I'm at that point in life however where I'm really looking for someone to share the rest of it with. I'm not on a timeline here, but I only see myself in Miami I like what Lina brought to the table. I think it's unfortunate that a lot of it is dwarfed by her temper and sometimes unfiltered responses (which I think is a maturity issue and we all mature as time goes on depending on the environment), but as I said before (maybe its a character flaw, maybe not) I always try to find the good in a situation or person.
I think right now I'm beyond confused and experiencing a lot of new emotions which has been although frustrating, a bit exciting. Beyond that it's about my own choices and I think I've done alright so far, as I have some of the best friends and concerned parties a person could ask for. The bottom line is though I could honestly say I wish things could be smoother, nothing good ever comes easy. I'm just going to take a new approach and stop trying so hard and see what evolves or doesn't - at this point I've paid my penance.... In the meanwhile I can promise you this hasn't completely occupied my total attention, and right now I'm enjoying the heck out of another lousy day in Paradise!