I think it is very clear that the issues I have with Lisa come from a place of hurt because I cared so much about her. I wasn't having a great year this year because of some health issues and my father and I not talking, so I really needed my friends. During this time Lisa distanced herself from me and started cozying back up to Kyle because I wasn't coming off so well.
I wasn't 100 percent ready to have the conversation with Lisa. I was really hoping to do it one-on-one and not with the guys around. I was hurt because I went from being best friends with Lisa to her not returning my calls and getting close with Kyle again -- someone she has always talked trash about.
I had also been hearing about Lisa closeness with one of my ex-husband's mistresses. She was even going as far as asking me to talk to this woman about her up coming marriage.
Clearly it was a little bitchy of me to tell Kyle about the tabloids while sitting down the beach from Lisa, but I was hurt. It was wrong, but I was retaliating. I didn't even get to talk to Lisa about the real issues that were truly the root of my frustration and sadness.
I understand Ken defending his wife when no one else at the table, but I don't agree with the way he talked to Yolanda (who looked amazing in her bathing suit btw).
That is it. This episode really makes me sad. Until next time xoxo