Well, the end is finally here. I couldn't think of a better way to end the season, than with Pandora and Jason's beautiful wedding. Lisa and Ken did a beautiful job making this day magical. Ken's speech was so heartfelt that it brought me to tears.
That wasn't a difficult task this season. I shed a lot of tears this past year. My relationship with Kim and trying to keep her issues under wraps were too much for me at times, especially with cameras hovering around. Kim and I had gone through so much at the end of Season 1 that I tip-toed around her. I wanted so much to be the way we "used to be." People accused me of being an enabler with Kim. However, when the cameras were down, I did confront Kim. I didn't want to address it in front of the cameras unless Kim wanted to. It wasn't my place. I never intended to "out" Kim in Season 1. What happened that night in the back of the limo was from years of built up pain and frustration. I do believe that all of this has helped our relationship. We are in the best place in our relationship that we have been for years, although, it was painful getting there.