So now viewers, you know some of the facts truthfully set forth. At this point I would like to shed some light on my feelings.
Yes, it has been hard to watch at times. Seeing yourself react isn't easy (keyword here being react, not act as a result of being mistreated). I have already admitted that my emotions sometimes got the best of me and I said things out of anger.
One that comes to mind in particular is the comment I made about Teresa's intelligence. It was meant as a joke, but unfortunately there was too much sarcasm and quite frankly, too much bite. But can you blame me? I had just hosted a beautiful evening at my home in hopes of having everyone come together and sample some of my ideas for a possible catering business. I didn't know how the other women would react to my home, my cooking, or me for that matter. At that point we were still trying to get to know one another. It was appropriately named "goddess" night, because I wanted to recognize each one of us for our best qualities. It was a wonderful opportunity to share that with one another instead of tearing each other apart with catty comments.