George, George, George. What are you doing? Clearly Lina is not the woman for you. You have very low self esteem. This woman uses you as a doormat and lies like a rug. You deserve better. If it looks and quacks like a duck, then it's a duck. Wake the heck up!! Lina is a train wreck in progress and she will continue to take you along for the ride as long as let her. Be done with this superficial B-t-ch!! Heed the advise of your friends. She has shown already that she is unstable and incapable of telling the truth. She has hooked you with sex and that's never a good thing. Stop selling yourself short with this fool. Cutting clothes and breaking things is a sure sign that she really doesn't want to be with you, but for your inner circle of elite friends/associates. She's a user. Get out now and stay out. This woman in toxic and dangerous. She will push one too many buttons one day and you may react very badly which may require legal help. Also, I seemed to have a nervousness or uneasiness around her. You seems always waiting for the next shoe to drop. This is no way to live. Don't sacrifice your well being for this trainwreck. Don't drown yourself in alcohol, sex and other things because you feel a need or sense of desparation to be with this woman. It's never worth it. Please let her go before she pulls you in even deeper with more lies and deceptions. Again, move on. I don't think it's too late for Sorah and you. Take what you didn't have with Sorah and turn it into something that you can have with her. You say you've learned, then show it by living a good and responsible life with those who really care and love you. God Bless and thanks for reading this. This truly comes from the heart.