Five Foot Fabulous

Glenn gushes about his ex-girlfriend, Rebecca.

This was a great episode, because I get to spend time with my ex-girlfriend from Sacramento/San Francisco, who had my heart for about four years. She is a beautiful, amazing, and strong girl! Her 5'1'' frame packs a powerful punch! She used to always say, "Five foot fabulous!" Haha! 

Although we aren't together anymore, we remain close friends, and since neither of us is really dating anyone too seriously at this point, we feel comfortable enough with each other now that we can hang out and enjoy each other's company without any expectations. Seems to be a pretty good deal for me, since I am not at a point in my life where I am ready to commit completely. Football has been great to me but very unstable, forcing me to move quite often, not to mention all of the other ventures I am working on, my denim line, etc. This can make it very taxing to be in a serious relationship! 

It is not easy following your dreams and staying true to yourself. I just hope and pray that by following my heart God will do his thing with us, making us both happy together down the road when the timing is better or both happy leading different lives. I cannot expect Rebecca to wait around for me, nor would I ever ask.  She is an amazing woman and I know I am running the risk of losing her forever, but I can't let that stop me from being true to myself at this juncture in my life. 

I give her a lot of credit for coming out here to Dallas to hang out. I was a little nervous picking her up at the airport! It had been about six months since I saw her, so the butterflies were in full effect. We always had the so much fun together, as you can see! 

The chocolate shop, Dude, Sweet Chocolate, was a blast! Rebecca loves chocolate, so I thought it would be unique to go make our own and feed a little to each other! When we got back home, things got pretty sentimental and emotional on the roof. It is hard to be with someone for such a long time and not expect to have some of those past feelings bubble up. I am so glad she came to visit and I hope you guys enjoy getting to know her a little bit and seeing how it was possible for my heart to be in her possession for such a long time!  

Thanks again for all your support and feedback on the show! I really appreciate it. Have a wonderful week! Until next time.

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Who Run the World

Neill talks about her band's debut and being a single mother.

Hello there, beautiful people! Lots of love, love, love to you all! Thanks for hanging in with us here through all these episodes… Who'd have known everything would turn out the way it did? The good news is I believe everything happens for a reason. 

As far as this final episode goes, I don't have too much to say. I believe the majority of the episode speaks for itself… it was nice, funny, awkward, charming, and in the end, my band got to play! I was very happy we got some of that on the last episode. I love how they showed us (my band, Kitty LaLa) playing the song "Come Home With Me" as Matt and Courtney had an intimate stare/gaze-into-my-eyes-before-we-kiss moment... Hey, that's what I write for, moments like that!  

Anyway, the show was a success, and to conclude it all, I've got to give you a bit of my "behind the scenes/is it time to pull my hair out/what did I just do" inside scoop!

1. Filming a reality show is the most stressful job I've ever had in my life! 

2. I was writing and putting my band together as the show was being filmed… Talk about stress! Aside from the fact that I'm a new mother, that one really took the cake! Glad you all got to see a glimpse of our Dallas debut. Very proud of myself and the guys… Kitty LaLa killed it!

Thank you everyone for all of your sweet, beautiful, and encouraging words. It means a lot not only as a mother, but as a single mother finding her own path, a singer/songwriter/entrepreneur, and most importantly, a young woman coming into her own. I consider this experience as a true blessing. I see all the beauty that could've come from it along with everything in between… Thank you all for your sweet words and encouraging statements. Everyone on the show has been such a blessing to me and my son. I love all of you! 

I would love to hear from you (seriously!). You can contact me via Twitter @NeillSkylar or Facebook me (if my personal page is overloaded, just hit my fan page and I'll be sure to get back to you even quicker, hehe).

And please be sure to like my band Kitty LaLa or follow us on Twitter (preferably both) @KittyLaLaMusic! Here's our new music video, "Come Home With Me" --http://youtu.be/nYSoigfFnFE

Love you all so much! Please keep in touch! Muah! And for all those single mamas out there, let's stick together. If we can do all that we do, we might as well take over the world! All my love, heart, and soul to you all! God Bless! Once again… XOXO! 

 

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