Cast Blog: #SUPERMODEL

Sick and Tired

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A Cosmo Man

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I AM a Supermodel

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Portraying the Sexy

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Throwing the Book at Me

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Hell Yeah!

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Big Things in the Future

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The Fire Within

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I Die!

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Make Us Proud

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An All-Boy Finale

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Pumped

Like a Fish out of Water

Just the Beginning

A Happy Ending

Damn My Skills

This Week Sucked!

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Believe In Yourself

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Catching up with Ben

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The Best Revenge Is Success

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The X Factor

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Gettin' Rowdy

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What More Can I Do?

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Just Wrong

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"A" for Effort

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WTF!

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Time Heels All Wounds

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Being Naked

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Great Job ... I Guess

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Beauty Shot

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Let the Best Compete!

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A Slap in the Face

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All Up in My Business

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Butterlies with Teeth

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Shocked!

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My Caribbean Thighs

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"Colin Had the Best Picture"

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Dude, Just Be A Model

Craziness

Horsin' Around

Close to My Heart

Sick and Tired

CJ explains why she hated the beautiful freak challenge.

Our next photo shoot was supposed to be all about emotions. We were in a mirrored box and had to show an emotion. I was feeling really down today and I was very sick. I had a really bad sinus infection that made me feel like I was going to pass out and a bad chest cold that made it difficult to breathe. So it was pretty much a shitty day. I tried to show vulnerability and a person who doesn’t recognize themselves when they look in the mirror. The winners got to go to Montreal Fashion Week and walk in the show. I was actually relieved I didn’t win because I felt like such shit.

I no longer cared about anything because I couldn’t handle living in a house with a bunch of catty bitches that wanted nothing more than to make everyone else miserable.

Our runway this week was the most humiliating out of them all. I’m so embarrassed just thinking about it. We all looked so stupid. It was called “beautiful freaks” and we were told to tell a story and just be weird walking down the runway. I was so unhappy with my outfit. I was put in a tiny thong with a prosthetic leg and a beaded shirt that showed lots of cleavage. I looked like a hooker on drugs. My ass was completely exposed and I was not feeling good about publicly humiliating myself. The leg they had me wear had tiny screws that cut my legs up and we had to stand there in pain for hours. Apparently the stupid c*nt bitch guest judge wanted to punch me in the face for being in pain as she sat her ass in a chair comfortably waiting for an elimination. I was so f**king mad about everything at this point. I felt defeated and I felt alone. I was so unhappy that Shawn was eliminated. He was the only person who took the time to get to know me, and when I heard the things that were said to him I wanted to quit. I no longer cared about anything because I couldn’t handle living in a house with a bunch of catty bitches that wanted nothing more than to make everyone else miserable.