As I write out my thoughts in this blog, please remember that these blogs are meant to give you insight to our individual point of view, and for us discuss things you might not have known were happening behind-the-scenes. As I state every week, this is therapeutic for me to write out my feelings, so please if you don’t like long blogs then just skip it. I write for those that want to understand where I am coming from and those who want my point of view on the episode you see. We all have different points of view, and this is why this show is successful -- because each one of us ladies sees and processes things differently. It’s not right or wrong, it just is.
I have to say that this episode really took me for quite the emotional spin. And I have to say I feel very naïve, taken advantage of, and played. This episode was very hard to watch and sincerely hurt my heart.
I gotta give it to Tamra though; this girl can sell ice to Eskimos. She has this ability to truly make you believe everything she tells you or texts you and then she can turn around and say or do the complete opposite on camera. I just wish she would have been honest with me from the get go about this whole Alexis issue, because now it feels like she was lying to us both. She was telling me one thing, all the while telling Alexis the complete opposite. I was played like a fiddle by Tamra on this one.
Eddie calling me childish for not wanting to be there if Alexis was going was hypocritical. Just a few weeks earlier he was the one saying he didn’t want to be anywhere Vicki was and was questioning why Tamra was having Vicki to events. He even said he didn’t think Tamra should be friends with a liar, a cheater, and a manipulating person like her. Was Eddie being childish too then?