Cast Blog: #RHONJ

Time Flies

Amber Calls Out Andy Cohen

Dina: What am I Doing Here?

Amber: Is Dina Coldhearted?

Dina: "The Reunion was Very Hard to Watch"

Teresa: We Love Hard, We Fight Hard

Dina: The Ladybug Event was Perfection

Amber: I Felt I Like I Was Being Hazed

Melissa: Continue to Pray for Teresa's Family

Why Amber Shares Her Cancer Story

Dina: I Was Team Santa

Teresa: I Don't Blame Jim

Bobby's Unacceptable Behavior

Amber: Dina is Jealous

Melissa: "We are Heartbroken"

Dina Reacts to the Sentencing

Kathy Talks Kevin Jonas

Amber: Dina Was Planning a Blood Bath

Jim and Amber Were on Different Pages

Dina on Bobby's "Bizarre" Behavior

Amber Calls BS on Dina

Nicole: Words are So Powerful

Teresa: "Kudos to Dina!"

Teresa: I Love the Show, I Love My Fans

Praying for a Positive Outcome for Teresa

"Tipsy Melissa is My Spirit Animal"

Dina's Lose-Lose Situation

Jacqueline on Her Status with Teresa

Why Teresa Told Dina the Rumor

Amber on Her Cancer Scare

Teresa: There was an Agenda to Hurt My Family

Melissa: I Do Feel for Amber

Dina: Gia's Beautiful Inside and Out

Nicole: This is Not 'Jerry Springer'

Amber on Her Meltdown with Teresa

Amber's Emotional Call to Teresa

Teresa Thanks the Fans

Dina: Florida Will Be the New Scary Island

Teresa: I Wish I Never Heard the Rumor

Amber on the Shocking Rino Rumor

Victoria Gotti's Big No No

Time Flies

Melissa Gorga still feels bad that Antonia missed the bus on her first day of school.

Hi!
 
Well, let me start by saying we filmed the reunion this past week, and boy oh boy words cannot even explain the craziness. That day is probably the hardest part of being a Housewife and being on Bravo. We got through it, and I am so glad it's over. It was pretty emotional and very intense, but it feels like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
 
Knowing what’s to come in the season finale, this episode makes me happy and sad at the same time. When I called a truce with Teresa, I meant it. I truly wanted to put all the past behind us and start with a clean slate. I wanted to forget about all the vindictive things that went on between us and move on for our children and our family. I was putting my two feet forward and giving the relationship my all. I didn't want to go back to where we were in the past. We made a promise to move forward, and that's exactly what I did. You will soon see that wasn’t the case for Teresa.
 
The play date with the cousins was so much fun. How gorgeous were Antonia, Gabriella, and Milania? They are all so precious. What a great day we had together! The girls loved it and loved being together. To be honest, Teresa is the reason we even live in Montville. Joe and I sold our house in Franklin Lakes so that we could move to a town that we would have family in and so our kids could go to school with their cousins. I grew up with so many cousins, and I wanted my children to have that bond. I wanted them to have those relatives that would support them up no matter what. That's how it should be.

It was so cute seeing everyone’s first day of school. I can’t believe Antonia missed the bus! I felt so bad! Joe was making fun of me and thought it was funny, but I didn't want her first day of first grade to start like that. I rushed her right over and got her there in time! Thank God! Maybe I shouldn’t have taken so many pictures? I can't believe that was a year ago and she just started second grade! Time flies.
 
The next two episodes are really telling and you will understand why we are all at the place we are today. Stay tuned for a wild ride.
Finally, I want to thank all of you for supporting and buying I Just Wanna last night! This is my absolute favorite song so far! It's such a hot dance track. I want to thank Andy for showing a clip of the music video last night on #WWHL. I can't wait for you to see the full video!
 
Here’s the link to download I Just Wanna on iTunes!
 
Make sure you check in with my website www.melissagorga.co. I have a lot of appearances coming up and can't wait to meet you at one of them. That’s the best part.
 
Follow me on Twitter for the scoop @melissagorga and on Facebook.
 
Lots of Love,
Melissa