Ramona and I are butting heads, obviously. She was out to get me from day one. She said in her interview, "Oh now you talk, you're not just sitting there pretty." I have been talking this whole time. It's not my problem you haven’t been listening. Give me something to talk about and have an opinion and I will.
Sonja: She is such a beautiful fabulous talented smart woman! She has so much great potential she just needs to concentrate on one thing and focus! She needs an intern to wrangle her in and work on ONE project. I really have no idea what's up with her financial issues, but it's very scary and not something to sweep under the rug.
Modeling Agency: When we first started filming last summer, I was with FORD MODELS. It was a great agency to be with for a girl my age, a wonderful place to end my career. A month later, I got a call that they are closing my division (Classic/Lifestyle) along with half of the agency. Where is a 36-year-old model mom of two suppose to go? Ugh, I was really convinced that I was done for and going to just end up being a housewife. I decided to see what my options were and take a couple of meetings. Well, you all saw how that ended up. Not that many agencies take woman in their 30s, it's sad. I am not going to give up. #staytuned
It was a great idea to have us all try and let loose and relax at a spa. (Impossible for us all, but great idea). Ramona walked in with a perfect blow out -- so bizarre, at a spa? Funny that Ramona kept talking about knowing Ben's mother? Ramona is out to get me. She keeps pushing me. I am not taking her bait. I think it's irritating her even more that I am not freaking out back at her. I have a calm and rational way of dealing with her and I am getting the feeling that that's new to her. Not cool to throw anything at anyone. Ohhhhh, she was mad when I messed up her hair!?! Why can she throw wine at me and it's not OK for me to throw it back?? #staytuned