Cast Blog: #RHONJ

Wanting Peace for the Gorgas and Giudices

Amber Calls Out Andy Cohen

Dina: What am I Doing Here?

Amber: Is Dina Coldhearted?

Dina: "The Reunion was Very Hard to Watch"

Teresa: We Love Hard, We Fight Hard

Dina: The Ladybug Event was Perfection

Amber: I Felt I Like I Was Being Hazed

Melissa: Continue to Pray for Teresa's Family

Why Amber Shares Her Cancer Story

Dina: I Was Team Santa

Teresa: I Don't Blame Jim

Bobby's Unacceptable Behavior

Amber: Dina is Jealous

Melissa: "We are Heartbroken"

Dina Reacts to the Sentencing

Kathy Talks Kevin Jonas

Amber: Dina Was Planning a Blood Bath

Jim and Amber Were on Different Pages

Dina on Bobby's "Bizarre" Behavior

Amber Calls BS on Dina

Nicole: Words are So Powerful

Teresa: "Kudos to Dina!"

Teresa: I Love the Show, I Love My Fans

Praying for a Positive Outcome for Teresa

"Tipsy Melissa is My Spirit Animal"

Dina's Lose-Lose Situation

Jacqueline on Her Status with Teresa

Why Teresa Told Dina the Rumor

Amber on Her Cancer Scare

Teresa: There was an Agenda to Hurt My Family

Melissa: I Do Feel for Amber

Dina: Gia's Beautiful Inside and Out

Nicole: This is Not 'Jerry Springer'

Amber on Her Meltdown with Teresa

Amber's Emotional Call to Teresa

Teresa Thanks the Fans

Dina: Florida Will Be the New Scary Island

Teresa: I Wish I Never Heard the Rumor

Amber on the Shocking Rino Rumor

Victoria Gotti's Big No No

Wanting Peace for the Gorgas and Giudices

Caroline explains why she didn't want to go on the retreat with the rest of Teresa's family.

Oh well, here we are again. Another week has come and gone, and we find ourselves back where we left off last week.

Jacqueline and I declined the invitation to Lake George hoping that our absence would allow everyone to focus on the family mending with no distractions. There's no denying that there was unfinished business between Teresa and Jacqueline, but I really believed it was the best decision for us to stay behind. After watching tonight's episode, I'm glad we did. Tensions and emotions were high and the last thing they needed was to have us around to complicate things.

On a completely different subject, I can't believe I actually crossed that little bridge over the Great Falls. Al has been trying to get me to walk over that bridge for over thirty years. The problem with that is I'm absolutely terrified of heights and that bridge is HIGH and narrow and long. No, thank you! Al was born and raised in Paterson, and he likes to share the memories of growing up in the city that his father loved so much. How can I say no to his request when he asks me to do it for his father’s memory? The man knows me too well; time to put my big girl pants on! I was absolutely terrified, and it took we a few times to get my foot on that bridge and take my first step. Midway through I felt panic set in and I just took off in a run and wanted it to be over. Just in case you're reading this, Albert, I'm glad I did it, but listen to me here and now -- never again!!! P.S. I LOVE YOU!

Well, that's it for now. Let's all think positive thoughts for next week. I've got my fingers crossed for peace.

Dina: What am I Doing Here?

Dina Manzo explains what it's like to sit on the reunion couch.

Hi all, 

I kind of meant what I said on that couch -- this show is so f---ed up. As I sit and watch the reunion, I wonder what goes through people's head sometimes. Bobby literally spitting on me as he screams at a friend of 10 years, Jim whipping out his files and then of all things says I have a fat ass, LOL! For what? Fame? I literally sat there saying to myself time and time again, "What the hell am I doing here?" Again, not ever saying I'm too good, but just different. There is something really beautiful that came out of this though...I am seeing some real proof of my practices. Take a look

Sending you a ton of love for your support! 

Dina xoxo