First of all, let me apologize to all of you for being MIA. (missing in action) for the first few weeks of blogging. I have had some serious things going on in my personal life and needed to get a grip on things. But I'm ready to dish it out with all of y'all.
So it's about three days or so after the pool party where I had my fight with The Beast (Asa), so naturally I'm still going through the emotions of the incident. Mike decides to come over so we can talk about it and unfortunately at this point there's alcohol involved... again. Everybody knows that we get forgetful and start saying nonsense when we drink, but I must say that I was truly on another planet. I was talking in circles and nothing made sense. Mike is someone that I've known since I was 13 years old and he claims to truly care about me, but if he cares about me, don't you think he could tell me to stop drinking the wine because I'm not making any sense? A true friend should always be there to look out for you... especially when they see you're drunk, emotional, and unable to stop! Thanks, Mike.
Yes, I think I told 20 different stories about what happened at that pool party, mostly because I drank a bottle of whisky before that fight went down. But, I think the main issue for me was trying to express to Mike that I hated the person I became when I got upset. I hated becoming violent and unable to be controlled. He wasn't listening or caring about the pain I was feeling, so I immediately removed myself and ran to the bathroom. Again, thanks Mike!!!
I have to be honest, the last two episodes all I can think about is my girl MJ and how horribly she's being treated by her bff Reza. I'm not sure why Reza and Lilly decide to talk shit about MJ behind her back. I clearly remember when Lilly told me it wasn't nice that I called The Beast (Asa) a "transvestite" look-a-like. So if it wasn't nice for me to say that, then why are you saying she needs all sorts of help and diet pills? Majority of America suffers from weight issues and suggesting that diet pills will help is not nice.