Courtney Kerr

Courtney's not sure what the future holds for her and Matt.

on Oct 22, 2011

I don't know what the future holds or what will happen with Matt and me. I don't know if he and I will ever date, be in an exclusive relationship, or if he will ever be ready to settle down with just one woman, but I do know that he and I will always be in each other’s life in some capacity. Since that fated night at Possum Kingdom, our lives have taken us in new directions, and new doors have opened for both of us. Although we explored romance, it didn’t really pan out how I know y’all, or I, hoped it would. I want more than anything to be valued, and respected, and treated with sincere, genuine, selfless love by a man who is deserving of my heart. Matt isn't in a place to give me what I want right now, and there is nothing wrong with that. But I'm smart enough not to sit and wait on a man's timing to kick in. I truly believe that someone perfect is out there...and perhaps he has every quality on my silly, never-ending checklist!