first to get immunity. Yay!