Lisa was very kind and asked the waitress to leave and although I told her I was fine, I am glad Lisa did that. Then we had yet another surprise visitor. . .the "C" word.
Cedric and his date came strolling into Sur like it was nobody's business. I did not invite him, nor did I even know that he was coming. Part of me sees that Lisa and Cedric really do care for one another and wishes they could resolve things. But as I have grown closer to Lisa, I realize and understand some things are just unforgivable. After Lisa and Cedric interacted I wanted to do my part and help get Cedric out of Sur, as Lisa had done for me with the waitress. I nicely asked him to go, and he did, thank goodness. I could finally breathe that evening and Lisa and I were in need of a giant drink after all the drama.
By the time Ken and Paul came over to confront me about the gay bullmastiff comment I had made in Hawaii, I really had very little of myself left to give. The truth will set you free right? I told the truth and I apologized. Nothing more could be done.
The drama continued later that night with Kim and Taylor. I chose to stay out of completely because I had had enough of my own that evening. However my friend Jennifer, whom I had brought with me that evening (a rehabilitation and addiction specialist) did attempt to speak to Kim at the party and help her but to no avail.
It has been a very fun and dramatic season on RHOBH. I have made some life long friends and if I don't come back for another season, I will take away from this the experience and the friendships I have made.