I can't believe how quickly our season went! I must admit it was difficult to watch this episode. The ending of our show didn't really hit me until I watched it last night. There are so many things I want to clarify.
Let's talk about my two little girls. I cringed at the footage of me smoking in front of my daughters. I can't believe I did that. There is absolutely no more smoking in the house. I did quit for a period of time. I will continue to tackle it and I know with determination and prayer I will be a non-smoker soon.
Let's clarify on my relationship with Big Papa. We were together for three YEARS, not seven months, and we were in fact engaged. He is an incredible person and at this time only God knows what the future will hold for us. He is still my best friend and a part of my everyday life.
I have to be honest, I didn't really want to attend, It was the first time I had seen NeNe in quite sometime and with my girls being there I wasn't sure what to expect. I had a great time. It was great to see everyone.