Cast Blog: #RHOBH

Kyle Regrets Calling Carlton an Anti-Semite

Kyle: I Couldn't Do Anything Right in Kim's Eyes

Lisa V.: Everything Is About to Boil Over

Brandi: Someone Poked the Wrong Bear

Eileen: Kim’s Emotions Are Already Running High

Lisa R.: Kim Tends to Forget Key Events

#RHOBH Spoiler Alert: Caught In The Crossfires

Lisa V.: I'm Not Afraid of Kim

Eileen: Kim Has Exhibited Disturbing Behavior

Lisa R.: Why Do You Want People to Fight Over You?

Kim: I Shouldn't Have to Defend My Actions

Brandi: Having Fun for A Change

#RHOBH Spoiler Alert: Shock and Suprise

Kim: Brandi And Kyle's Feud Has Nothing To Do With Me

Brandi: Addiction Is Not a Negative Label or Insult

Kyle: Brandi Pulls Out Her Dagger to Deflect

Lisa V.: At What Point Is It Enough?

Eileen: Is There Any Line Brandi Won't Cross?

Lisa R: Let's Call a Spade a Spade

#RHOBH Spoiler Alert: Battle Between Sisters

Brandi: I'm a Ride or Die Friend

Lisa R.: Everyone Needs to Own Their Sh--

Kyle: Brandi Puts Out Lies, Hoping They Will Stick

Eileen: Brandi Is Acting Like a Mafia Enforcer

Lisa V.: Brandi's Behavior Was Unnerving to Watch

#RHOBH Spoiler Alert: A Clash and an F-Bomb

Brandi: Lisa R. Should Be Disappointed in Herself

Kim: Don't Mistake My Sadness for Weakness

Kyle: I Have Never Had Anyone Put a Hand on Me

Lisa V.: I Tried to Warn Kyle

Eileen: Brandi Attacks, Then Deflects

Lisa R.: Kyle Didn't Create This Drama

#RHOBH Spoiler Alert: More Fighting and a Peeping Tom

Kim: Kyle Should Be Worried, Not Embarrassed

Brandi: Kyle Wants to Help When There's an Audience

Kyle: This Was Brandi's Master Plan

Lisa R.: It Felt Just As Awkward As It Looked

Lisa V.: Kim's Demeanor Was Questionable

Eileen: Brandi Loves to Stir the Pot

#RHOBH Spoiler Alert: Disgust and a Push

Yolanda: I Would Like to Apologize

Kyle Regrets Calling Carlton an Anti-Semite

Kyle knows she should have been more cautious with her words, but she still doesn't understand Carlton's motivations.

This week Lisa and I decided to throw a birthday dinner for Ken and Mauricio. Mauricio loves Ken and the two really get along well. I didn't know it was Yolanda's step daughter's wedding the same night as the birthday dinner. When I realized Lisa wasn't invited I teased her about being part of the Dream Team. In my interview I say "Who makes up teams?" I was referring to Yolanda's comment at her dinner party. Lisa was clearly saying that we each pick six couples, not teams, which made sense since we were both throwing this party together.

Brandi's book cover was fun to watch. She clearly is a professional model. I have to say I 100 percent agreed with Nancy Hancock (who I also worked with on my book) on Brandi's look and dress. The pink was perfect!

After the painting party at Yolanda's, Joyce had told me Michael became very ill that night after Yolanda's lunch and they were concerned after what Carlton had said that day. If someone said to me, "Just wait and see what happens when you go home tonight," I would also have concerns. I honestly do not believe in witchcraft. I DO believe in bad energy and not wanting to be around negativity. The fact that Carlton says she used to practice black magic doesn't scare me as much as it feels unsettling to know someone would even WANT to do that.

Oh my goodness! Kim and Kimberly getting a tattoo! I don't have any tattoos and grew up with a mom who would have killed me if I did -- SO as I was watching, I was thinking "Mom would be so mad!" I thought it was actually a sweet mother/daughter moment. I mean, if your daughter wants a tattoo, you would rather have her come to you and be honest then just showing up with it one day and surprising you. Alexia, who is 17 and very close with her cousin Kimberly, watched the episode and seemed intrigued. She hasn't asked me about getting a tattoo, but if she does I hope I can be as open minded as Kim was.

Watching Kim and Yolanda talk about their girls leaving for college made me cry. I have already had one child leave home to go to college and the idea of Alexia leaving in just six months gives me a lump in my throat. I used to hear parents say "Oh, my son is going to college and we are turning his room into the gym," like "Woo-Hoo!" I WISH I could be like that. It seriously is painful. I never knew how painful until Farrah left for NYU (she transferred to USC after two years). I just wish they could live with us forever.

Walking into Lisa's, the party looked gorgeous. Every detail was perfect. I did feel bad for the pool dancers. It was freezing and the water was ice cold. Plus, they didn't know they were going in the water and they were worried about getting their dresses wet. Luckily Kevin saved the day with his awesome underwear act. Haha. I don't know if I will ever get that image out of my mind.

Also, Keith Chagall always makes the party with his guitar playing and the songs he makes up on the spot. Love him.

Brandi and J.R and really cute together. J.R. works at The Agency with Mauricio and is always a stand up guy. I mentioned the self-defense class and how Brandi really was hurt but didn't want to say, because I learned a lot about her that day. It explained a lot to me. I saw that she is very guarded and doesn't like to appear vulnerable and that a lot of her tough girl persona is maybe just that. I hope that Brandi and J.R sticked together.

Ok, well here we go again. . .Carlton. I don't even know WHAT to say except that it's ridiculous at this point. Once again she says that the mention of a nipple when we first met was offensive. I mean, the things that I have seen her do and say certainly do not indicate someone that would be offended by anything. She can build a "sex room" or whatever that is and show her masks and gadgets for all to see and hear about, but the mention of a nipple is not acceptable? Okayyy. Clearly she is not being honest and is just looking for a problem with me. I don't even know Carlton. They only times I have ever seen Carlton are what you have seen. I have never had lunch, dinner, or even a coffee with her outside of what you have seen. The girls and I had never met her before the Chamber of Commerce party and don't know anyone that knows her. SO what IS she talking about?

However, I do feel bad that I accused her of being anti-semitic. It occurred to me that MAYBE that was the reason she never liked me. But, in this town, if you're anti-semitic, you might as well pack up and move. So I should have been more cautious with my words. I have no idea what her real reason is for not liking me. All I know is her "reasons" just don't ring true. Why is she so offended that I asked if it was a Jewish star? And why does she continue to take advantage to deny that her microphone was covering it? She obviously knows it was tied onto her bikini. I know the difference between a Star Of David and a Pentagram, and if it wasn't blocked, I would have seen it clearly. I've explained that. Why can't she explain why she found it so offensive?

Carlton is not someone I could ever see myself being good friends with, but I have been nice and did try to make an effort to get to know her. At the dinner, Carlton told me I was nasty and disgusting. I honestly do not care what Carlton thinks about me. What other people think about me is none of my business. I am done making any effort with Carlton and will not subject myself again to her negativity.

Until next week. . .

XO,
Kyle

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Eileen: Kim’s Emotions Are Already Running High

Eileen discusses Kim's strange behavior during the scavenger hunt.

This week starts out with something I can get on board with: a little friendly competition. Well, sort of friendly.

A scavenger hunt in Beverly Hills, how fun is that? I was sort of excited. Unfortunately, it didn’t seem like Kim was too happy to be on my team. Maybe it’s because she “doesn’t dislike me, but doesn’t like me”?  OK. So now she’s harboring a grudge, because I invited her to lunch with Kyle and opened up to them about my sisters’ passing? She feels it was none of my business. I figure, what the hell? Life is short.

In spite of her feelings toward me, Kim, my friend Lynn, and I got off to a strong start. We were forced to drink milkshakes--that’s always a plus. Kim was confusing me with not being able to run, and then being able to run, and “let’s leave without the clue,” “let’s go back to get the clue.” But whatever, right?  WE WON! WE WON! WE WON! Go figure.

How fabulous of Yolanda to invite us to Amsterdam. I have been a couple of times, and I love it. But, I have to say, there’s a lot of weird energy going on amongst all the women, and I’m a little nervous about being with the ladies away from home with nowhere to run. Except maybe into a windmill.

Leaving Jesse and Vince is so hard! It’s especially hard for me to leave Jesse, because, yes, in fact it’s true: I have never flown without him since he was born. I admit, it’s not healthy, and the whole thing has gone way too far. But do I have to cut the strings THIS time? THIS trip?

I was disappointed when I had to miss the first part of the journey for work. The David Foster Foundation is an extraordinary charity. I have to admit, the 17-year-old in me was screaming with jealousy when Kyle got to dance next to, in her words, Steven F---ing Tyler! And she got to kiss him! Looked like an amazing night. And on top of that, the amount of money that was raised was off the hook!

We haven’t even gotten to Amsterdam and already tensions are running high between Kim and Lisa R.

Eileen Davidson

Seeing the plane ride over, maybe it’s a good thing I had to work. We haven’t even gotten to Amsterdam and already tensions are running high between Kim and Lisa R. The cat is out of the bag. Brandi had a frank talk with Kim about Lisa R.’s concern for her. Except, it was hardly “frank,” considering she left out the part about her also being very concerned about Kim’s well-being. When Lisa R. asked her at lunch if Kyle was worried about Kim’s behavior, Brandi’s answer was, “Is there anyone who isn’t?”  That made Lisa R. even more worried about Kim, especially given the fact that Lisa has a lot of experience with her family’s problems with addiction.

Bravo to Harry for making that decision for himself and his family, and Lisa R. for being so open and honest with their family’s struggles.

This does not bode well. Kim’s emotions are already running high before they even leave the airport. I’m nervous about what I could be flying into.

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