Cast Blog: #RHOBH

The Pressure's On

Kim: Kyle Should Be Worried, Not Embarrassed

Brandi: Kyle Wants to Help When There's an Audience

Kyle: This Was Brandi's Master Plan

Eileen: Brandi Loves to Stir the Pot

Lisa R.: It Felt Just As Awkward As It Looked

Lisa V.: Kim's Demeanor Was Questionable

#RHOBH Spoiler Alert: Disgust and a Push

Yolanda: I Would Like to Apologize

Brandi: I Won't Make Excuses

Kim: I Wanted to Hold Kyle

Lisa V.: I Want Max to Be Ambitious

Eileen: Being a Stepmom Is Challenging

Lisa R.: Lots of Transition Happening

Kyle: We Are an Emotional Bunch

#RHOBH Spoiler Alert: Surprise and an F-Bomb

Lisa V.: A Naughty Child Shouldn't Be Rewarded

Kyle: Brandi Was Rude and Offensive

Eileen: It Felt Like an Attack

Lisa R.: It Was Shocking and Unprovoked

Kim: Brandi Is Brandi

7 Faces We All Made During This Week's #RHOBH

Brandi: Lisa V. Was Making Me Uncomfortable

#RHOBH Spoiler Alert: Shock and Tears

4 Questions We All Asked During #RHOBH

Lisa R.: Portia Is My Spirit Animal

Eileen: Brandi Showed Us How Not to Make Amends

Yolanda: I Took One for the Team

Lisa V.: Yes, Love Is a Big Word

Kyle: Moments Like These Are Frustrating

Lisa V.: I Won't Erase the Past

Brandi: I Don't Enjoy Anger or Grudges

Eileen: I Could Feel the Tension at Kyle's

Lisa R Reflects on That Bittersweet Episode

Yolanda: These Are Teaching Moments

Kim: My Heart Felt So Big

Kyle: Kim and Monty's Relationship Is Unique

Lisa V.: I Needed an Uncomplicated Friendship

Brandi: Kim Is a Survivor

Eileen: Brooke Was a Gorgeous Bride

Lisa R.: I Couldn't Be More in My Element

The Pressure's On

Camille shares why she was so nervous to speak at the luncheon and gives us an update on her mom's sitatuion.

I already touched on Game Night in my last blog, but I do want to address a couple of comments Kim made that evening.

First: slut pig -- that was a riot. Hilarious, I loved that. We should have slut pig shirts made. Between that and "Big hands, Big feet, Big disappointment," we could have a whole line this season.

Now to Kim's other comment, when she mentioned me making her uncomfortable last year: I thought Kim's comment was a bit sarcastic, and even though she was joking I felt that it was a bit of a dig. It hurt for a second, but, after everything I’ve been through -- "sticks and stones can break my bones but words can never hurt me." I think when you’ve been through so much, the catty stuff doesn't seem as important. But at that second, it did bite a bit, because I've never gone after Kim. I've never said anything negative about her, and, if anything, I've always been fair to Kim. When Brandi cornered me and asked me a very uncomfortable question, I didn’t want to say anything about that because it’s not my business.

Watching this episode was ironic because my mother is in the hospital right now due to complications from surgery. I tweeted that yesterday, and I've gotten a lot of support from my fans out there, so thank you so much for your thoughts. My mom was diagnosed at the age of 46 with ovarian cancer. She was in remission for 17 years, until two years ago when she was diagnosed with cancer of the bladder. Now she has to go in every three to five months for surgery and for chemo, and now she's in the hospital for complications, but she’s doing well. She's hanging in there.

So tonight's episode was, of course, very emotional and poignant. When cancer affects somebody in the family, the whole family is affected. It's not just that one person, it's the whole family, and we’re there to support her. My mom and I and go out and do whatever we can. If we can raise money and raise awareness for early detection, I think that’s the best protection. In the past fifteen or twenty years, the medical community has made huge strides, and it's because of that my mom's still alive today. And thank god for that.

At this event my mom was being honored by John Wayne Cancer Institute, so I was asked to speak. You know, I can go on a talk show and be fine, but with my mother there and my friends sitting around the table I felt the pressure, especially since it was a sensitive and emotional topic. Plus it was the first time I had all the girls together at an event like that, and after Game Night and knowing that not everyone was talking, there was some added stress. I get very emotional when I think of my mom and her battle, and also others that are going through this. It's not just my family, but many of my friends are going through this with family members, and there are millions of people out there that go through this as well. It's emotional for me to discuss it, so you see me start to flub and stumble all over my words (as I'm doing even now). You can see I barely got through. I felt like the pressure was on!

It's so very important for me to be involved in raising awareness and funds for cancer research. I'm so proud of my mom and I admire her faith and especially strength. In everything that she's gone through she’s really been there for me, and that's incredible.

On a lighter note, Lisa meeting the wedding planner seemed as if it was straight out of the movie Father of the Bride. What a character. I loved Lisa's expression when he mentioned it would cost a million dollars for a Beverly Hills wedding, and she's like, "No! Not this wedding.' I know if anybody can put together a beautiful wedding that looks like a million dollars, Lisa can -- without spending that much. Lisa's very capable, and she'll be able to create something as fabulous while keeping the cost to something that she felt was appropriate for this event. It was exciting to see the process of that happening and the beginning of Pandora's excitement, so that was something very positive.

Brandi: Kyle Wants to Help When There's an Audience

Brandi explains why she was trying to get Kim out of Eileen's house.

Newsflash: I'M NOT SOBER, and fantasies are just that--fantasies. I've just about HAD IT with these judgmental women that pretend to be perfect and think they do no wrong. Spa day was fine other than the uncomfortable wine tasting, but I tried to tell some jokes to loosen the mood.

Poker night...Kyle called me and asked me to bring champagne in the car for the ride over to poker night at Eileen's, and we shared one bottle. I generally drink wine, not champagne, and was feeling good. As all of my friends have pointed out to me, it's the third glass that usually takes me to the dark side. Kyle had as much to drink as I did, but it didn't seem to affect her. I guess she must have a really HIGH tolerence. Eileen's house is beautiful on the outside--and it may be a dick thing to say--but creepy on the inside in my opinion. I switched over to white wine, and while there were a few appetizers (one made with kids' frozen mini pancakes and oddly colored salmon), there really wasn't much to eat, and it was dinner time after all.

We sit to learn poker. I'm drunk and hungry, and all these smart women act like it's rocket science. It was ridiculous. Sitting next to Kim, even in my intoxicated state, I see that she isn't herself. I tried to pretend like all was fine but knew that I needed to get her out of there. Kim had been sick for weeks coughing really violently whenever I was around her, and I asked her to go to the doctor, but she said it was just bronchitis. Everyone is noticing Kim isn't herself, and Kyle and Kim go off to the restroom. As Kim came out, she wanted Kyle to leave her alone and to leave. I went over to try and help Kim get the heck out of there. Kim wanted to say goodbye before leaving for some reason, so we went in the kitchen, and I grabbed a slice of pizza, because I was starving. I try to get Kim out of Eileen's house, because it's clear to me that Kyle wants to have this bad situation play out in front of the other ladies. I don't want that to happen, so I try to get Kim to leave. 

If Kyle was so worried and embarrassed about Kim's behavior, then why wouldn't she just let me get Kim home and out of this embarrassing situation? 

Brandi Glanville

Kyle only wants to "help" Kim when Kyle has an audience. In that moment of time, Kim was not in the right state of mind or condition to have any kind of conversation or altercation, yet Kyle persisted, even going as far as getting physical and grabbing me twice, as well as breaking my skin open to keep me from removing Kim from this bad situation. So ask yourself this question: If Kyle was so worried and embarrassed about Kim's behavior, then why wouldn't she just let me get Kim home and out of this embarrassing situation? Even in my intoxicated state, I knew that was the only solution. Kyle, while planes and yachts are nice, if family is everything, how could you treat your sister Kim the way you do?  

Until next time.

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