This week's episode was quite a dramatic one. After talking to Taylor in the jacuzzi we all went in to get ready for dinner. Although Taylor and I had an emotional conversation in the jacuzzi, I wasn't prepared for what came next. Taylor clearly has a lot going on in her life that she is finding to be overwhelming. My heart goes out to Taylor.
Taylor is the one I knew the least when we started this show. She started to open up to me little by little. I think you can see by our conversation that I may not have known everything about their relationship. Of course, now, I know a lot more.
I felt sad hearing the things Taylor shared with Kim while laying on our bed. It seems Taylor keeps a lot inside. I just want her to feel safe enough with all of us to be open about what is really going on in her life -- that way we can all be there for her and support her.
I laughed at me coming out in my towel and seeing them on the bed together. I was thinking "Am I seeing things?" It makes me happy to see my sister "bonding" with the other girls. I know, in spite of everything, she enjoyed herself that weekend. Kim and I actually ended up having fun sleeping in the same room. Just like when we were little. Laughing and talking. . . including her talking in her sleep.