Hi everyone! So do we like the New Jersey Housewives on Sunday nights? As always I want to thank all of you who support me for your love. I've received so many emails lately, and I can't even explain the way you make me feel, thank you!
Well here we go, here comes the singing! I still can't believe it's all happening. Music was my first love! I could remember being in elementary school and loving music class so much. I would make excuses to just walk back in the classroom, I would purposely forget things, I would bring the teacher cupcakes, anything I could do to go back. I will never forget my music teacher, Mrs. Orkfiz. She wrote in my sixth grade yearbook that she can't wait to see me on the cover of People Magazine. I still have it and will never forget she wrote that. I loved her! Okay, I can't believe I pronounced the word wrong in 'Amazing Grace,' one of my all time favorite songs. I swear I know the right word, why did wench come out? I think knowing I was going to sing in front of the cameras for the first time got me nervous. Did it have to be THAT word? I'm sooo embarrassed! Please forgive me for that. We were laughing for fifteen minutes straight when we saw it, I knew the press was going to have a field day with that! I guess you're going to start to see a more vulnerable side of me. This is a long and crazy journey you are about to take with me. I still get incredibly choked up every time I think about the music and my father. I can't believe he's not here to see it happening, but I know he's watching! I am so excited for everyone to hear me sing, that was just a little taste, but as the episodes go on there will be more and more. I've toyed with the idea for years, but I always want to put my family first, so it was hard for me to make the decision to go for it. At this point I'm scared, I'm afraid, and I don't know if I can do it. But if I don't try, how will I ever know? Did you see Antonia and Gino jumping around the room? They are so cute and innocent, I them so much! Antonia is my mini me, I see so much of me in her. They now know every word to 'On Display.' It's their favorite song!