OK, so sorry my blog is so late! I wasn't quite sure what to write because I'm TRYING not to say a lot in this blog because I'm saving my energy for the next few blogs to come.
I want to start by addressing something that is really important to me first. I have been getting a lot of insults from a few haters. I've heard I'm a brat, spoiled, disrespectful, etc. I've even gotten from two or three people that I should kill myself! Can you believe some people? How sad their own lives must be. Anyway, the one main insult that I keep getting from people is that I'm fat. I get that insult at least five times a day. I like food, a lot ... A LOT. I am 5'9" and 134 pounds (yes, I just weighed myself!) I go back and forth all the time between a size 4 and a size 6. If that makes me fat, then I don't want to be what people call "skinny" these days. I am happy with how I look right now, I have been working out a lot more because I want to tone up, but as far as losing weight, I'm not interested. If certain people have a problem with it, TOUGH! This again brings me back to when I used to get bullied in school. Imagine, if I'm getting bullied for being fat, think of girls who are bigger than me getting picked on in school? People can be so mean. (If you are reading my blog and you are/have being/been bullied in any way shape or form I encourage you to PLEASE check out: http://www.twloha.com/index.php.) The Mission Statement on their website reads:
"To Write Love on Her Arms is a non-profit movement dedicated to presenting hope and finding help for people struggling with depression, addiction, self-injury and suicide. TWLOHA exists to encourage, inform, inspire and also to invest directly into treatment and recovery."
I want to raise awareness of bullying and show people who are suffering that it's never to late to get help, and that their life DOES matter. I think the main problem in life is that people (including me sometimes) forget that we were created to love and be loved.
ANYWAY, about the show, this might be a little out of order because I haven't seen the episode since Monday, so I'm writing my blog from memory.