Hi Julia (from a mother of two barely adult children). I just loved you start to finish. You are human and willing to look at yourself in an honest way, something most people just aren't able to do. You are so far ahead of the curve, keep it up. I actually started looking internally at myself at age 14 and I didn't figure out HONESTLY who I was (the good, the bad and the ugly) and accept and forgive my down falls and admire my goodness until I was 27. Once you get there, you will live life not only honestly but you'll attract those you need in your life to keep you happy. It's okay if can't get everyone to like you, NO ONE CAN...remember even your worst enemy has a best friend. We're all different (thank God) and you are very refreshing. Are you needy (or were, I don't know about now since the show isn't on the air right now), but YES< YES<YES, you were very needy and annoying to those guys and hopefully you'll settled down and stop doing that (I think you will, you listen very well). Some people I know would be so insulted by the truths that you heard about yourself and storm off....not you, you would listen and realize you needed to make changes.....Good for you! I think you are a kind, gentle (sometimes needy and needy isn't evil or bad, it's just sometimes annoying which only hurts you not others) and it all makes you human and extremely likeable as far as I'm concerned. Don't change too much, there is a guy out there who'll love you for who you are, just continue to listen and tweek a few things that might be a turn off others. Remember, the guy HAS to like the girl more or it won't work...sorry, but that's the way it is and even if you feel as if you like him more DON'T SHOW IT. He has to think you are in control and ready to walk away at any moment, it's the whole " I want what I can't have" that men often fall weak to.......sad, but true. Stay strong, stay in control, he needs to be the needy one out of the two of you and stay sweet!! Can't wait for the next season to start.