Cast Blog: #RHOBH

Kyle: Yolanda's Hearts Were Juvenille

Eileen: Brandi Attacks, Then Deflects

Lisa R.: Kyle Didn't Create This Drama

#RHOBH Spoiler Alert: More Fighting and a Peeping Tom

Kim: Kyle Should Be Worried, Not Embarrassed

Brandi: Kyle Wants to Help When There's an Audience

Kyle: This Was Brandi's Master Plan

Lisa R.: It Felt Just As Awkward As It Looked

Lisa V.: Kim's Demeanor Was Questionable

Eileen: Brandi Loves to Stir the Pot

#RHOBH Spoiler Alert: Disgust and a Push

Yolanda: I Would Like to Apologize

Brandi: I Won't Make Excuses

Kim: I Wanted to Hold Kyle

Lisa V.: I Want Max to Be Ambitious

Eileen: Being a Stepmom Is Challenging

Lisa R.: Lots of Transition Happening

Kyle: We Are an Emotional Bunch

#RHOBH Spoiler Alert: Surprise and an F-Bomb

Lisa V.: A Naughty Child Shouldn't Be Rewarded

Kyle: Brandi Was Rude and Offensive

Eileen: It Felt Like an Attack

Lisa R.: It Was Shocking and Unprovoked

Kim: Brandi Is Brandi

7 Faces We All Made During This Week's #RHOBH

Brandi: Lisa V. Was Making Me Uncomfortable

#RHOBH Spoiler Alert: Shock and Tears

4 Questions We All Asked During #RHOBH

Yolanda: I Took One for the Team

Lisa R.: Portia Is My Spirit Animal

Eileen: Brandi Showed Us How Not to Make Amends

Lisa V.: Yes, Love Is a Big Word

Kyle: Moments Like These Are Frustrating

Lisa V.: I Won't Erase the Past

Brandi: I Don't Enjoy Anger or Grudges

Eileen: I Could Feel the Tension at Kyle's

Lisa R Reflects on That Bittersweet Episode

Yolanda: These Are Teaching Moments

Kim: My Heart Felt So Big

Kyle: Kim and Monty's Relationship Is Unique

Lisa V.: I Needed an Uncomplicated Friendship

Kyle: Yolanda's Hearts Were Juvenille

Kyle doesn't think Yolanda's hearts were an accident and doesn't know where the group can go from here.

My apologies for not writing my blog last week. On top of holiday craziness, our beloved dog Roxy passed away. Thank you for all of your kind and supportive words. They were very appreciated. This is going to be a short blog as the episode already passed and we are on to the next.

After Palm Springs and all the craziness I was hoping we had all turned a corner. I accepted Yolanda's invitation to her dinner party and was hoping things would go smoothly. When I look back and see moments between Lisa and I joking and laughing (like we were when we first got to Yolanda's) it makes me sad about everything that has happened between us.

I found it ironic and somewhat amusing that I had been criticized in Palm Springs for telling Yolanda, Lisa, and Brandi that they acted as though they were a team -- and now here we were in Yolanda's home for her dinner party and she is referring to the three of them as "The Dream Team."

For someone who is so quick to criticize someone on their etiquette, I felt that Yolanda perhaps needed to brush up on her own etiquette skills. The hearts on the place cards were juvenile and in bad taste. Do I believe it was her subconscious? No. I could be wrong, but either way it showed me that moving forward was going to be more difficult than I had hoped.

Brandi clearly still has issues with Joyce and it was uncomfortable to watch. The group feels very divided and this dinner was making me feel less hopeful that peace was on the horizon.

Thankfully the Tenors brought a much needed distraction to the dinner with their beautiful music. If only they could be at all our dinners. . .

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