This was a great episode, because I get to spend time with my ex-girlfriend from Sacramento/San Francisco, who had my heart for about four years. She is a beautiful, amazing, and strong girl! Her 5'1'' frame packs a powerful punch! She used to always say, "Five foot fabulous!" Haha!
Although we aren't together anymore, we remain close friends, and since neither of us is really dating anyone too seriously at this point, we feel comfortable enough with each other now that we can hang out and enjoy each other's company without any expectations. Seems to be a pretty good deal for me, since I am not at a point in my life where I am ready to commit completely. Football has been great to me but very unstable, forcing me to move quite often, not to mention all of the other ventures I am working on, my denim line, etc. This can make it very taxing to be in a serious relationship!
It is not easy following your dreams and staying true to yourself. I just hope and pray that by following my heart God will do his thing with us, making us both happy together down the road when the timing is better or both happy leading different lives. I cannot expect Rebecca to wait around for me, nor would I ever ask. She is an amazing woman and I know I am running the risk of losing her forever, but I can't let that stop me from being true to myself at this juncture in my life.