Teresa Giudice

Teresa is ready to move past the reunion drama.

on Oct 31, 2011

I can tell you the whole thing was brutal. We filmed twelve hours the day before, I only got two hours of sleep, and then we filmed the reunion. I didn't go with an agenda. I didn't go in to attack anybody. I was pretty shocked that everyone else did.

It's weird that we filmed the Season 3 reunion after filming Season 4, not after Season 3 -- that's never been done before. As you saw in the finale, after months of heartache on both sides, my family and I were in a great place. We're still a work in progress, but I had no idea Melissa and Kathy would come to the reunion for Season 3 with guns blazing. They had made little lists of how I hurt them, they were throwing jabs at me all over the place. First I was confused, because it didn't make sense. In real life, we've gotten over all that tit-for-tat stuff, so I didn't know why they were bringing it up again. Second, I didn't see how it made sense for the Season 3 reunion when we all just made up. Why don't Melissa and Kathy want to show our family as happy and reunited for even one week? It makes me so sad.

It was clear pretty quickly that everyone was out for my blood. I don't know why. I really can't keep up with it anymore. One day Melissa is at my house for dinner, the next day she's saying we don't speak. Kathy and I made up, then when Andy asks her if we're good, she looks at Caroline to see what she's supposed to say. And Caroline, wow, Caroline, I don't even know where to begin on that one except to say that I really did think her head was going to start spinning around...