Because Neill and I got off to a really rocky start, I can tell that this relationship is going to be an uphill battle. Neill deserves my sincerity, my kindness, and my apology, and I hope that I get another chance to give her all those things. We will probably never agree on our opinions of right and wrong, because we come from two different worlds, but I hope that we can put this behind us and start over. So far, both dinners have ended poorly…I'm just hoping the third time's the charm.
And as strange as it may sound, this whole mess has become a blessing in disguise. It has reminded me that I'm not perfect, I'm not always right, and that perception is reality.
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