Cast Blog: #RHOBH

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Kim: Don't Mistake My Sadness for Weakness

Kyle: I Have Never Had Anyone Put a Hand on Me

Lisa V.: I Tried to Warn Kyle

Eileen: Brandi Attacks, Then Deflects

Lisa R.: Kyle Didn't Create This Drama

#RHOBH Spoiler Alert: More Fighting and a Peeping Tom

Kim: Kyle Should Be Worried, Not Embarrassed

Brandi: Kyle Wants to Help When There's an Audience

Kyle: This Was Brandi's Master Plan

Lisa R.: It Felt Just As Awkward As It Looked

Lisa V.: Kim's Demeanor Was Questionable

Eileen: Brandi Loves to Stir the Pot

#RHOBH Spoiler Alert: Disgust and a Push

Yolanda: I Would Like to Apologize

Brandi: I Won't Make Excuses

Kim: I Wanted to Hold Kyle

Lisa V.: I Want Max to Be Ambitious

Eileen: Being a Stepmom Is Challenging

Lisa R.: Lots of Transition Happening

Kyle: We Are an Emotional Bunch

#RHOBH Spoiler Alert: Surprise and an F-Bomb

Lisa V.: A Naughty Child Shouldn't Be Rewarded

Kyle: Brandi Was Rude and Offensive

Eileen: It Felt Like an Attack

Lisa R.: It Was Shocking and Unprovoked

Kim: Brandi Is Brandi

7 Faces We All Made During This Week's #RHOBH

Brandi: Lisa V. Was Making Me Uncomfortable

#RHOBH Spoiler Alert: Shock and Tears

4 Questions We All Asked During #RHOBH

Yolanda: I Took One for the Team

Lisa R.: Portia Is My Spirit Animal

Eileen: Brandi Showed Us How Not to Make Amends

Lisa V.: Yes, Love Is a Big Word

Kyle: Moments Like These Are Frustrating

Lisa V.: I Won't Erase the Past

Brandi: I Don't Enjoy Anger or Grudges

Eileen: I Could Feel the Tension at Kyle's

Lisa R Reflects on That Bittersweet Episode

Yolanda: These Are Teaching Moments

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Kyle discusses the difficulties of navigating Spa Day and her relationships with Kim and Kyle.

Hello everyone! Well, this week we start off watching Lisa try to teach Adrienne how to cook a chicken. It was hilarious to see Adrienne so out of her element. Soap on a chicken? My daughter Alexia asked "What's wrong with that?" I started thinking maybe it wasn't that bad of an idea after all. When Lisa called to tell me that I laughed so hard! Now I may just have to try it.

Watching Lisa walk through Mohamed's home is truly jaw dropping. There are many incredible homes in Los Angeles, but Mohamed's really does take the cake. Whenever I am there I think to myself "Would you just lay around in your sweatpants in this house?" I feel like you'd have to get dressed up just to get your coffee in the morning! It's spectacular, and I think you will enjoy the episode with Pandora's engagement party.

When Adrienne invited all the girls to Spa Day at her house I was excited. I know she has state-of-the-art equipment and I was looking forward to trying it out. Adrienne went above and beyond as a hostess. The food and treatments were incredible. That machine really did make a difference with my skin too.

Now on to the rest of the day. . .I always struggle with explaining my relationship with my sister Kim. I am not sure why I am not always able to be myself when I am around her. I now observe our relationship as though I am an outsider when I watch the show. I can see that I am extremely uncomfortable . When my sister says something that makes me uncomfortable, I laugh. I guess it's nervous laughter. I feel very badly about what happened on Game Night. I made a lot of mistakes. In addition to that, I think I would have stood by my sister no matter what she said or did at that point in our relationship. I have had many people Tweet me saying they couldn't believe I hid Brandi's crutches. Anyone who saw the show knows that it was Kim who said she hid Brandi's crutches (on Game Night, Kim told me she had put them back when I asked her what she did with them). As a sister, I guess I am immediately guilty by association -- which, I think is why I get so nervous.

I felt so torn on Spa Day. I wanted to talk to Brandi and be able to get past all this, but I was worried Kim would be angry with me. I was right. Kim was angry with me. I have struggled to piece our relationship back together for so long now, and I am afraid to rock the boat. I felt I was in a "damned if you do, damned if you don't" situation. I'm not making excuses, I'm just giving you some insight as to where my mind was.

On Game NIght, I was told Brandi had questioned Kim's behavior to Camille when we had stepped away. That is what I was referring to when I talked to Brandi on Spa Day. I understand Kim being upset by Brandi's accusations, but we all made mistakes that night. I know, I personally am full of regret. A lot of you have asked me if I apologized to Brandi. The answer is yes, I have. You will see how it plays out. . .

I am an honest person. I whole heartedly admit I was wrong on Game Night. Which is why, I have to admit, that I was disappointed seeing Camille say she knows what it's like to be the "target." In Season 1 with Camille, I was strictly defending myself and telling the truth. If I remember correctly, I was the "target" at the Dinner Party From Hell. Of course, I could have handled things differently, but I stand by everything I said.

Thanks for watching!

Until next week....XO, Kyle

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