Cast Blog: #RHOBH

A Wild Child

Kim: Don't Mistake My Sadness for Weakness

Kyle: I Have Never Had Anyone Put a Hand on Me

Lisa V.: I Tried to Warn Kyle

Eileen: Brandi Attacks, Then Deflects

Lisa R.: Kyle Didn't Create This Drama

#RHOBH Spoiler Alert: More Fighting and a Peeping Tom

Kim: Kyle Should Be Worried, Not Embarrassed

Brandi: Kyle Wants to Help When There's an Audience

Kyle: This Was Brandi's Master Plan

Lisa R.: It Felt Just As Awkward As It Looked

Lisa V.: Kim's Demeanor Was Questionable

Eileen: Brandi Loves to Stir the Pot

#RHOBH Spoiler Alert: Disgust and a Push

Yolanda: I Would Like to Apologize

Brandi: I Won't Make Excuses

Kim: I Wanted to Hold Kyle

Lisa V.: I Want Max to Be Ambitious

Eileen: Being a Stepmom Is Challenging

Lisa R.: Lots of Transition Happening

Kyle: We Are an Emotional Bunch

#RHOBH Spoiler Alert: Surprise and an F-Bomb

Lisa V.: A Naughty Child Shouldn't Be Rewarded

Kyle: Brandi Was Rude and Offensive

Lisa R.: It Was Shocking and Unprovoked

Kim: Brandi Is Brandi

Eileen: It Felt Like an Attack

7 Faces We All Made During This Week's #RHOBH

Brandi: Lisa V. Was Making Me Uncomfortable

#RHOBH Spoiler Alert: Shock and Tears

4 Questions We All Asked During #RHOBH

Lisa R.: Portia Is My Spirit Animal

Eileen: Brandi Showed Us How Not to Make Amends

Yolanda: I Took One for the Team

Lisa V.: Yes, Love Is a Big Word

Kyle: Moments Like These Are Frustrating

Lisa V.: I Won't Erase the Past

Brandi: I Don't Enjoy Anger or Grudges

Eileen: I Could Feel the Tension at Kyle's

Lisa R Reflects on That Bittersweet Episode

Yolanda: These Are Teaching Moments

A Wild Child

Brandi discusses the medication she took to fly and apologizes for her comments about Kim's boyfriend -- but not her swimsuit.

Wow, I'm pretty embarrassed by my actions in this episode to say the least. (I told you it gets worse before it gets better. Thanks for sticking with me!) Let me clarify, I have an extreme fear of flying. I have all my life. In fact, I have a prescription from my doctor for anti-anxiety medication that I use for long flights and smaller airplanes. It is the only occasion that I take them. While I did do a small toast for Mauricio’s birthday when we boarded, I avoid mixing my medication with alcohol, as its very unsafe. I now see how terrible this looks as it played out. Also, I did have a glass of wine once we had already landed and the medication had worn off.

While there have been many things being reported and written about me (especially of late), I would like to reiterate something to my fans: I have always been a free spirit and a bit of a wild child, but I am always the one in control. I am a mother of two lovely boys and that is my priority. That is why I only take anti-anxiety medication when flying; I hate the feeling that I am not in control of my own mind/body.

Moving on, I really liked the Hawaiian group. I really started to understand how hilarious Lisa and Ken are together. I'm a flirt by nature, so everything to me is in good fun. Lisa and Ken are an amazing couple and have a wonderful marriage -- something many of us admire.

I do however feel bad about my comment about Kim's boyfriend, but all you can do is apologize, which I plan to do.

As far as my bikinis go, well they are all very little. I feel like I only have a couple of years left until my butt finally drops so I am going to wear them until that happens. What does Julia Roberts say in Erin Brockovich? "As long as I have one a-- instead of two, I'll wear what I like if that's all right with you." I've never seen an age limit on a bathing suit tag anyhow. I feel if you're confident and comfortable in your own skin then you should wear whatever you want to.

As for Taylor, I was shocked when she called and said her marriage was over. But again -- that just isn't my business. I was feeling really bad for Kyle having to deal with all of Kim's drama and kind of putting a dampener on all of Mauricio's birthday activities.

All in all it was a fun trip. Hopefully next time I fly with cameras, everyone (including me!) will be more prepared.

Xx,
B

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