Cast Blog: #NEWATLANTA

Africa: I'm So Disappointed in Myself

Vawn Has Grown and Changed

God Bless, Vawn Should Move On

The Fighter is Not Who Tribble Is

Africa's Amazing Ride on #NewAtlanta

Be Honest About the Relationship You Want

I Never Said It Was OK to Cheat

Emily Can Dish It, But Can She Take It

Tribble's Sorry He Got Out-of-Line

I Don't Get Vawn's Viewpoint

The Moral of Vawn's Story

Alex: I Can Be Childish

Emily Can't Do Everything Herself

Where Vawn and I Are

Alex: This Wasn't a Fight

Tribble's Sorry He's Not Sorry

Vawn Is Pickier Than You Think

Remember This is for a Good Cause

Vawn Wants to Know What the Ladies Want

You Can't Play With a Woman's Emotions

I Had to End It With Justin

Honesty Doesn't Excuse Bad Behavior

After His Speech, Africa Isn't Mad at Vawn

This Joker Has the Last Laugh at Africa

Maybe Vawn Took Advantage of the Situation

Why I Wanted to Make Africa Feel Special

Men Need to Be Lions, Like Vawn

Alex Is a Joke, and so Is Her Business

The Man Behind the Ken Doll

Africa Needs to Let Her Dreams Go

I'm Not in the Mood for the "Alex Show"

Africa, Don't Give Vawn Options

Alex Can't Fight Her Own Battles

Emily is No Southern Belle

Jevon Explains His Chemistry With Africa

Emily's Comments Were Out of Line

Tribble's a Little Jealous of Vawn

Emily Explains What a Trophy Wife Is

Africa: I'm So Disappointed in Myself

Africa can't believe that Alex followed her into the bathroom, and that her bad actions forced her to stoop to her level.

I could write about all the other things that happened in this episode but really for me there is only one thing to talk about: the bathroom fight.

I always like to have a "funny" or something cute to say, but I don't have any.

I've never felt as violated or unprotected as I did in that moment. To be followed into the bathroom by someone who's intent I will always believe was to attack me, is both alarming and disgusting to watch.

I've never been in a physical altercation in my life, but in that moment where my back was literally against the wall I had to defend myself. In that moment I couldn't believe it was happening and that she actually struck me.

Even with that being said, I'm still so disappointed in myself that I stooped down to the level of someone that is clearly so negative, violent, and destructive. What happened in that bathroom had nothing to do with Vawn and everything to do with someone that is starved for any kind of attention. It is very sad what someone will do for "fame" and notoriety.

I am glad to have all of you with me every week to share in my highs and lows. . .while this is definitely not my proudest moment, I can say it will absolutely not be a repeat performance in the story of my life. You will not see me in scenes with Alex or anyone else like this. Ever. Again.

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