Cast Blog: #RHOM

Apologizing to Lea

A Therapeutic Season for Alexia

Lea's Final Thoughts on the Season

Lea's Double Standards

Hoping to Move Forward with Lea

An X-Rated Reunion

Lisa's Vegas Regret

Joanna's Perfect Day

Lea and the Beefy Bus Boy Duo

Lea's Lip Service

Lisa's "Peacemaker" Problems

Alexia's Not Sweating the Small Stuff

Real Friends Don't Hold Grudges

A Fun Party, Minus the Distractions

Alexia's Anniversary Celebration

Lisa Loves Texas

Meet Joanna's New Puppy!

Lea's Walk Down Memory Lane

Adriana's Wedding Full of Waiting

Adriana's Two Loves

May Adriana Live Happily Ever After

Romain's Troubled Past

Alexia's Birthday Drama

Meet Dr. Sex Therapist Lisa

The Wedding Evite Explained

Targeted by the Hate Club

Lisa's Button-Pushing Behavior

Peter's Healing Process

Lenny's Lipo

Lea's Over the Haters

Adriana's Difficult Past

Joanna Talks Role Playing

Update on Elsa

Recovering Frankie and Peter

Lisa's Bridesmaid Ultimatum

Joanna's Outright Insult

The Birkin Bag Bonanza

Adriana's Glamorous 'Great Gatsby' Wedding

Lisa's In-Law Issues

Shocked by Lea's Secrets

Romain's Big Heart

Apologizing to Lea

Adriana shares her thoughts on her tear-filled talk with Lea.

For many months I had been been really sad and beating myself up over the downfall of my friendship with Lea. However it was interesting last week when I watched her sister say, "As long as we did what she said, we all got along great."  That statement really resonated with me, since this is exactly how I feel. Lea and I got along just fine all these years as long as I did exactly what she wanted me to say or do, but the minute I didn't speak on her behalf, she just turned on me. It felt really hurtful to see someone you loved as a sister just decide to punish you for what Ana said or did. I never really did anything to hurt her. But after listening to what her sister said, I understood that the problem is not with me but with her, since she likes to control people or else she will release her wrath on them... Like Lisa said, "She just likes to be the head bitch in charge all the time."

Those are her personal issues, and I'm not going to hold that against her, but I also will no longer blame myself for everything that went wrong between us. Nonetheless I apologized to her, since I felt really bad for not being transparent about my marriage. I know I'm far from perfect, but I wasn't doing anything to maliciously hurt her -- I was just protecting my son and doing the best I could under the circumstances. I felt really happy to see her open up and be willing to talk things out!

It was great to see all the girls act like adults and move on from the petty issues...

I'm in such good place in my life right now that I no longer want to dwell on negativity. I just want to forgive and forget and let love lead my life.

Many blessings to all!

Until next week!

Let's stay in touch:
Tweet me @adrianathereal.
Instagram: AdrianaRHOM
Facebook: Adriana de Moura

Read more about: