I’m finally on the couch, guys! It was definitely a stressful situation, getting ready for the reunion. I was a little nervous and anxious to talk to the women about the season, because after you have to re-watch what happened in your life for months—some things that hurt me very much—I knew it was going to be hard to explain that to these women. #Anxious
Of course the way I am introduced is by my love of awkwardly long hugs and love in the form of a male suitor I have never met before, LOL. I am not oblivious. I realize when you put it like that I sound weird hahaha, BUT I am just nice and love human connection. We are all connected, and I guess I just put more emphasis on that in my life than the other women. #HugsNotDrugs
Andy starts off by asking me why I was saying Kyle was being mean to me on Twitter. When I was watching the episodes back, I did feel Kyle was being mean to me. Every other confessional was about me being annoying as f--- or weird or that I needed therapy. That is really hard to watch. You don’t have to like me, but you don’t have to be rude every week. OR just tell me you’re feeling that way, and I will tell you more about myself to help you understand where I am coming from! #LetsTalkThisOut
I did think Kyle was being cold to me at Game Night, but maybe I just misread us not communicating much that night (because we didn’t know each other) as her being cold. I also tried to help Kim and Rinna actually hear each other when they started to fight, and I was genuinely trying to help Kim be heard, and I think I may have expected Kyle to appreciate that more than she did. I mean god, Kim said I was attacking her in that moment, which is a flat out lie… so I think we all have some communication issues to work on.
I truly do think Kim is in the wrong when she places all of her anger on me for repeating to Vanderpump what Rinna said. RINNA ALREADY SAID IT ON CAMERA! I had no one in this group who would listen to me beside Vanderpump and Rinna, and I wasn’t going to talk to Rinna who was constantly using me to create drama. #ThisIsntMyfault
OMG THE BUNNY!
I think it was calculated and mean, and she wanted to hurt Rinna by doing that on TV. Honestly, Kyle’s reaction said it all. Kyle was #Mortified Kim just did that. The whole thing was weird.
We will all have to wait until next week to see what happens… God this is exhausting, I need a #Nap.