Sakes Alive

You Never Know...

Who Run the World

I Left My Heart in San Francisco

A Beautiful Gas Station Dinner

Achy Breaky Heart

Closer Than Ever


The Rules According to Courtney

Ridin' Solo

Surface-Level Fun

A Fairy-Tale Romance

The Hooker Convention

It's All Happening

Timing is Key

Oh, Grace Kelly

A New Outlook

A Vocab Lesson

Not Sorry

Follow Your Heart

Boys Will Be Boys

Lip Lockin' and Talkin'

Accent Pieces

Operation Beaver Snatch

Dating Dilemma

Five Foot Fabulous

Honey, I'm Home!


In Character

For Whom the Belle Tolls

More Than Meets the Eye


Giving Back

The Pursuit of Happiness


Let the Games Begin

Honest and Open

Rolling the Dice

Are You for Real?


Checking Baggage

Sakes Alive

Neill talks about her "dates" this episode and DIFFA.

OK, people! So that was interesting! Goodness gracious, sakes alive. Haha. I swear, I was SO tired filming that episode I could hardly keep my eyes open (as you could see). This was actually the first episode I watched at the same time you guys were able to. . .so I wasn't as prepared to see it! Haha.

First of all, Brett (my date from the double date), is a TOTAL sweetheart. Seriously, he really was! I gotta be honest too, I wasn't the best date considering I was about to fall asleep and we did have another couple with us having the time of their lives! Haha! So, on his behalf, he really was a cool dude (and a cute one too!). I appreciate him being such a great sport. . .even when I wasn't! LOL.

Then there's DIFFA. Man, Drew really did a great job and he had a couple of scenes in that episode that almost made me tear up. . .Go Drew! I felt his honesty and sincerity 100 percent, and that's one thing I really love about him. Thanks for that, Drew!

My DIFFA experience was great from a certain standpoint considering it was for such a great cause, and a little iffy when it came to Matt (even though I do love Matt!). He was out of line though. Either way, you'll have to wait and see how things turn out next week. (Honestly, I can't wait to see, cause I'm not sure how they do!)

Thanks everyone for your love and support. . .I'm writing this blog with my little one hanging on my leg (LOL) so it's time for me to go now! Lots of love and positivity to you all!!


Neill Skylar 

Who Run the World

Neill talks about her band's debut and being a single mother.

Hello there, beautiful people! Lots of love, love, love to you all! Thanks for hanging in with us here through all these episodes… Who'd have known everything would turn out the way it did? The good news is I believe everything happens for a reason. 

As far as this final episode goes, I don't have too much to say. I believe the majority of the episode speaks for itself… it was nice, funny, awkward, charming, and in the end, my band got to play! I was very happy we got some of that on the last episode. I love how they showed us (my band, Kitty LaLa) playing the song "Come Home With Me" as Matt and Courtney had an intimate stare/gaze-into-my-eyes-before-we-kiss moment... Hey, that's what I write for, moments like that!  

Anyway, the show was a success, and to conclude it all, I've got to give you a bit of my "behind the scenes/is it time to pull my hair out/what did I just do" inside scoop!

1. Filming a reality show is the most stressful job I've ever had in my life! 

2. I was writing and putting my band together as the show was being filmed… Talk about stress! Aside from the fact that I'm a new mother, that one really took the cake! Glad you all got to see a glimpse of our Dallas debut. Very proud of myself and the guys… Kitty LaLa killed it!

Thank you everyone for all of your sweet, beautiful, and encouraging words. It means a lot not only as a mother, but as a single mother finding her own path, a singer/songwriter/entrepreneur, and most importantly, a young woman coming into her own. I consider this experience as a true blessing. I see all the beauty that could've come from it along with everything in between… Thank you all for your sweet words and encouraging statements. Everyone on the show has been such a blessing to me and my son. I love all of you! 

I would love to hear from you (seriously!). You can contact me via Twitter @NeillSkylar or Facebook me (if my personal page is overloaded, just hit my fan page and I'll be sure to get back to you even quicker, hehe).

And please be sure to like my band Kitty LaLa or follow us on Twitter (preferably both) @KittyLaLaMusic! Here's our new music video, "Come Home With Me" --

Love you all so much! Please keep in touch! Muah! And for all those single mamas out there, let's stick together. If we can do all that we do, we might as well take over the world! All my love, heart, and soul to you all! God Bless! Once again… XOXO!