You have a "nice" voice like a million other "nice" voices. Because a person has a soft, beautiful, whatever adjective you may use, I think most will agree that the necessary quality, among a handful of others, is distinction. It's not there. It probably never will be. Just like sooo many other "nice" voices, you'll sing at occasional gathering of those who want to humor you, even foster you. The fact is you just don't have it. It's not memorable, it doesn't stand out. Your voice is a dime a dozen. That's just the way the cards are dealt I suppose. You'll be alright. Something tells me that you're going to come out OK.