Ridin' Solo

Neill's relived to be done with Matt's dating baggage.

I had a good laugh at myself when I looked at the camera and said, "I like being solo!" I looked at myself in the eyes through TV land and said, "Yo, Neill, if I didn't know you like 99% of viewers don't, I totally would've just shouted, 'That chick just LIED!'" and then my son threw a handful of cheerios at the screen, which instantly reminded me that I'm indeed not solo! Haha, OK, just had to get that off my chest! Moving on to the less important stuff… 

Now that Matt and his lovely Court are officially "courting" (only a little pun intended) one another, I no longer have to deal with that dating baggage! Yay! I used to think having a child was a lot to bring to the table (and it is), but Matt's "bestie" took the cake! I mean, Maj was at least super friendly and welcomed Matt with open arms (literally!), while I was greeted with jabs, I-don't-know-you-but-I-hate-you glares, "Where's your baby daddy," and "Why you do you have a baby, don't you know I want one?!" This all around awkwardness is over in that love triangle/square/or duplexathon (that's if you add the "ho train" as Court called it!) Honestly, whatever makes Matt happy makes me happy. I just can't help but laugh at it all just a little bit.

Matt's event was awesome! So amazing and very proud of him. Yay, Matt! (I just felt a glare from Court through my computer screen…weird.) His charity is going to be annual now, so it was clearly a great success! Woohoo!

OK, that's all I got for tonight! Bye, everyone! Have a beautiful night, say your prayers, and don't let the bed bugs bite, and if they do… well, get rid of them! Lots of love to you all! Talk to me anytime on Twitter @NeillSkylar where we can fall in tweet, tweet love together! Muahh! 

Neill Skylar and Maj 

PS: I got to thinking, if they get married (why did a really awkward song just come on my iPod as I wrote that?), do you think I may be invited to the wedding? Do you think Courtney would want Maj as the ring bearer, and more importantly, me as a bridesmaid? Just wonderin'…

Who Run the World

Neill talks about her band's debut and being a single mother.

Hello there, beautiful people! Lots of love, love, love to you all! Thanks for hanging in with us here through all these episodes… Who'd have known everything would turn out the way it did? The good news is I believe everything happens for a reason. 

As far as this final episode goes, I don't have too much to say. I believe the majority of the episode speaks for itself… it was nice, funny, awkward, charming, and in the end, my band got to play! I was very happy we got some of that on the last episode. I love how they showed us (my band, Kitty LaLa) playing the song "Come Home With Me" as Matt and Courtney had an intimate stare/gaze-into-my-eyes-before-we-kiss moment... Hey, that's what I write for, moments like that!  

Anyway, the show was a success, and to conclude it all, I've got to give you a bit of my "behind the scenes/is it time to pull my hair out/what did I just do" inside scoop!

1. Filming a reality show is the most stressful job I've ever had in my life! 

2. I was writing and putting my band together as the show was being filmed… Talk about stress! Aside from the fact that I'm a new mother, that one really took the cake! Glad you all got to see a glimpse of our Dallas debut. Very proud of myself and the guys… Kitty LaLa killed it!

Thank you everyone for all of your sweet, beautiful, and encouraging words. It means a lot not only as a mother, but as a single mother finding her own path, a singer/songwriter/entrepreneur, and most importantly, a young woman coming into her own. I consider this experience as a true blessing. I see all the beauty that could've come from it along with everything in between… Thank you all for your sweet words and encouraging statements. Everyone on the show has been such a blessing to me and my son. I love all of you! 

I would love to hear from you (seriously!). You can contact me via Twitter @NeillSkylar or Facebook me (if my personal page is overloaded, just hit my fan page and I'll be sure to get back to you even quicker, hehe).

And please be sure to like my band Kitty LaLa or follow us on Twitter (preferably both) @KittyLaLaMusic! Here's our new music video, "Come Home With Me" --http://youtu.be/nYSoigfFnFE

Love you all so much! Please keep in touch! Muah! And for all those single mamas out there, let's stick together. If we can do all that we do, we might as well take over the world! All my love, heart, and soul to you all! God Bless! Once again… XOXO!