Hi everyone! I hope you're all having a great week! In watching this episode seeing what happened at the dinner table was difficult for me. I excuse myself at the dinner table that night, as I just wanted a moment to catch my breath and regroup. I thought Brandi coming in was a nice gesture. I could feel her sincerity but it was a little too painful to go through at a dinner. . .Therapy? Yes! Dinner, no!
Standing in the ladies' room, I felt a lot of deep emotions and I just wanted to wash my face and get back to the table. I didn't want to make what happened between Brandi and I into any more of an issue than it already has been. I felt that Brandi, the group, and I were on the road to recovery!
And now it's seemed like Brandi and Adrienne were going at it worse than ever! I was happy when we get back to the table and saw that everybody had a book deal and enjoyed meditating! Haha. I can't say that I wasn't relieved that the focus was no longer on me, but I felt bad for the girls!
My main focus right now is staying well and trying to move forward. Moments like this are not good for any of us.
I was so happy the next day when we woke up and everybody was able to put this all behind us! We hopped on our golf carts and off we went! I couldn't believe Lisa. I should have been behind that wheel! Although we had fun, if I had been driving I would've given Yolanda a real run for her money! I thought Lisa had it in her! It's OK. Next time Yolanda!