Since I haven't gotten a chance to blog about the last two episodes I just wanted to say thank you all so such for the positive feedback on my Facebook/Twitter accounts about my Pussycat Doll Performance! It truly was such a great memory and something I will never forget. You only got to see a glimpse of that night as I had three different costume changes and performed on the bar, the stage, a swing, and the carousel horse! It was great to have all the ladies there supporting my big debut on my first Vegas Stage! I actually had so many of my dear friends, and family come out that weekend to support and celebrate my performance including Jeff’s daughter who came out all the way from Michigan to join in the fun! I feel so blessed to have so many great friends and family! That is really what life is all about.
My number one fan Slade is the best person on the earth and I am so grateful for his constant support, love, patience, and encouragement to go after my dreams! Every woman dreams to have that kind of partner in life, and I have been so blessed to have found my prince charming.
With that said this blog is going to be a lot about my situation with Slade because many of you are asking me questions about it. This episode definitely made me cry knowing that Slade loves me so much and wants to give me so much, but just can't at this time. Hearing him say that all he wants to do is make sure I know how much he loves me and that I mean more to him than just a girlfriend was so touching. Normally it's always the woman pushing or wanting the man to ask them to marry them and the men are hesitant. It is weird how reversed our roles are compared to the traditional way of doing things.