Always follow your instincts.
I knew I should have never gone on the trip.
I am incredibly embarrassed by how I acted.
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You seem very stressed out and being in the spot light doesn't make it any better. The viewers see a personality disorder and you are probably getting help (we all need help). Keep your real job and don't do reality shows or agree to be a spoke-sperson as this will damage you more!
Dear Bravo, I have been a fan of Housewife since the first OC one. I find everyone interesting except this one. Please let her go.
Update your blogs. These comments are ancient! Or, are you trying to keep it filled so you can't read anything current about your crazy antice?
It was highly unfortunate that you went on this trip, when you so clearly didn't want to. You were rude to your hostess to the point of hostility. Your were horrible to the other guests. Your behavior was so bad the others ended up felling sorry for you!!! To go somewhere as a guest and behave as you did was unfortunate, to lie about what went on was off the freakin chart. Please seek some kind of help it may work.
ms. kelly... i guess by now you've took a close look at yaself n hopefully did'nt like it. you have not only contradicted yaself on many occasions but you also looked a hot mess doing it. watching you makes me want to change the channel n at times i do. you have to be the most annoying housewife to watch.... besides watching slade...
Kelly, You should be embarrassed how you acted, you need to work on your listening skills it not all about you. I just hope that you stop and take a look at yourself and how you treat people, Bethany has tried to get alone with you but always trying to put her down and you are the one attacking her. I just hope that you can learn from this and move forward, you need to apology to all the ladies for how you acted that night like some crazy women.
You are a beautiful woman, But you have some serious issues With Bethanny... you always attack her and its sad!
I believe It would be wise to get off the show so the rest of america that hasn't witnessed your mental state of disaster, do not come to the same conclusion that "normal" or "real" people have seemed to understand about you. I mean "SERIOUSLY"... Jill and Louann cant make sense of you and they actually like you!!! HAHA to funny
I think they should have sent you home on bad behavior seeing as your the only one who actually needed "time out" like a 2 year old.
I would break whatever contract you have with bravo....this isn't how you want people to see you:(..good luck! You have nothing to prove to those ladies, nor any of us viewers. Move on with your life..OFF camera! Take care of your girls and yourself.
someone posted this:" "Channeling", "satchels of gold", "threw up last night" "Bethenny is trying to kill me", "I need a time out", "Im leaving with my lollipops"...is it me or is something wrong with this picture???" I don't think reality shows are for you. Being a model absolutely takes a special person but the situations you find yourself in are just not like the real world or a tv reality show. I have never seen much about your kids in a negative way. It seems that you need to be the center of attention and let's face it that is a very important thing for a model. Whether on a runway, at a party, or doing photo shots YOU ARE the most important thing. Thats what sells the product. But when it comes to close personal long-term relationships based on truth there is little cance or time for that in the fashion world. I think it serves the show well to see you in these meltdowns. As for Bethenny she is who she is and never said she was anything different. I didn't like her in the beginning but now I see a different person. We all have one good friend with a strong personality and we love her in spite of how direct she is with her words. Seek help and realize this may not put your best foot forward.
Kelly --- hopefully by now you've been able to get to a balanced place with the ladies on the show. If you step back and look, Bethenny didn't like you from the beginning because of your past snobby behavior to her at social events. But, she's not tried to kill you or hurt you.
And, girlfriend, you obviously to not have the skills to verbally jump into the stream of a conversation or arguement. Best bet? Put on the bikini (since you are "all that") and get a tan instead.
Kelly, I don't think you're crazy, I just think you have a personality disorder. You're so self-absorbed and therefore you get very jealous easily. You keep saying that Bethany told the press things about you and ruined your life and your career... My dear, Bethany is not that powerful... Page Six had to fire you after seeing how you talked to Bethany at that bar (when you said "I'm up here and you're down there" etc.) It was right there on tape for ALL to see but it was worse when you tried to say that Bethany told YOU to meet her at the bar and that Bethany told you she was better than you! That's when Page Six realized that you could not be taken seriously as a journalist (not that you were ever really a journalist)... but no editor wants anyone associated with their paper, etc, writing for them if the person lies and can't get a story straight. You lied so many times that they had no other choice but to fire you. So, you can't blame Bethany for that... in fact, you can't blame her for anything because it's just your OWN words coming back to haunt you. Also, at the same time, you were arrested for assault.. Take responsibility for your own actions.
Ms. Kelly Bensimon,
I honestly started writing in this box with the intention of ripping you to shreds for your immaturity. You frustrate me to no end, but I wouldn't be pleased with myself as a person if I acted solely on spiteful urges.
I hope seeing yourself on television will be a good opportunity for you to better yourself. I think your embarrassment is warranted by the way you acted.
Therapy is a useful tool that may be able to help you with your apparent social and emotional issues which not only negatively effect you, but also the people you interact with. If you can get past blaming other people for the problems in your life, this might be a great learning experience for you to develop as a person.
Good luck in life, on the show, thinking before you speak, seeking the help you need, and in repairing damaged friendships.
Sincerely, A concerned, frustrated, and (hopefully) supportive viewer
Kelly, it really seems like you are very uncomfortable in your own skin when it comes to socializing around other women. On top of that to be doing a show that you have cameras coming at you in a setting in which you already seem very uncomfortable. This show is forcing you to be overly outgoing and purposely riles you emotionaly for entertainment value (sick). You definietly enjoy the limelight, however this reality housewife appearance seems like it will drain you emotionally and your name is taking a beating. I hope you get some other offers, or will really take serious consideration of your own well being in deciding to continue with this housewives venture. Do something else, screw the reality headaches! Be a photographer, use your name and talents! God Bless.
You had several days to think over the trouble you were causing - did you ever stop to think about the tens of thousands of dollars Ramona spent on you to enjoy yourself? As much as RHoNY women do for charity, it still amazes me how ungrateful and selfish a fortunate woman like yourself acted.
Sadly, That still doesn't even hold a candle to psychotically yelling at a pregnant woman who lost her father. But I'm a sane person yelling at a crazy person so I'll cease.
On Twitter you said to watch the episode twice and we would see the truth... I did and the truth was that I saw more things from you that were just plain mean. I truly do feel bad for you because I think you really need help. You are very insecure and obsessed with Bethenny and you need to work through that. You were ungrateful for a nice gesture that Bethenny made... who cries because they got a gift from someone? I was mortified that Bravo would allow you to continue on the show after you clearly unraveled right before our eyes. No one was bullying you Kelly, you were the bully telling people to "zip it", saying that it was "creapy" that Bethenny would go on a trip after her father died, calling Bethenny a "ho bag" and insulting her culinary abilities, and then telling Alex that she was channeling the devil... you were the mean girl. And while I know that a lot gets edited, those women were all pretty consistent on their discriptions of what happened that trip. I hope you get the help you need.
You are one of the most beautiful women I've seen. Your smile is absolutely gorgeous, and your face is a work of art.
I don't think you are a bad person, but I think you need to very seriously think about all the feedback you're getting and consider getting some help. Your behavior is absolutely bizarre.
Kelly, it seems that we are all too quick to judge. At first, I admit that I was laughing at how out of it you were.....but then I stopped judging and I could see you were hurting. There are some things that obviously struck a chord with you on this trip....I don't know if Bethanny reminds you of someone from your past or what exactly is going on...but everyone has a right to be given empathy instead of being laughed at and made fun of. I hope you find help and move on with the beautiful life you have made for yourself.
I honestly don't think a reality tv show is worth it (your mental health and well being. You are beautiful, talented and I read somewhere that you attended Columbia University. I should mind my own business, yes - I know, but you and the others are putting yourselves out there for me and the world to see and comment. You should use your talent and skills to make money another way - this is just not worth it. I SINCERELY wish you all the best.
Dear Kelly, I really admire you. I, too , am a hard working mother of 2 and I htink you are going through a hard time. Several years back, I just cracked one day at work and left people concerned as I was known to be calm and cool. People forgave me. In the mean time, they talked about me -it was hurtful. But guess what? I mae it. And I learned from my mistake. I also learned that forgiving myself was necessary to move on. I wish you the best. I have all of your books and admire your health and beauty!!
Fan in Savannah
I am watching the rerun of Bethanny's dinner now...and you say"Always on the defensive that one."...but you are the one one who "attacks" her first. Constantly putting her down and arginug everything that she says. Jill is the perfect friend for you. She seems to be your puppetmaster...and you call her and talk badly about all of the other women after saying "It's not my game to talk badly about other people." You need to take a good look at yourself and your behavior instead of making it about to be everyone else.
people please keep your negitive comments to your self, yes it does seem like Kelly needs help, but there is no excuses for the name calling,mental illness on any level is no laughing matter, so if you can't say any thing supportive, then maybe you should keep your comments to your self,, and don't judge until you have walked in her shoes!! Kelly God bless you
Seriously, seriously, seriously, stop.... stop! Your rude behavior is gross and, like, creepy!
Awwww! It's so sad if all your friends have the same opinion of you. Goooooo seek professional help!!!!!!
You ruined a beautiful getaway. Everyone was so patient with you but you are such a hypocrite. If you don't like all the back stabbing, why call Jill and do the same thing? If you don't drink, you sure acted like a nasty drunk!
You have created a wonderful life and ....Love.... living it. Those were YOUR words!
One thing.. Quit saying hello in a little girls voice!
Look here Kelly, if we are honest with ourselves, we have all had moments where we haven't made any sense to anyone but ourselves. It is an embarrassing memory for you, we all have them. Watch it, learn from it, and evaluate if that is truly what you meant to say/do. If not, think about what mind state you were in when you did it and put it to rest. If you feel you need help, get it. If you feel this show is too toxic for you mentally and spiritually, leave it. Only you know what was going on in you mind at that time. Kisses and well wishes. XOXO. Btw, Bethenny irritates the hell out of me too.
Bethenny is a master manipulator. She was threatened by Kelly and began attacking Kelly from day one. She uses a "cool" facade to draw in "friends", whom she really doesn't respect, then uses them as a group to attack whomever is threatening her ego most at the time. Whatever Kelly's problems are, I think she's right about Bethenny.
Since you first came onto the Housewives show I have kept trying to understand where you were coming from. This past episode though you totally LOST me and I DO really think that you need help. Like someone had said get help now for the sake of you and your children. You really freaked me out in this episode and you attacked others for no reason well for your insecurities or your paranoia. Good luck to you I really hope you do get to talk to someone about all of your issues.
kelly. Your PSYCHO! I couldn't even believe my eyes! How is someone "creepy" for being somwhere after a family member passes. You need serious help! I think your rude & annoying. You start random shit for no reason with ppl. Mainly bethenny. Your an idiot. Grow up. Get some help!
Hi Kelley, You are going to be OK and I enjoy your personality on the show! Please remember it is just a show, though, and that you are with very self-centered, shameless self-promoters on this show. So take care of yourself, know that some of the feelings you have are based in some real perceptions/behaviours of the others...but relax into it or do not place yourself in vulnerable positions. Bethenny is bitter, shameless self-promoter but know also that this is the type of people who want to be on the show! I am rooting for you and know you will turn the corner for yourself and your girls. Have some fun while you are on the show and toughen up....but it will be OK!
I'm not judging and it's not about Bethenny, it's YOU. I pray that you get the help you need, maybe you need to leave the show it could be just too much for you. It's not about the other ladies it's you, really something is wrong, PLEASE seek help.
Ok Kelly, what to say what to say. Sadly you made Ramona look like the sane one. What meds are you on or which ones do you need to be on. Did you even watch the show? You are trying to be a victim, it's not working honey! Bethany has more class than your pinkey. Come on she didn't go after your girls, we will leave that kind of sabatoge to you. Also why name drop gwenth Paltrow. I guarentee she is absolutely horrified. Sorry hon you need help......
Kelly, I want to understand why you even went on this trip you knew who would and would not be there. It has been so sad to watch. Ramona spent alot of money,time and emotions and It seems as if though you ruined it I only hope Ramona can forgive and forget.This was all about renewing her vows and spending time with friends. So sad. I would love to have the ability to do something like this with my girlfriends.We settle for lunch or a movie and we truly enjoy each others company. This trip was something over the top Ramona wanted to share with you all. Take Care of Yourself and your Children.
Go to this site and find out Kelly's TRUE feelings:
you are an artist, a visual person. when you see, you are using the part of your brain that can't talk. what you are doing speechwise is called cluttering.
pursue photography. if you go to a good school it will take 5 years. if you teach yourself it will take five years.
build a body of work. give your ex a run for his money.
bethany is a chef. it is very hard work. she is a pioneer. the classic cuisine is condusive to heart disease.
Bombshell321: You are stuck in Kellyland and need to get out of it. Are you too busy doing cartwheels and watching rainbows and licking lollipops to notice what took place in this episode? Bethenny did not say a darn thing to Kelly and it was crazy,creepy Kelly with her gibberish, (which nobody knows what the heck she is talking about) "turning lemons into lemonade,and let's not forget the famous satchels of gold random comment that had everyone likewhat the heck is she talking about? I mean seriously what are you defending let alone talking about? What is wrong with you that you would want to defend that type of crazy? In the past seasons nobody, not a single one of the housewives liked Kelly and they all banded against her crazy self at the reunion show. Did you not watch that either? Bethenny had reacted in the past to Kelly because of how Kelly treated her. Kelly met Bethenny numerous times and yet every time they came in contact she acted like she didn't know her and LuAnne said the same thing and said how Kelly saw her and quickly walked away in the other direction. Kinda funny how 2 people would bring that up. Bethenny tried to talk to Kelly in Jill's bedroom last season and it was once again Kelly who would not talk and kept saying in her annoying Kelly voice, STOP STOP! It was Kelly who invited Bethenny for drinks, shows up late and then cussed Bethenny out and says I am up here and you are down here-did you forget that too? Bethenny actually was coming to apologize for the Madonna comment and Kelly turned into a witch and got nasty, not Bethenny. Then Kelly waited for B to get to the door and then attacked her verbally again-you need to seriously watch the last season all over again cause you are lost and could not be more wrong if you want to blame this all on Bethenny.
Kelly, you were way out of line on that trip. I don't care how those shows were edited you can't edit in crazy. You ruined that whole trip for all those women. You should have been the one to "Zip It". You're behavior was "gross". You couldn't leave Bethenny alone after losing her father and finding out she was pregnant? You attacked each and every one of those women on that trip. Even Sonja, who at times, was standing up for you and trying to defuse the situation. That words that fall out of your mouth don't even make ANY kind of sense. You couldn't even put together a coherent sentence. You owe each and everyone of the ladies a HUGE apology. What in the world was wrong with you? Crying over a bag of treats that Bethenny left for everyone? I thought that was a really nice gesture on her part. You need help and since that episode was taped awhile ago I hope you've gotten it. You made yourself look crazier than Jill and I didn't think that was ever possible. You, Kelly, are your own worst enemy. You don't need to worry about Bethenny taking you down cause you've done a fabulous job of doing it yourself. You are ridiculousness personified!!
Kelly, ""Really? Bethanys huge size ?? tits. "No one cares about you Bethany." and my personal favorite. "thats creepy." really?? You are creepy. You are nuts. Quit the show. I can't stand you. Put on a bra-r!!!