How did you all like the second episode? I think this episode enabled you to glimpse into my life a little further although, trust me, you don’t really know me yet, hopefully soon you will though.
You at least got to see how awkward I could be, while I was on my first date with Sebastian. If I learned anything from this episode it’s that I laugh way to much, it was even making me uncomfortable. I guess that’s because I find every aspect of life fascinating, plus I can really entertain myself, even in the most boring of situations with my thoughts alone.
Anyways, the date went well and I enjoyed getting to know Sebastian further. Even though he can be portrayed as a player, he really is a great guy. Just like my ex, Cole. Even though you guys didn’t get to know him, he really is one of the best guys I know. It was still, of course, awkward when he showed up at Zoe’s party simply because I will always have feelings for Cole. He was the first guy I really liked and when you put him in a room with me and a guy I’m seeing, there is going to be some tension. I tend to create this type of awkward moments a lot, as you will see as we head further into the season. The funny thing is that I don’t really mind them all that much. So even as awkward as it was, the party was still enjoyable.
I was pretty glad when Cole left though because Sebastian seemed like he was getting a bit upset. Sort of like how I was feeling when Camille and Kelli were bombarding me with questions about my date with Sebastian. I don’t usually kiss and tell and I tend to keep my feelings to myself, I just don’t feel like everything needs to be shared. But apparently Kelli and Camille both want to just know “all the gossip.” If knowing the “juicy tidbits of others lives” makes them happy, then whatever, let them gossip. I just might have to restrain from shopping trips with them as I like my shopping trips to be quick and peaceful, as shopping gives me enough angst to start out with (I really am not a fan of shopping unless I’m looking for something in particular).
Also, shopping at intermix didn’t make it any better. I’m sorry, but spending $500 on a shirt when in a third world country where a child only needs $500 to survive for an entire year disgusts me. I truly hope all of you feel that way as well.
I hope you all enjoyed this episode and got to know me a little bit better! Talk to you next week!
Love, Taylor Paige