I Was Done
Bethenny talks about the pregnancy news leak and Alex's message to Jill.
It's the press' job to find out people's private information. I have no clue how Perez Hilton found out about my pregnancy. The announcement was way too premature and the pregnancy was way too sensitive a situation to be made public. I was really concerned about the health of the baby - particularly at my age.
Jason reacted to the news exactly as I expected. His main concern was s not being able to break this miraculous, special news to his close friends and family. I completely understood, and I love him for being that kind of a person.
Jill doesn't possess the ability to keep her mouth closed, which is completely evident in several moments of this episode. She was very interested in this news as gossip and attempted to package it as concern. This is one of the multitude of reasons that she is no longer in my life.
I wasn't surprised at all that my pregnancy became a gossip topic for LuAnn and Jill. What was comical was that Sonja, who I met for exactly three minutes and exchanged a few sentences with, had a lot to say about the topic with the girls. I don't know her from Adam. Very bizarre.
I never intended for Alex to put a hit out on Jill. I think she had so much to say to Jill and I gave her a great excuse to attempt to unleash. I'm happy that she felt liberated in doing so. She has wanted to tell Jill exactly how she feels for so long, and this is the first time she came close. Stay tuned!
By no means was Alex's message delivered how I intended. I basically told Alex that I was done with Jill and didn't care if she told Jill to her face. Maybe I was feeling empowered and finally clear that I had closed the door. I was done.