Courtney Kerr

Courtney's not sure what the future holds for her and Matt.

on Oct 22, 2011

Watching the finale of Most Eligible really brought back a lot of emotions for me. It reminded me of so much… the good times, the bad times, the lessons of learned, the lessons I've taught, and the friendships that mold my life and me. But most of all, it reminded me what I've learned about love. You have to give it to receive it. You have to be selfless with it. You have to do it unconditionally. You have to remember that you might lose it. And you have to recognize that sometimes when you go out on a limb with love, it can change everything...

The love that I share with most of the people in this cast is beyond any other type of love I've ever experienced. All of these friendships fuel different emotions in me and cater to different parts of my personality, and I love each friendship completely differently. Although Drew and I have been through our fair share of drama, I have learned that I love him because we are so much alike. We both have larger than life personalities, say exactly what we think, and are hopeless romantics at heart. Tara is the big sister I never had and always wanted, and I love her so much, because I admire her and really treasure her advice. And then there's Matty... My relationship with Matt has gone through every stage possible. Our friendship is truly unique. If you would’ve told me at the beginning of this process that we would end up exploring something romantic, I never in a million years would've believed you. But I guess that's the funny thing about love. You never know where its going to take you next...